i think i am having a quater life crisis. which doesn’t really seem possible because i am 23??? but i think i kinda hate the life i waited all of college to live? like, was i really looking forward to a 40 hour a week job? why? for the stability? if that is so then i don’t feel very stable. i kind of just feel in a mess. like i would be happier working at a coffee shop again. i would probably make more money at a coffee shop..Â
none of this is going to make since because like i said. i think am having a life crisis.
i am studying for a grad school test and questioning why. like why am i doing this? do i really want to sign up for this kind of work for life? listening to other people’s problems? i really don’t know. i love listening to people. i rather talk to people all day that want to talk with me. I don’t hate my desk work. maybe a lot of it has to do with how underpaid i am getting and in return feeling under appreciated. idk but i am glad i downloaded tumblr again to get this out. there are more thing i would like to get out, but i do need to study at some point today because like i said, i need to study for this test im not even sure i want to do.
