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Summary: Despite being a prisoner and the war still raging, a small light breaks through the darkness. Gwayne has arrived at Tumbelton, ready to join Ormund's forces. After months apart, you have the chance to see him again.
Warnings: Smut, barely any plot, porn with feelings, p in v, infidelity (not as you think… or maybe yes?)
An: Guys, I wrote this before episode 6 came out and before I saw all the rumors all over TikTok. I don't know, I just felt like a grieving widow or something.
Wc: 6.3K
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Your hands were cold. That was the first thing you registered, before the news even had time to settle, before your heart had finished its frantic climb up your throat. And when it did settle? Nothing could have held you back. Not the guards, not the restrictions placed upon you, not the sharp calls of your name fading behind you as you ran.
You didn't stop until you saw his back.
"Gwayne?"
The name came out barely a breath, swallowed by the castle noise. He didn't hear you. But the second time, that time your voice found its nerve, you watched his shoulders go rigid, watched him turn like a man who already knew who he'd find.
Gods be good. He hadn't even had time to wash. Dust clung to his hair, his cloak still bore the road's grime, and the shadows beneath his eyes told you everything about how long he had kept riding. No rest. No pause. Just duty, shoved down his throat like stale bread.
Then he said your name.
And that was all you needed.
You were in his arms before you knew you'd moved, burying your face against his chest, your own arms locking around him like he might vanish if you let go. His came around you a heartbeat later—tight, desperate. He was really there.
He pulled you in harder, tucked his face into the curve of your neck, and you didn't care about the dirt or the sweat or how long it had been since either of you had felt anything but dread.
"What are you doing here?" His voice was muffled, thick. He pulled back just enough to look at you, hands finding your face. "Why are you here?"
The questions came too fast, worry bleeding through every syllable.
"Ormund knows," you said, and even you could hear how thin your voice sounded. "He knows Rhaenyra won't dare touch Tumbleton if she knows I'm here. If she knows my children are here too.”
His head dropped. You felt the tension ripple through him, saw his jaw work against whatever he wanted to say. He hated this. Of course he hated this. But he also knew, better than anyone, that when Ormund set his mind to something, not even the Seven themselves could pry it loose. The man was stubborn as a mule, and twice as loud about it.
"I'll speak with him," Gwayne said finally.
You couldn't help the small, tender smile that pulled at your mouth. There he was. Your Gwayne. The one who'd move heaven and earth if he thought it might spare you a single ache.
"Don't anger him," you murmured, reaching up to brush a smudge from his cheek. "You won't convince him of anything if you go in swinging."
He caught your hand before it fell, but instead of holding it, his fingers drifted lower. To your wrist. His eyes dropped, following the path of your sleeve, and you watched his expression shift when he spotted what you'd tried to hide.
"You're all right?" His voice was quieter now. Careful.
You pulled your hand back gently, tucking it against your chest. Away from his gaze.
"That question," you said softly, "should be mine to ask." You let your eyes travel over him, the exhaustion carved into his features, the grime settled into every crease of his clothing. You didn't know how far he'd ridden. How long he'd been awake. Or what happened after he left.
"Go. Speak with him." You stepped back, smoothed your hands down your dress. "I'll have a bath prepared for you."
Because if he couldn't rest yet, at least he could be clean. At least he could have that much.
You sank to your knees on the cold stone floor, your dress pooling around you like a whisper of silk against the flags. The fabric dragged softly as you settled, a gentle hush that seemed quiet as the room itself. Just this dim candlelight, this man with his eyes closed and his head tipped back against the edge of the tub.
His face was relaxed. Peaceful, even. And it struck you, watching him like this, how young he still looked when the weight of the world wasn't pressing down on his shoulders. Made you remember Oldtown in those early days, when everything had felt foreign and frightening and you'd wondered if you'd ever find your footing. Strange, how different that time feels now. Stranger still, how much has changed since.
You hadn't received a single word from him since the war began. Not one. Ormund had made certain of that—forbade you from sending or receiving any message that didn't pass through him first. Every raven that flew into Tumbleton, every rider that arrived with news, you'd watched with a hunger that bordered on desperate, hoping for something. A scrap. A whisper. Anything.
Nothing.
You dipped the cloth into the water, worked the soap into a soft lather, and began to trace it across his bare shoulders. The muscles there tensed for just a moment, then eased.
His eyes opened. Like he'd known it was you all along.
You smiled softly.
It had been months since he'd left. Months that had stretched themselves into years, each day longer than the last, each night emptier. You'd told yourself you were used to it. You'd been lying.
He smiled back at you, gentle and tired, but the worry hadn't left his eyes. It was still there, lurking beneath the surface, a shadow that no amount of warm water could wash away.
"Ormund is with Daeron," you continued, answering the question you knew was coming. "They'll be late. You have time."
Gwayne shifted, turning toward you, bringing his face closer to yours until you could feel the steam rising between you.
"How long have you been here?" he asked.
"Not long after Ormund pretended to surrender to my sister's forces." You paused, watching his brow furrow. "He tried to trick Daemon, sent a different boy in Daeron's place, hoping the ruse would hold."
Gwayne frowned, confusion pulling at his features. He didn't understand. How could he? Since Aemond's disappearance, since Rhaenyra and Daemon took King's Landing, Ormund had kept his plans close. Trusted no one. Spoke nothing aloud that he didn't have to. Gwayne had been riding blind this entire time.
"He told me none of this," he said slowly.
You kept moving the cloth across him—over his arms, across his chest, letting the motion steady you both. "He knew my sister wouldn't recognize Daeron by sight. He sent a decoy, bought himself time. And when the truth came out, he made sure Tumbleton was protected." You met his eyes. "By using me as a hostage."
Gwayne exhaled—a long, weary sound that seemed to carry every mile he'd ridden, every battle he'd fought, every sleepless night. His hands fell still in the water, and for a moment, he just sat there, letting the weight of it settle.
"I'm sorry," he said finally. "I should have done something. Kept you and the children away from all of this."
You smiled, though it didn't quite reach your eyes. You both knew that was a dream. A pretty one, but a dream nonetheless.
"It would have happened one way or another," you rested your arms along the rim of the tub. "You and I both knew that."
After all these months, his eyes on you felt like warm water on a winter's night. Like coming home.
You brushed a damp strand of hair from his forehead, your fingers trailing across his brow, tracing the lines of his face like you needed to memorize them all over again. Like touching him might quiet the anxious beat of your heart.
"I missed you," you breathed, no louder than a whisper against the wind.
His blue eyes found yours, those eyes that had more than once brought you comfort and company in the loneliness of a strange castle. He breathed your words in the same way you'd spoken them, slow and reverent, and reached for your hand. He guided your fingers to his lips and pressed a kiss there, soft and full of devotion.
"I missed you too," he murmured.
The water had grown tepid around him, but neither of you seemed to notice. Your fingers lingered at his temple, tracing the line of his jaw, and you watched his eyes flutter half-closed at the touch. Like a man starved for warmth. Like a man who'd forgotten what it felt like to be touched with anything other than violence.
"You're still wearing too many clothes," he murmured, and there was something different in his voice now. Lower. Rougher.
You laughed softly, the sound barely a breath. "And you're still covered in road dust. The bath was meant to fix that."
"I'm not talking about the bath."
His hand found your wrist again, but this time he didn't stop at your sleeve. He pulled gently, guiding you forward until your arms rested on the rim of the tub, until your face was close enough to feel the heat still rising from his skin. The candlelight flickered, casting shadows across his cheekbones, and you couldn't look away from his mouth.
"Let me finish washing you," you asked, your voice soft but steady.
Gwayne didn't stop you. He simply watched, those blue eyes tracking your every movement as you dipped the cloth back into the water. The soap had long since dissolved, but you worked it anyway, dragging the damp linen across his shoulders, down his chest, over the planes of his stomach. Each pass of the cloth made his breath hitch just slightly. Each touch of your fingers made his muscles tense beneath your palm.
You could feel the heat of him even through the cooling water. Could feel the way his gaze burned into the side of your face, patient and hungry all at once. Your own skin prickled under that attention, flushed and warm despite the chill in the air.
You kept washing him, down his arms, over his hands, between his fingers. You traced the lines of his palms, the calluses earned from years of swordplay.
And all the while, the space between you seemed to shrink, the air growing thick with something unspoken.
Finally, your hands stilled. The cloth dropped into the water with a soft plop.
You reached up and found the first lace of your dress.
Your fingers fumbled with it, nervous, clumsy, but you'd barely loosened one cord before Gwayne's hand caught yours.
"Let me," he husked.
His fingers replaced yours, working the laces with a deliberateness that made your stomach flip. One by one, he pulled them free, each tug loosening the fabric until you could feel it begin to slip. The bodice went slack. The weight of the dress shifted.
Then his hands found the edges of the fabric at your shoulders, and he pushed.
The silk slid down your arms in a slow, whispering cascade. Cool air kissed your bare skin, raising goosebumps along your arms, but you barely noticed. All you could feel was the heat of his gaze, the way his eyes traced the newly exposed curve of your shoulder, the line of your collarbone.
You shivered.
And then his lips were there, pressing soft and warm against the hollow where your neck met your shoulder. A sigh escaped you, breathily, almost helplessly, and you felt his mouth curve into a smile against your skin.
"Beautiful," he murmured, the word vibrating against you. "Gods, you're beautiful."
He kissed along your shoulder, slow and languid, his lips trailing a path that made your knees weak. Your hands found his shoulders for support, fingers digging into his damp skin as he worked his way across your collarbone. Each kiss was deliberate. Worshipful. Like he had all the time in the world and intended to use every second of it.
"Gwayne…" His name came out shakily, barely a whisper.
He pulled back just enough to look at you, and something in his expression shifted. Darkened. His hands found the loosened fabric of your dress and pushed it further down, letting it fall past your waist, past your hips, until it pooled on the cold stone floor in a heap of silk.
You stood before him, bare and trembling, and he looked at you like you were the answer to every prayer he'd ever whispered.
"Come here," he breathed. "Come here, please."
You didn't need to be asked twice.
He helped you into the tub, his hands firm on your waist, guiding you slowly, carefully, until you were standing between his thighs, the water lapping at your calves. The warmth of it seeped into your skin, but it was nothing compared to the heat radiating from him.
You lowered yourself onto his lap, facing him, and the feel of his skin against yours made you gasp. His chest pressed against your breasts. His thighs caged yours. And his hands, those steady, calloused hands, found your hips and held you like you were the most precious thing in the world.
His hands began their slow exploration.
The curve of your waist, the dip of your spine, the soft give of your hips beneath his palms. He traced you like a man learning a map by heart, each touch a line drawn in ink that would never fade.
You leaned into him, your body softening against his touch. Your eyes drifted closed, and you let yourself feel
The warmth of his hands, the steadiness of his breath, the way his thumbs swept in lazy circles against your skin. The water had gone cold around you both, but neither of you cared. His heat was enough. It was always enough.
He shifted beneath you, drawing closer, and you felt the brush of his chest against yours. The slight roughness of his skin, the way his heartbeat thrummed against your palm where your hand had come to rest over his heart.
His lips were so close you could feel the warmth of his breath.
"Don't get my hair wet," you whispered, the words slipping out before you could stop them.
A low chuckle rumbled through his chest. "I know."
And then he kissed you.
Was slow, unhurried, a kiss that tasted of longing and patience and the ache of months spent apart. His lips brushed against yours like a question, soft and tender, and you answered by tilting your head, by parting your lips just enough to let him in. He has always asked.
He deepened the kiss slowly, his tongue tracing the seam of your mouth before slipping inside. The taste of him was familiar and foreign all at once—home and discovery tangled together. You sighed against him, your fingers curling into the damp hair at the nape of his neck.
His arms wrapped around your waist, pulling you closer until there was no space left between you. Your chest pressed against his, your thighs tightening around his hips, and you felt every inch of him against you. The water sloshed gently around you, a soft rhythm that matched the beat of your heart.
You draped your arms over his shoulders, fingers threading through his hair, and kissed him back with equal tenderness. Your tongues met in a lazy, rolling dance, slow and sensual. His hands wandered down your back, tracing the valley of your spine, the curve of your bottom, the backs of your thighs.
" I'd forgotten how good you feel." he breathed against your lips.
"Don't forget again," you murmured back.
He smiled against your mouth. "Never."
His hands found your breasts, cupping them gently, his thumbs brushing across your nipples in slow, teasing circles. You gasped into his mouth, your hips rolling against him instinctively. He groaned at the contact, low and throaty, and his hands tightened on you.
"I know," he husked. "I know. Just let me—let me touch you. I need to touch you."
And he did. His hands roamed your body like he was relearning every curve, every dip, every secret place that made you shiver. He traced the line of your throat, the hollow between your breasts, the soft skin of your inner thighs. Each touch was worship. Each caress, a prayer.
You let him. You gave yourself over to his hands, to the slow, languid exploration that left you breathless and aching. Your own hands mirrored his movements—trailing down his chest, over the ridges of his stomach, lower still until your fingers brushed against him.
He hissed through his teeth, his hips bucking into your touch.
"You're going to undo me," he rasped, his voice catching on the last word.
You smiled against his shoulder, your fingers still wrapped around him, stroking slowly, deliberately. The sound he made, low and guttural, torn from somewhere deep in his chest, sent a thrill through you.
"That's the idea," you whispered.
His hand found your chin, tilting your face up toward his. Those blue eyes, dark now, hooded with want, searched yours for a heartbeat. Then he kissed you again.
Your fingers were still wrapped around him, stroking lazily, and he groaned into your mouth. The vibration of it traveled through you, warm and electric. His hips rolled against your hand, seeking more friction, and you gave it to him, slow, torturous circles that made him break the kiss with a gasp.
His hands slid down your back, gripping your hips, and you felt the shift in his body. The tension coiling, the intent building.
Then he stood.
Water cascaded from his body in sheets, streaming down his chest, his thighs, splashing back into the tub with a sound that seemed too loud in the quiet of the room. He lifted you with him, your legs wrapping around his waist, your arms locked around his neck. You clung to him, startled and breathless, as he stepped out of the tub.
"Gwayne…"
"Shh." He pressed a kiss to your temple, then your cheek, then the corner of your mouth. "I've got you."
Water dripped from both of you, pooling on the stone floor as he carried you across the room. His skin was warm against yours, slick and damp, and you could feel every shift of muscle as he moved. The strength in his arms, the steadiness of his stride.
He laid you down on the bed, gently, so gently, like you were something fragile. The sheets were cool against your back, a stark contrast to the heat of his body as he followed you down, covering you with his weight.
His forearms braced on either side of your head, caging you in. Water dripped from his hair onto your face, your chest, and you blinked up at him through the droplets. He looked like a god like this, all sharp angles and soft shadows, his chest still heaving, his eyes burning with an intensity that made your heart stutter.
His tongue met yours in a slow, sensual dance, and you felt his hips settle between your thighs. The weight of him pressed against you, the heat of him seeping into your skin.
"Are you all right?" he breathed against your lips. His hand came up to brush a damp strand of hair from your face. "Tell me you're all right."
"I'm perfect," you whispered. "I'm perfect right now."
He smiled, and it was like watching the sun break through clouds. He kissed your forehead, your nose, each corner of your mouth.
Then he reached down between you, guiding himself to your entrance, and you felt the blunt pressure of him against you.
"Look at me," he husked. "I want to see your eyes."
You did. You looked into those blue depths as he pushed inside you, slowly, so slowly, inch by agonizing inch. The stretch of him, the fullness, the way he filled you completely, it stole your breath. Your fingers dug into his shoulders, and a sound escaped you, low and breathy.
He stilled once he was fully seated, his forehead pressed to yours. His breath was ragged, his chest heaving against yours.
"Move," you pleaded. "Please, Gwayne. Move."
He did.
His hips began to move, slow and deep, each thrust a deliberate, languid stroke that made you see stars. Your legs tightened around his waist, pulling him deeper, and he groaned against your neck.
"Like that?" he murmured, his voice rough. "Is that what you want?"
"Yes—yes, like that—"
He kissed you, swallowing your words, and you felt his rhythm quicken. Still deep, still deliberate, but faster now, more urgent. The bed creaked beneath you, a soft counterpoint to the wet sounds of your bodies moving together.
His name came out in a broken gasp of your mouth.
“I can feel you squeezing me."
You were. You could feel the tension building low in your belly, coiling tighter with each thrust. Your nails raked down his back, and he hissed at the sensation, his pace growing rougher.
"Come for me," he rasped. "Please. I need to feel you come around me."
That was all it took.
Your climax crashed through you like a wave, splintering you apart, and you cried out his name—loudly, wantonly, without shame. Your body clenched around him, pulsing, and he followed a heartbeat later, burying himself deep as he spilled inside you with a groan that seemed to come from somewhere primal.
Your humming filled the quiet room, soft and lilting, a melody you'd half-forgotten from your own childhood. Your fingers moved through your children's hair—slow, soothing strokes that made them sigh in their sleep. They looked so peaceful like this. So small. So untouched by the war raging beyond these walls.
Two hours. That was all Ormund allowed you. Two hours a day to sit with them, to hold them, to pretend for just a little while that you were still their mother and not just another piece on the board.
The door opened.
Your smile faltered. Just slightly. Just enough for someone who knew you to notice. You dropped your gaze to your eldest, tracing the curve of his cheek with your thumb, buying yourself a moment to compose your features.
"Today you're late," came the voice from the doorway.
You looked up.
Ormund stood there, silhouetted against the torchlight in the corridor. His arms were crossed over his chest, and his expression was unreadable—that careful mask he wore when he was measuring his next move. You'd learned to read him over the years, but some days he was still a closed book.
"I wasn't feeling well," you answered.
He said nothing. Just watched you with those dark eyes that missed nothing. The silence stretched between you, heavy and expectant. You knew that silence. It was the one that came before a question you didn't want to answer, or an accusation you hadn't seen coming.
"How is Daeron?" you asked, desperate to fill the space with something neutral. Something safe.
Ormund's head tilted, just slightly. "I heard you received Gwayne."
Your body went still. The kind of stillness that came too fast to hide, too obvious to deny. You felt the flicker of panic in your chest and forced it down, forced your expression to remain calm.
"He's your cousin. Of course I received him." You offered a smile, careful and measured. "It would be strange if I didn't."
The corner of his mouth twitched. A smile, or the ghost of one. You couldn't tell if he was mocking you or if he'd taken your answer at face value. With Ormund, it was always impossible to know.
He walked toward you until he stood directly in front of you. You had to lift your chin to meet his eyes, the difference in height making you feel smaller than you wanted to.
"You took a bath."
It was a question, or maybe not.
"I did."
Lying would have been pointless. He could probably smell the soap on your skin from here. You'd been careless.
"The servants didn't notify me," Ormund said, and there was something new in his voice now. Something that made your stomach clench.
"Do they need to notify you every time I take a bath?" You tried for incredulity, for indignation.
Ormund shrugged, a casual roll of his shoulders that did nothing to ease the tension in the room. "You're my wife. And you're quite important at the moment. Of course I should know everything you do."
You held his gaze for a long moment. Five seconds. Ten. You didn't move, didn't blink, didn't give him anything to work with.
Then you rose to your feet.
Now you stood at his height, your chin level with his, your eyes meeting his without flinching. You were a prisoner, yes. But you were still a lady of a great house, and you would not cower.
"You can ask the servants," you said evenly. "I ordered the bath prepared. There's nothing to hide."
Ormund's lips curved into a smile.
"I know," he said.
He reached out and took a strand of your hair between his fingers, rolling it absently, watching the way it caught the firelight.
"Did he tell you why he arrived alone?”
You kept your face neutral. "He told me nothing. He barely had time to accept my regards before you summoned him."
Ormund's fingers released your hair, and he stepped back. His smile had faded.
"He's been away a long time. I'm sure he'd appreciate the distraction."
There was something in the way he said it. A hint of amusement, or suspicion, or both. You couldn't tell, and that was the worst part.
"I'll do that," you replied, keeping your voice even.
Ormund turned toward the door, but paused at the threshold. He looked back at you over his shoulder, and for a moment, the mask slipped. You saw something flicker in his eyes—something that might have been jealousy, or might have been warning.
"Don't forget who you belong to," he said quietly. "You're my wife. My hostage. Keep that in mind.”
Then he was gone, the door clicking shut behind him, and you were left alone in the quiet room with your sleeping children and the echo of his words.
For someone who used to express his repudiation of your blood and name, sometimes he made you think that, at times, he didn't.
Summary: Despite being a prisoner and the war still raging, a small light breaks through the darkness. Gwayne has arrived at Tumbelton, ready to join Ormund's forces. After months apart, you have the chance to see him again.
Warnings: Smut, barely any plot, porn with feelings, p in v, infidelity (not as you think… or maybe yes?)
An: Guys, I wrote this before episode 6 came out and before I saw all the rumors all over TikTok. I don't know, I just felt like a grieving widow or something.
Wc: 6.3K
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Your hands were cold. That was the first thing you registered, before the news even had time to settle, before your heart had finished its frantic climb up your throat. And when it did settle? Nothing could have held you back. Not the guards, not the restrictions placed upon you, not the sharp calls of your name fading behind you as you ran.
You didn't stop until you saw his back.
"Gwayne?"
The name came out barely a breath, swallowed by the castle noise. He didn't hear you. But the second time, that time your voice found its nerve, you watched his shoulders go rigid, watched him turn like a man who already knew who he'd find.
Gods be good. He hadn't even had time to wash. Dust clung to his hair, his cloak still bore the road's grime, and the shadows beneath his eyes told you everything about how long he had kept riding. No rest. No pause. Just duty, shoved down his throat like stale bread.
Then he said your name.
And that was all you needed.
You were in his arms before you knew you'd moved, burying your face against his chest, your own arms locking around him like he might vanish if you let go. His came around you a heartbeat later—tight, desperate. He was really there.
He pulled you in harder, tucked his face into the curve of your neck, and you didn't care about the dirt or the sweat or how long it had been since either of you had felt anything but dread.
"What are you doing here?" His voice was muffled, thick. He pulled back just enough to look at you, hands finding your face. "Why are you here?"
The questions came too fast, worry bleeding through every syllable.
"Ormund knows," you said, and even you could hear how thin your voice sounded. "He knows Rhaenyra won't dare touch Tumbleton if she knows I'm here. If she knows my children are here too.”
His head dropped. You felt the tension ripple through him, saw his jaw work against whatever he wanted to say. He hated this. Of course he hated this. But he also knew, better than anyone, that when Ormund set his mind to something, not even the Seven themselves could pry it loose. The man was stubborn as a mule, and twice as loud about it.
"I'll speak with him," Gwayne said finally.
You couldn't help the small, tender smile that pulled at your mouth. There he was. Your Gwayne. The one who'd move heaven and earth if he thought it might spare you a single ache.
"Don't anger him," you murmured, reaching up to brush a smudge from his cheek. "You won't convince him of anything if you go in swinging."
He caught your hand before it fell, but instead of holding it, his fingers drifted lower. To your wrist. His eyes dropped, following the path of your sleeve, and you watched his expression shift when he spotted what you'd tried to hide.
"You're all right?" His voice was quieter now. Careful.
You pulled your hand back gently, tucking it against your chest. Away from his gaze.
"That question," you said softly, "should be mine to ask." You let your eyes travel over him, the exhaustion carved into his features, the grime settled into every crease of his clothing. You didn't know how far he'd ridden. How long he'd been awake. Or what happened after he left.
"Go. Speak with him." You stepped back, smoothed your hands down your dress. "I'll have a bath prepared for you."
Because if he couldn't rest yet, at least he could be clean. At least he could have that much.
You sank to your knees on the cold stone floor, your dress pooling around you like a whisper of silk against the flags. The fabric dragged softly as you settled, a gentle hush that seemed quiet as the room itself. Just this dim candlelight, this man with his eyes closed and his head tipped back against the edge of the tub.
His face was relaxed. Peaceful, even. And it struck you, watching him like this, how young he still looked when the weight of the world wasn't pressing down on his shoulders. Made you remember Oldtown in those early days, when everything had felt foreign and frightening and you'd wondered if you'd ever find your footing. Strange, how different that time feels now. Stranger still, how much has changed since.
You hadn't received a single word from him since the war began. Not one. Ormund had made certain of that—forbade you from sending or receiving any message that didn't pass through him first. Every raven that flew into Tumbleton, every rider that arrived with news, you'd watched with a hunger that bordered on desperate, hoping for something. A scrap. A whisper. Anything.
Nothing.
You dipped the cloth into the water, worked the soap into a soft lather, and began to trace it across his bare shoulders. The muscles there tensed for just a moment, then eased.
His eyes opened. Like he'd known it was you all along.
You smiled softly.
It had been months since he'd left. Months that had stretched themselves into years, each day longer than the last, each night emptier. You'd told yourself you were used to it. You'd been lying.
He smiled back at you, gentle and tired, but the worry hadn't left his eyes. It was still there, lurking beneath the surface, a shadow that no amount of warm water could wash away.
"Ormund is with Daeron," you continued, answering the question you knew was coming. "They'll be late. You have time."
Gwayne shifted, turning toward you, bringing his face closer to yours until you could feel the steam rising between you.
"How long have you been here?" he asked.
"Not long after Ormund pretended to surrender to my sister's forces." You paused, watching his brow furrow. "He tried to trick Daemon, sent a different boy in Daeron's place, hoping the ruse would hold."
Gwayne frowned, confusion pulling at his features. He didn't understand. How could he? Since Aemond's disappearance, since Rhaenyra and Daemon took King's Landing, Ormund had kept his plans close. Trusted no one. Spoke nothing aloud that he didn't have to. Gwayne had been riding blind this entire time.
"He told me none of this," he said slowly.
You kept moving the cloth across him—over his arms, across his chest, letting the motion steady you both. "He knew my sister wouldn't recognize Daeron by sight. He sent a decoy, bought himself time. And when the truth came out, he made sure Tumbleton was protected." You met his eyes. "By using me as a hostage."
Gwayne exhaled—a long, weary sound that seemed to carry every mile he'd ridden, every battle he'd fought, every sleepless night. His hands fell still in the water, and for a moment, he just sat there, letting the weight of it settle.
"I'm sorry," he said finally. "I should have done something. Kept you and the children away from all of this."
You smiled, though it didn't quite reach your eyes. You both knew that was a dream. A pretty one, but a dream nonetheless.
"It would have happened one way or another," you rested your arms along the rim of the tub. "You and I both knew that."
After all these months, his eyes on you felt like warm water on a winter's night. Like coming home.
You brushed a damp strand of hair from his forehead, your fingers trailing across his brow, tracing the lines of his face like you needed to memorize them all over again. Like touching him might quiet the anxious beat of your heart.
"I missed you," you breathed, no louder than a whisper against the wind.
His blue eyes found yours, those eyes that had more than once brought you comfort and company in the loneliness of a strange castle. He breathed your words in the same way you'd spoken them, slow and reverent, and reached for your hand. He guided your fingers to his lips and pressed a kiss there, soft and full of devotion.
"I missed you too," he murmured.
The water had grown tepid around him, but neither of you seemed to notice. Your fingers lingered at his temple, tracing the line of his jaw, and you watched his eyes flutter half-closed at the touch. Like a man starved for warmth. Like a man who'd forgotten what it felt like to be touched with anything other than violence.
"You're still wearing too many clothes," he murmured, and there was something different in his voice now. Lower. Rougher.
You laughed softly, the sound barely a breath. "And you're still covered in road dust. The bath was meant to fix that."
"I'm not talking about the bath."
His hand found your wrist again, but this time he didn't stop at your sleeve. He pulled gently, guiding you forward until your arms rested on the rim of the tub, until your face was close enough to feel the heat still rising from his skin. The candlelight flickered, casting shadows across his cheekbones, and you couldn't look away from his mouth.
"Let me finish washing you," you asked, your voice soft but steady.
Gwayne didn't stop you. He simply watched, those blue eyes tracking your every movement as you dipped the cloth back into the water. The soap had long since dissolved, but you worked it anyway, dragging the damp linen across his shoulders, down his chest, over the planes of his stomach. Each pass of the cloth made his breath hitch just slightly. Each touch of your fingers made his muscles tense beneath your palm.
You could feel the heat of him even through the cooling water. Could feel the way his gaze burned into the side of your face, patient and hungry all at once. Your own skin prickled under that attention, flushed and warm despite the chill in the air.
You kept washing him, down his arms, over his hands, between his fingers. You traced the lines of his palms, the calluses earned from years of swordplay.
And all the while, the space between you seemed to shrink, the air growing thick with something unspoken.
Finally, your hands stilled. The cloth dropped into the water with a soft plop.
You reached up and found the first lace of your dress.
Your fingers fumbled with it, nervous, clumsy, but you'd barely loosened one cord before Gwayne's hand caught yours.
"Let me," he husked.
His fingers replaced yours, working the laces with a deliberateness that made your stomach flip. One by one, he pulled them free, each tug loosening the fabric until you could feel it begin to slip. The bodice went slack. The weight of the dress shifted.
Then his hands found the edges of the fabric at your shoulders, and he pushed.
The silk slid down your arms in a slow, whispering cascade. Cool air kissed your bare skin, raising goosebumps along your arms, but you barely noticed. All you could feel was the heat of his gaze, the way his eyes traced the newly exposed curve of your shoulder, the line of your collarbone.
You shivered.
And then his lips were there, pressing soft and warm against the hollow where your neck met your shoulder. A sigh escaped you, breathily, almost helplessly, and you felt his mouth curve into a smile against your skin.
"Beautiful," he murmured, the word vibrating against you. "Gods, you're beautiful."
He kissed along your shoulder, slow and languid, his lips trailing a path that made your knees weak. Your hands found his shoulders for support, fingers digging into his damp skin as he worked his way across your collarbone. Each kiss was deliberate. Worshipful. Like he had all the time in the world and intended to use every second of it.
"Gwayne…" His name came out shakily, barely a whisper.
He pulled back just enough to look at you, and something in his expression shifted. Darkened. His hands found the loosened fabric of your dress and pushed it further down, letting it fall past your waist, past your hips, until it pooled on the cold stone floor in a heap of silk.
You stood before him, bare and trembling, and he looked at you like you were the answer to every prayer he'd ever whispered.
"Come here," he breathed. "Come here, please."
You didn't need to be asked twice.
He helped you into the tub, his hands firm on your waist, guiding you slowly, carefully, until you were standing between his thighs, the water lapping at your calves. The warmth of it seeped into your skin, but it was nothing compared to the heat radiating from him.
You lowered yourself onto his lap, facing him, and the feel of his skin against yours made you gasp. His chest pressed against your breasts. His thighs caged yours. And his hands, those steady, calloused hands, found your hips and held you like you were the most precious thing in the world.
His hands began their slow exploration.
The curve of your waist, the dip of your spine, the soft give of your hips beneath his palms. He traced you like a man learning a map by heart, each touch a line drawn in ink that would never fade.
You leaned into him, your body softening against his touch. Your eyes drifted closed, and you let yourself feel
The warmth of his hands, the steadiness of his breath, the way his thumbs swept in lazy circles against your skin. The water had gone cold around you both, but neither of you cared. His heat was enough. It was always enough.
He shifted beneath you, drawing closer, and you felt the brush of his chest against yours. The slight roughness of his skin, the way his heartbeat thrummed against your palm where your hand had come to rest over his heart.
His lips were so close you could feel the warmth of his breath.
"Don't get my hair wet," you whispered, the words slipping out before you could stop them.
A low chuckle rumbled through his chest. "I know."
And then he kissed you.
Was slow, unhurried, a kiss that tasted of longing and patience and the ache of months spent apart. His lips brushed against yours like a question, soft and tender, and you answered by tilting your head, by parting your lips just enough to let him in. He has always asked.
He deepened the kiss slowly, his tongue tracing the seam of your mouth before slipping inside. The taste of him was familiar and foreign all at once—home and discovery tangled together. You sighed against him, your fingers curling into the damp hair at the nape of his neck.
His arms wrapped around your waist, pulling you closer until there was no space left between you. Your chest pressed against his, your thighs tightening around his hips, and you felt every inch of him against you. The water sloshed gently around you, a soft rhythm that matched the beat of your heart.
You draped your arms over his shoulders, fingers threading through his hair, and kissed him back with equal tenderness. Your tongues met in a lazy, rolling dance, slow and sensual. His hands wandered down your back, tracing the valley of your spine, the curve of your bottom, the backs of your thighs.
" I'd forgotten how good you feel." he breathed against your lips.
"Don't forget again," you murmured back.
He smiled against your mouth. "Never."
His hands found your breasts, cupping them gently, his thumbs brushing across your nipples in slow, teasing circles. You gasped into his mouth, your hips rolling against him instinctively. He groaned at the contact, low and throaty, and his hands tightened on you.
"I know," he husked. "I know. Just let me—let me touch you. I need to touch you."
And he did. His hands roamed your body like he was relearning every curve, every dip, every secret place that made you shiver. He traced the line of your throat, the hollow between your breasts, the soft skin of your inner thighs. Each touch was worship. Each caress, a prayer.
You let him. You gave yourself over to his hands, to the slow, languid exploration that left you breathless and aching. Your own hands mirrored his movements—trailing down his chest, over the ridges of his stomach, lower still until your fingers brushed against him.
He hissed through his teeth, his hips bucking into your touch.
"You're going to undo me," he rasped, his voice catching on the last word.
You smiled against his shoulder, your fingers still wrapped around him, stroking slowly, deliberately. The sound he made, low and guttural, torn from somewhere deep in his chest, sent a thrill through you.
"That's the idea," you whispered.
His hand found your chin, tilting your face up toward his. Those blue eyes, dark now, hooded with want, searched yours for a heartbeat. Then he kissed you again.
Your fingers were still wrapped around him, stroking lazily, and he groaned into your mouth. The vibration of it traveled through you, warm and electric. His hips rolled against your hand, seeking more friction, and you gave it to him, slow, torturous circles that made him break the kiss with a gasp.
His hands slid down your back, gripping your hips, and you felt the shift in his body. The tension coiling, the intent building.
Then he stood.
Water cascaded from his body in sheets, streaming down his chest, his thighs, splashing back into the tub with a sound that seemed too loud in the quiet of the room. He lifted you with him, your legs wrapping around his waist, your arms locked around his neck. You clung to him, startled and breathless, as he stepped out of the tub.
"Gwayne…"
"Shh." He pressed a kiss to your temple, then your cheek, then the corner of your mouth. "I've got you."
Water dripped from both of you, pooling on the stone floor as he carried you across the room. His skin was warm against yours, slick and damp, and you could feel every shift of muscle as he moved. The strength in his arms, the steadiness of his stride.
He laid you down on the bed, gently, so gently, like you were something fragile. The sheets were cool against your back, a stark contrast to the heat of his body as he followed you down, covering you with his weight.
His forearms braced on either side of your head, caging you in. Water dripped from his hair onto your face, your chest, and you blinked up at him through the droplets. He looked like a god like this, all sharp angles and soft shadows, his chest still heaving, his eyes burning with an intensity that made your heart stutter.
His tongue met yours in a slow, sensual dance, and you felt his hips settle between your thighs. The weight of him pressed against you, the heat of him seeping into your skin.
"Are you all right?" he breathed against your lips. His hand came up to brush a damp strand of hair from your face. "Tell me you're all right."
"I'm perfect," you whispered. "I'm perfect right now."
He smiled, and it was like watching the sun break through clouds. He kissed your forehead, your nose, each corner of your mouth.
Then he reached down between you, guiding himself to your entrance, and you felt the blunt pressure of him against you.
"Look at me," he husked. "I want to see your eyes."
You did. You looked into those blue depths as he pushed inside you, slowly, so slowly, inch by agonizing inch. The stretch of him, the fullness, the way he filled you completely, it stole your breath. Your fingers dug into his shoulders, and a sound escaped you, low and breathy.
He stilled once he was fully seated, his forehead pressed to yours. His breath was ragged, his chest heaving against yours.
"Move," you pleaded. "Please, Gwayne. Move."
He did.
His hips began to move, slow and deep, each thrust a deliberate, languid stroke that made you see stars. Your legs tightened around his waist, pulling him deeper, and he groaned against your neck.
"Like that?" he murmured, his voice rough. "Is that what you want?"
"Yes—yes, like that—"
He kissed you, swallowing your words, and you felt his rhythm quicken. Still deep, still deliberate, but faster now, more urgent. The bed creaked beneath you, a soft counterpoint to the wet sounds of your bodies moving together.
His name came out in a broken gasp of your mouth.
“I can feel you squeezing me."
You were. You could feel the tension building low in your belly, coiling tighter with each thrust. Your nails raked down his back, and he hissed at the sensation, his pace growing rougher.
"Come for me," he rasped. "Please. I need to feel you come around me."
That was all it took.
Your climax crashed through you like a wave, splintering you apart, and you cried out his name—loudly, wantonly, without shame. Your body clenched around him, pulsing, and he followed a heartbeat later, burying himself deep as he spilled inside you with a groan that seemed to come from somewhere primal.
Your humming filled the quiet room, soft and lilting, a melody you'd half-forgotten from your own childhood. Your fingers moved through your children's hair—slow, soothing strokes that made them sigh in their sleep. They looked so peaceful like this. So small. So untouched by the war raging beyond these walls.
Two hours. That was all Ormund allowed you. Two hours a day to sit with them, to hold them, to pretend for just a little while that you were still their mother and not just another piece on the board.
The door opened.
Your smile faltered. Just slightly. Just enough for someone who knew you to notice. You dropped your gaze to your eldest, tracing the curve of his cheek with your thumb, buying yourself a moment to compose your features.
"Today you're late," came the voice from the doorway.
You looked up.
Ormund stood there, silhouetted against the torchlight in the corridor. His arms were crossed over his chest, and his expression was unreadable—that careful mask he wore when he was measuring his next move. You'd learned to read him over the years, but some days he was still a closed book.
"I wasn't feeling well," you answered.
He said nothing. Just watched you with those dark eyes that missed nothing. The silence stretched between you, heavy and expectant. You knew that silence. It was the one that came before a question you didn't want to answer, or an accusation you hadn't seen coming.
"How is Daeron?" you asked, desperate to fill the space with something neutral. Something safe.
Ormund's head tilted, just slightly. "I heard you received Gwayne."
Your body went still. The kind of stillness that came too fast to hide, too obvious to deny. You felt the flicker of panic in your chest and forced it down, forced your expression to remain calm.
"He's your cousin. Of course I received him." You offered a smile, careful and measured. "It would be strange if I didn't."
The corner of his mouth twitched. A smile, or the ghost of one. You couldn't tell if he was mocking you or if he'd taken your answer at face value. With Ormund, it was always impossible to know.
He walked toward you until he stood directly in front of you. You had to lift your chin to meet his eyes, the difference in height making you feel smaller than you wanted to.
"You took a bath."
It was a question, or maybe not.
"I did."
Lying would have been pointless. He could probably smell the soap on your skin from here. You'd been careless.
"The servants didn't notify me," Ormund said, and there was something new in his voice now. Something that made your stomach clench.
"Do they need to notify you every time I take a bath?" You tried for incredulity, for indignation.
Ormund shrugged, a casual roll of his shoulders that did nothing to ease the tension in the room. "You're my wife. And you're quite important at the moment. Of course I should know everything you do."
You held his gaze for a long moment. Five seconds. Ten. You didn't move, didn't blink, didn't give him anything to work with.
Then you rose to your feet.
Now you stood at his height, your chin level with his, your eyes meeting his without flinching. You were a prisoner, yes. But you were still a lady of a great house, and you would not cower.
"You can ask the servants," you said evenly. "I ordered the bath prepared. There's nothing to hide."
Ormund's lips curved into a smile.
"I know," he said.
He reached out and took a strand of your hair between his fingers, rolling it absently, watching the way it caught the firelight.
"Did he tell you why he arrived alone?”
You kept your face neutral. "He told me nothing. He barely had time to accept my regards before you summoned him."
Ormund's fingers released your hair, and he stepped back. His smile had faded.
"He's been away a long time. I'm sure he'd appreciate the distraction."
There was something in the way he said it. A hint of amusement, or suspicion, or both. You couldn't tell, and that was the worst part.
"I'll do that," you replied, keeping your voice even.
Ormund turned toward the door, but paused at the threshold. He looked back at you over his shoulder, and for a moment, the mask slipped. You saw something flicker in his eyes—something that might have been jealousy, or might have been warning.
"Don't forget who you belong to," he said quietly. "You're my wife. My hostage. Keep that in mind.”
Then he was gone, the door clicking shut behind him, and you were left alone in the quiet room with your sleeping children and the echo of his words.
For someone who used to express his repudiation of your blood and name, sometimes he made you think that, at times, he didn't.
Summary: It seems the regent prince has set his sights on you, a gaze that, in truth, was always there, watching you from the shadows. But only now, at this crossroads in your life, does he feel empowered to claim you as his own.
You were the only good thing he remembered from his childhood. The only thing that made him smile, the only thing that made him feel human.
Like him, your dragon egg never hatched, but unlike him, you didn’t mind. And it was this indifference that made him begin to notice you. He admired the kindness, fairness, and awareness you displayed effortlessly.
When Aegon mocked him, you defended him; when your brothers teased him, you scolded them. And when the incident at Driftmark occurred, although you weren’t present, you were the only one who wept upon seeing what had happened to him.
You were also the only one who went to see him afterward, when everyone else walked away without consequence. You gave him something no one else did: a hug.
“You’re still handsome,” you said, gently brushing the spot where the stitches had been.
He couldn’t help but blush at your words. Although he pretended not to care, that wound had affected him deeply, just as so many other things had during his childhood.
“It was a fair trade. I lost an eye, but I gained a dragon,” he repeated, echoing the same words he had said to his mother.
You looked at him with sadness because, even though you couldn’t fully understand what he felt, it seemed to you that he repeated those words to convince himself that he shouldn’t feel pity for what he had lost.
“You’re allowed to be sad, you know?” you said, taking his hand and offering a faint smile. “I don’t really know what happened down there, or why my brothers reacted the way they did, or what you did, but... it’s not as simple as you make it out to be, and that’s okay. You’re human, Aemond.”
He remained silent for a few moments, and for the first time, he thought that if he were to cry in that moment, he wouldn’t feel judged but rather comforted by the love and patience you had always shown him. But he didn’t. Despite the trust he had in you, he didn’t want to seem weak in your eyes.
That was the last time you saw him.
But it wasn’t the last time you had contact with him. You always wrote to him and to Helaena, telling them about your daily life, about what made you happy, like the birth of your younger brothers, Aegon and Viserys, and the joy you felt holding their tiny bodies.
For a while, everything was fine. However, little by little, your letters became less frequent until one day they stopped altogether, which made him nervous. It was a feeling he didn’t understand, and it worsened when he found out that you continued to write to Helaena but not to him.
His confusion turned into fury, especially when, at the beginning of your silence, he sent you letters—initially short, barely a paragraph. But when he received no reply, he started sending longer ones, telling you about his day, trying to regain the attention you had once given him without directly asking why you had gone silent. One letter, two, three… ten. But there was no response.
So he stopped trying.
Then, you returned to King’s Landing to defend your brother’s legitimacy after six long years.
You saw him training and noticed how much he had changed. You felt the fear the servants displayed when he was near, how hard and enigmatic he had become. The boy you knew had disappeared, transformed into a man you no longer recognized.
He caught your gaze from below, and for the first time in his life, you looked away. You had never done that before; you always greeted him with a tender smile and warm eyes.
“Why? Why? Why?” he wondered furiously in his mind, as if you could answer him from a distance.
You were walking towards the throne room to witness Vaemond Velaryon’s petition when someone intercepted you, grabbing your hand and making you turn with a gasp.
You parted your lips slightly upon meeting Aemond’s cold gaze. He was much taller than you now, his face had gained firmer features, and the strength he had acquired was evident, perhaps thanks to his training. Even his skin had taken on a more bronzed tone from all those days outdoors. The patch covering his missing eye made him look even more imposing.
“Do I look like a criminal to you, or why are you running from me?” he asked bluntly, without so much as a greeting or an apology for interrupting you and grabbing you.
“We’re going to be late,” was all you said, trying to free yourself from his grip.
However, he didn’t let go, as if his hand on your wrist was a chain binding you to him.
You looked at him again, silently pleading with him not to persist. He remained silent, watching you with a depth that, for the first time, you couldn’t interpret.
Then he let out a short laugh and released you, causing you to cover your wrist with your other hand.
Your heart ached because, although you had sworn to keep your distance from him, you knew you were being unfair.
You turned your back on him, ready to leave, but you bit your lower lip, feeling the truth gnawing at you inside.
“Did you do it?” you asked in a whisper, turning back to face him.
He looked at you, not understanding.
“Do what?” You nervously fidgeted with your hands, a gesture he hated. He could find satisfaction in everyone else’s fear of him, but in you, and only in you, he despised it.
“Did you try to kill them?” you finally asked. “Did you try to kill my brothers? Is that why Luke attacked you with a knife?”
He clenched his hands into fists, connecting the dots. Was that why you had stopped writing to him? Why you were ignoring him?
You couldn’t bear to see how his face filled with a rage you had never seen in him before, a rage that sent shivers down your spine. You lowered your gaze, waiting for an answer.
However, he grabbed your chin, forcing you to face him.
He expected this from everyone, but not from you.
The only woman he had placed on a pedestal, the only one who had taught him that love could be given willingly, not out of obligation.
“Is that what they told you?” he murmured, struggling with an internal conflict that seemed to hurt him, even make him feel betrayed. “And you believed them?”
You closed your eyes, and seeing him like this made you begin to doubt your convictions.
However, Jace, Luke, even Baela and Rhaena, had sworn it to you on their lives. You knew that, of all people, Jace and Luke would never lie to you. So yes, your judgment was clouded by the oaths of the people you loved most.
“Then tell me, tell me what happened that day, tell me you didn’t break Luke’s nose and try to hit Jace with a rock.”
Silence seemed to flood everything like an overwhelming tide.
“They attacked me,” he asserted in a solemn tone, one that left no room for doubt or questioning. “All four of them came to attack me.”
He didn’t deny it, and that was the first thing you noticed.
“And why? Why would four children come to attack you?” You didn’t accuse him of anything, you simply asked, though you already knew the answer; you wanted to hear it from his lips.
“That doesn’t justify what they did to me,” he said, with an expression that broke your heart. Though you already knew, you had hoped your brothers were mistaken.
“No, it doesn’t justify it,” you responded. “But neither does it justify what you said to them, nor how you insulted them, because the moment that word left your lips, you insulted me too. The moment you struck them, you struck me as well. And when they hurt you, they hurt me too.”
You had to swallow hard to keep your eyes from filling with tears.
“I will never forgive what they did to you, and my heart breaks to see that the boy I once loved… suffered and changed so much, to the point where I no longer recognize him.” Your voice trembled as his eyes pierced through you, reaching the deepest part of your soul. “But I can’t forgive you for what you did to them either.”
You sighed and took his hand.
“And they are my brothers… I had to choose.”
A tear slid down your cheek, one that carried so many emotions, so much meaning.
You let go of him, ready to leave him behind and head for your mother’s arms. You just wanted to reach her.
However, you felt a pull, gentler this time, less abrupt. One that forced you to face him again.
Then, something you thought impossible happened: in his eyes, you once again saw the boy you remembered, that boy with a sad but determined gaze, who tried to be strong, though he had a brave and simple heart. That boy who made your heart race, who made you want to see him day and night, the one who, despite the differences in your lives, always seemed to understand you.
And then, in an unexpected and overwhelming moment, his lips sought yours. There was no hesitation, no moment of doubt. It took you by surprise, but instead of pulling away, you found yourself responding with the same intensity. The air between you seemed to evaporate as the heat of his body enveloped yours.
His kiss was everything you had imagined and more, a blend of unleashed passion and tenderness you hadn’t anticipated. Your hands, which at first had frozen in the air, moved of their own accord—one tangled in his hair, the other gripped his back, feeling the taut
Aemond kissed you with a fervor you had never known, as if each kiss was a confession, a longing, a broken promise he tried to mend with every brush of his lips. The need that enveloped you was so overwhelming that you almost lost sense of everything except him. His lips were soft yet firm, his breath warm as it mingled with yours, evoking in you a visceral reaction you had never expected.
Your lips moved in sync with his, responding with a passion that surprised you, a passion that seemed to come from the deepest part of your being. It was a kiss that spoke not just of desire but of all the unexpressed emotions, all the words that had never been spoken.
Then, almost painfully, you became aware of where you were, of the danger of being discovered. With a tremendous effort, you gently pushed him away, breaking the kiss with a gasp, the echo of his touch still vibrating on your lips.
You brought your hand to your lips, still feeling the ghost of his touch, unable to believe what had just happened. He looked at you, breathing heavily, his eye darkened by a mix of emotions that pierced through you like lightning. For a moment, your heart hesitated, tempted to fall once more into the abyss that had opened between you.
But then, you heard voices approaching, reminding you of where you were and the situation you were in. Aemond seemed to realize it too, and his gaze filled with a mix of frustration and something deeper that you didn’t dare to name. In that instant, he had the impulse to demand, to claim you.
Even so, you knew you had to pull away, that you couldn’t allow yourself to fall deeper into temptation.
Without a word, you turned your back on him, ready to leave, though the truth burned in your chest. You swore to yourself that you wouldn’t let this happen again, that you would turn your feelings for him into a cold, forgotten stone.
And it was all for one reason.
In the audience, when asked about the legitimacy of Princess Rhaenyra's children, King Viserys announced his consent for the marriage between Jacaerys Velaryon, Rhaenyra and Laenor’s eldest son, heir to the throne after his mother, and Baela Targaryen, Daemon and Laena’s eldest daughter. Likewise, following tradition, Lucerys Velaryon, the second son and Corlys’s heir, would marry you.
Aemond’s reaction was immediate and palpable; the fury burning in his eyes was visible in every fiber of his being. It was a fury born not just of frustration, but of disdain and the contempt he felt.
The sky darkened as if aware of the contempt, fury, and slight that the queen’s third son felt. A feeling that clouded his judgment the next day and led him to commit the gravest of sins, unleashing the consequences that would follow.
Summary: On the eve of the wedding, old bonds grow stronger while others begin to heal. It’s time for you two to face the final hours before their destinies are bound together forever.
An: What better way to come back than with the series that started it all?
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Part 9
The morning air was cold, heavy with that dampness peculiar to the Blackwood lands, and a light mist still rested upon the ancient trees that surrounded the castle. The branches of the great weirwood moved slowly with the wind, as if the old gods were silently watching that practice which, years ago, had been so common between two siblings.
Davos pivoted on his left leg, still feeling the pull in his wound—a dull ache that refused to disappear entirely. His sword rose to block Alysanne's strike, but the impact pushed him back half a step, and she took advantage of his imbalance to disarm him with an agile movement. His blade flew through the air and fell with a dull thud onto the grass.
"You've lost," Alysanne announced, with a smile that did not hide her satisfaction. She lowered the point of her sword and rested her weight on one hip. "And not for the first time this morning."
Davos snorted, flexing his fingers as he bent to retrieve his weapon. "Three out of five. I'm giving you an advantage."
"Advantage," she repeated, mockingly. "The only advantage you have is that resentful leg that barely holds you up. You should be grateful I didn't make you fall completely."
He passed an arm across his forehead to wipe away the sweat, and Alysanne took the opportunity to rest the point of her sword on the ground, leaning slightly on the hilt.
Davos let out a low laugh, almost involuntary.
It had been a long time since Alysanne had heard that sound.
They used to train like this almost every day when they were children. Davos had always been stronger, more impulsive, more willing to throw himself in without thinking. Alysanne, by contrast, was patience and calculation; she waited for the exact moment to strike.
And she was still the same.
"Are you nervous?"
The question came without warning, and Davos took a moment to respond. He straightened, turning the sword in his hand to examine the edge.
"Why would I be?"
"I don't know," she replied, shrugging. "Perhaps because tomorrow you'll marry a Bracken, and only a few weeks ago you would have preferred to drown in the river rather than kiss one."
Davos fell silent, and Alysanne watched her brother closely. Then, to her surprise, he sketched a half-smile, almost imperceptible, and lowered his gaze to the sword in his hands.
"I'm not nervous," he said finally. "Not as I thought I would be."
His sister tilted her head slightly.
"And how did you think you would feel?"
Davos raised his gaze toward the castle walls, toward the windows of the east wing where he knew you were staying. He remembered the night in the shelter, the warmth of your body against his, the way your lips had met without haste. He remembered your words, your confession about the past, about the man who had betrayed you. And he felt something he had not felt in years: certainty.
"I thought it would be like carrying a stone," he admitted in a low voice. "A weight. An obligation imposed by the king and by his brothers' mistake." He paused, and the smile grew a little wider. "But it isn't. Not anymore."
Alysanne watched him carefully, noticing how his fingers relaxed around the hilt of the sword, how his shoulders, once tense from the wound and from worry, had shed that rigidity.
"Do you like her?" she asked, and the question carried a weight that needed no explanation.
Davos met her gaze directly. There was no shame in his eyes, nor hesitation.
"Yes," he admitted, and the word came out with a firmness that surprised even himself. "I like her."
The silence that followed was brief. Then Alysanne smiled, a genuine, warm smile that she rarely showed in the presence of others. She lowered her sword completely and stepped toward him, placing a hand on his shoulder.
"Davos Blackwood admitting he likes a Bracken. I never thought I'd live to see it."
He averted his gaze, uncomfortable with the emotion beginning to gather in his chest, but he did not move his sister's hand away.
"Don't exaggerate."
"It seems like a historic moment. Perhaps we should write it down."
"Alysanne."
She let out a laugh.
"Fine, fine."
Alysanne withdrew her hand and took up her sword again, but her tone remained light, almost cheerful. However, before she could adopt a new stance, Davos lowered his gaze to his left leg. The wound was much better than weeks ago—that was undeniable—but the pain still lingered, latent. It was no longer the constant agony of before, the one that had kept him bedridden for days, but the wound still pulled whenever he made a sudden movement, reminding him that his body had not yet forgotten the encounter with Raylon's sword.
Alysanne noticed.
She always noticed.
"You're pushing it," she said, and her voice lost its teasing tone, turning more serious.
"I'm training," he replied, though they both knew it was a weak excuse.
"You're ignoring that you're still not fully healed."
"I'm tired of everyone reminding me of that." Davos clenched his jaw and raised his sword again, as if the gesture could erase the concern in his sister's eyes. "Do you think I don't know that? I feel the damned leg every time I take a step."
"Because everyone is right," Alysanne insisted, unflinching before his tone.
Davos rolled his eyes, exasperated, and moved his head in a gesture that mixed frustration and resignation.
"You're unbearable."
"And yet you'll miss me when I marry someone and leave."
He did not respond.
Because they both knew it was true.
Alysanne had been his shadow for years, the only voice that could silence him without him taking it badly, the only person who knew all his cracks without him having to show them. The idea of his sister leaving, of the castle being without her constant presence, was something Davos preferred not to think about.
Instead of answering, he raised his sword and prepared for the next exchange.
Alysanne's next thrust was swift, a precise movement that cut through the air with a whistle. Davos tried to block it, but the movement of his leg betrayed him for an instant. He felt the pull in the wound, a brief but sufficient pang to unbalance him.
That instant was enough.
Her sword was against his chest, the point resting lightly on the fabric of his shirt.
"Again," said Alysanne, with a smile that did not hide her satisfaction.
Davos sighed, lowering his head in a gesture of forced surrender.
"I knew you'd say that."
"Because I always say that when I win."
"Because you never accept losing."
"Because I almost never lose."
He let out a laugh, a genuine laugh, brief, but authentic, and lowered his sword, letting the weight of his arm fall as he caught his breath.
"You're still arrogant."
"And you're still too proud."
Alysanne stepped closer, lowering her weapon as well. The wind moved some loose strands of hair from her face, and her eyes, those blue eyes so like her brother's—softened.
"But seriously, Davos," she said, and her tone became more reflective. "Do you think they'll come? The Brackens?"
Davos let his sword fall onto the grass, not violently, but with enough disinterest to make it clear the matter did not concern him. He ran a hand over the back of his neck, stretching the muscles as he gazed at the horizon.
"She doesn't think so," he replied, and when referring to you, his voice changed almost imperceptibly, becoming a little softer. "We spoke of it a few nights ago, after supper. She told me that at most they'll send a witness to confirm the wedding has taken place, but that she doesn't expect to see her family here."
Alysanne frowned slightly, and there was a flash of something resembling compassion in her eyes.
"And she? How does she feel about it?" she asked, and this time her voice held no mockery or sarcasm. Only genuine interest.
Davos took a moment to respond. He remembered the conversation you had had, the way your fingers had tangled in the edge of your dress as you spoke, the way you had averted your gaze. He remembered the tone of your voice, that mixture of resignation and barely disguised relief.
"I don't know for certain," he admitted, and it was an uncomfortable confession, because Davos did not usually admit to not knowing something. "But when we spoke of it... she didn't seem sad. Not even disappointed. If anything, she seemed relieved that she wouldn't have to face them so soon."
Alysanne nodded slowly, and her fingers moved over the hilt of her sword, a thoughtful gesture that Davos knew well.
"Poor girl," she murmured, and the comment was more to herself than to her brother. "At the end of the day, they're still her family, however despicable they may be. Seeing that they don't come... it must hurt, even if she doesn't want to admit it."
Davos clenched his jaw. He felt a knot in his chest—that mixture of anger and determination that always overtook him when he thought of what you had endured. He remembered Olyver's words, the poison, the way your own family had sent you.
"But she doesn't need them," he said, and his voice hardened. His hand holding the sword tensed, and his fingers whitened around the hilt.
He mentioned none of what you had told him, not even the poison—it was not his to tell, and it made no sense to bring it up at this point.
"It doesn't matter what happens. It doesn't matter if her father comes or not. It doesn't matter if her brothers try to claim her. I will do everything in my power to ensure she never has to turn to them. Never again."
The words hung in the air, heavy with a promise that Alysanne felt deep within. For a moment, only the wind among the trees and the creaking of the weirwood's branches could be heard.
Alysanne watched him in silence. Her eyes traced his face, the tense jaw, the steady eyes, the way his fingers still clung to the sword's hilt as if it were an anchor, and she felt something warm in her chest.
"I'm glad you found in her someone worth fighting for." She paused and shook her head, smiling. "I'm proud of you, brother. And happy. More than I can say."
Davos did not respond.
Because for the first time, he had no sarcastic reply.
Alysanne had feared that her brother would end up consumed by the hatred he had inherited. That both he and you would end up in a life full of resentment and solitude. That was why seeing him happy now was not about the wedding itself.
It was because she knew that behind that pride and that rage, the boy he had been still existed.
And now that boy had found someone he wanted to protect.
"Besides," she added, "I never thought it would be a future wife who would manage to make you stop behaving like an idiot."
Davos shook his head.
"I regret being kind to you."
"Too late."
Before he could respond, Alysanne remembered something.
"Father and Uncle are returning for the wedding."
Davos straightened immediately, a spark of excitement crossing his face.
"Are you sure? How do you know?"
"I received a letter three days ago," Alysanne explained, and her lips curved into a mischievous smile. "The messenger arrived just before sunset. Father says they'll be here tomorrow morning, in time for the ceremony. He wants to see his son marry, apparently."
Davos could not help but smile, not his usual ironic smile, but a genuine, liberated one.
"Finally," he murmured, and his voice carried a weight that needed no explanation. "It's been too long since I've seen Father. Since before the damned fight. And Uncle..."
"He'll be delighted too," added Alysanne, in a tone that suggested she knew more than she let on. "When he learned you were finally going to marry... and to whom..."
Davos shook his head, but his smile did not fade.
"Wait until he meets her," she said, and in her voice there was a note of admiration that Davos caught instantly. "Perhaps then he'll accept her—though he knows you have no other choice and that it's a punishment you deserve."
"Are you so sure he'll like her?"
Davos raised his gaze toward the windows of the east wing, where he knew you still slept.
"You've won over me, the servants, even Benji likes her, I'm sure you will with Father."
He did not respond. But he did not deny her words either.
They both returned to their positions, swords rising once more. The wind stirred Alysanne's dark hair as she circled her brother, assessing his stance.
"Before you fall again on that leg," she said, pointing at his left leg with the tip of her sword, "I'll give you one last chance. But this time, I won't make it easy for you."
Davos tensed his jaw, focused. He knew his sister was better than him, she always had been, since they were children. But he did not give up. He moved quickly, trying to surprise her, but she blocked the strike with an ease that made him grunt in frustration.
"You've lost your rhythm," she observed, as their swords tangled in a struggle. "Your leg is slowing you down."
"It's not slowing me down," he replied, stepping back and regaining his balance. "It's just forcing me to be smarter."
"Not smart enough," Alysanne answered, and in a swift movement, she deflected his sword and struck him in the side, making him stagger.
Davos gasped, bringing a hand to his side. It wasn't serious, but it was painful.
"Are you giving up yet?" she asked, mocking, though her tone was tinged with genuine concern.
He raised his head, sweat running down his forehead.
"Ha."
But he knew he couldn't go on much longer. The wound in his leg, though apparently healed, still ached, a dull pain reminding him that he was not yet at one hundred percent. Still, he did not complain. When Alysanne stepped closer to help him, he raised a hand to stop her.
"Not yet," he said, with a smile that did not entirely hide his effort. "I need to ask you a favor."
Alysanne arched an eyebrow, intrigued.
"A favor? After losing to me?"
"I didn't lose."
"Your sword is on the ground."
Davos looked down and then back at her.
"Details."
Alysanne shook her head, amused.
"Fine. Tell me."
Davos watched her for a few seconds, as if searching for the right way to say it.
"A favor," he repeated, and his voice was serious. "And I need you to promise me you'll do it."
Alysanne watched him in silence, curious. Her eyes traced his face for a clue, but found nothing.
"What is it?"
The sun had fully risen when the sound of the door opening pulled you from your thoughts. You had been standing by the window, watching the garden that stretched beyond the walls of Raventree Hall, your mind still caught in memories. It seemed the rainy season had calmed somewhat. You hoped it would stay that way.
When you turned, all thought vanished.
Elena had entered with careful steps, holding between her hands a white ceramic vase from which emerged a bouquet of flowers so perfect it seemed pulled from a dream. The petals, still covered in small drops of dew that glistened in the morning light, formed an arrangement of colors that contrasted with the grey stone of the walls: pale roses, soft lavenders, and small white flowers that intertwined with one another.
"Elena..." You moved away from the window, approaching slowly the vase she placed on the table beside the bed. "Who are they from? Who sent them?"
Elena smiled, and in her eyes there was a gleam you had not seen since you arrived at this castle. A gleam of satisfaction, of pride.
"The servants, my lady," she replied, and her voice carried a tone of joy. "They arrived just moments ago. Maida prepared them personally with flowers from the eastern garden, those that grow beneath the shade of the weirwood."
You stood in silence, observing the bouquet with a mixture of surprise and emotion you did not know how to process. Your fingers moved instinctively toward the petals, brushing them with your fingertips, feeling their softness, their freshness. Then, you tilted your head slightly and breathed in their scent—a delicate perfume that filled your lungs.
"They're beautiful," you whispered, and the words were barely a breath. Your fingers continued to caress the petals, tracing them with the same gentleness with which you might have traced a memory. "I didn't expect... I didn't think they would do something like this."
Elena stepped forward, and her hands rested on the table, on either side of the vase.
"Do you know what these flowers mean, my lady?"
You shook your head, still hypnotized by the bouquet's beauty.
"The pale roses," Elena began, pointing to the largest ones, those that rose in the center of the vase, "symbolize devotion and respect. The lavenders, which grow so close to the weirwood, represent peace and good fortune. And these small white flowers, the ones that look like tiny stars..."
You raised your gaze toward her, still with a smile on your face.
"They mean welcome," Elena replied, and her smile grew wider, warmer. "Acceptance. They want you to know that you are welcome here, my lady. That they accept you as one of their own, that they bless your marriage to Lord Davos and wish you good fortune in this new life."
A knot formed in your throat.
Your fingers stopped upon the petals and your eyes grew moist. You had not expected this. You had not expected that the servants, those who only weeks ago had looked at you with suspicion and distrust, would send you a bouquet with such a clear message. You remembered the first day, the burnt bread, the hostile looks, the silence that had enveloped you like a mantle of ice. And now, there they were, in a white ceramic vase, telling you what you had never expected to hear.
"They are truly devoted to their lords, aren't they?" you murmured, and your voice was barely a whisper, as if speaking louder might break the magic of the moment. Your fingers once again caressed the petals, this time more slowly, as if you wanted to engrave each texture into your memory. "It's not just loyalty... it's something deeper. They give themselves completely to them."
Elena nodded slowly, and her eyes rested on the bouquet with the same admiration as yours.
"This is their land," she replied, and her voice grew reflective. "It is they who give them a home and food. A lord can be many things, but earning the loyalty and trust of his servants is difficult to achieve. It cannot be bought with coins nor demanded with threats. It is earned, with time, with respect, with justice. And from what I have heard, the Blackwoods have never failed these people. Not in times of famine, not in times of war, not in the storms that ravage their harvests. They have always been there."
Your fingers stopped upon the petals, and your gaze lost itself in the bouquet, in the colors that seemed to whisper something you did not need words to understand. You felt something loosen in your chest, a weight you had been carrying since the day you learned of your fate, since that morning at Stone Hedge when your father had announced that you would be given to your worst enemies.
You had arrived at Raventree Hall with fear, with distrust, with the certainty that this place would be your prison. You had expected the worst, and in many ways, you had received it. But you had also received this. Alysanne's patience. Davos's silent protection. Maida's and the servants' loyalty. And now, a bouquet of flowers that told you what you had never expected to hear: that you were welcome.
You exhaled slowly, and it was as if you could finally put an end to that weight that had pressed upon you since the day you learned what your fate would be.
"And to think that no one ever prepares such a beautiful bouquet for me."
The voice made you turn immediately.
Alysanne was leaning against the doorframe, her arms crossed over her chest and an amused smile on her lips. You had not heard her footsteps approach, too focused on the flowers before you.
Elena turned toward her with surprise, but quickly her expression softened. She gave a small inclination of her head in a sign of respect.
"Lady Alysanne."
"Alysanne," she replied, finally entering the room. "You don't have to do that every time you see me."
Despite her words, there was no annoyance in her voice. On the contrary, she seemed amused.
Her eyes drifted to the bouquet on the table and then to you.
"Though I admit I'm a little offended."
You could not help but smile.
"Offended?"
Alysanne walked to the table and observed the flowers with an exaggeratedly serious expression.
"Yes. I've lived my entire life in this castle and I never received anything like this. And you arrive, you've been here a few weeks, and already you have all the servants conspiring to make you feel welcome."
Alysanne took one of the flowers carefully, without plucking it, only brushing the petals.
"You've earned it."
You looked at her, surprised.
She shrugged slightly.
"You've had more patience than anyone would have in your place. And believe me, I know my brother. I know he didn't always make it easy."
The look she gave you held a small spark of amusement.
"Though don't tell him, he still enjoys pretending he's not a reasonable man."
You could not help but laugh softly.
"I've noticed."
"Good. Then we agree."
Alysanne stepped forward and, without warning, nodded toward the corner of the room.
"But I didn't come only to admire your flowers."
Following her gaze, you saw two servants entering, carrying a chest of dark wood, carved with motifs you did not recognize immediately. They placed it at the foot of the bed, directly before you, and withdrew with a silent bow.
Alysanne approached the chest and placed a hand upon the lid.
"What is that?"
She did not answer.
She only smiled.
"Open it."
You stepped forward slowly, feeling the weight of the wood beneath your fingers as you lifted the lid. For a moment, you said nothing.
Inside there was a dress.
And it was not simply a dress.
It was a work made for an occasion you had never thought to live through like this.
The fabric was of a deep tone, inspired by the colors of House Blackwood. Dark, elegant, with carefully embroidered details that recalled the sobriety of Raventree Hall. It was not ostentatious. It did not need to be.
"I hope you like it." She watched your reaction with a smile on her lips.
"It's beautiful," you replied, lifting the dress to observe it more clearly in your arms. Only then did you notice there was something more.
At the end of the garment, there was a cloak.
It was of an intense burnt orange tone, so deep it seemed to capture the light and return it with a warm glow. The colors of your house. The colors of the Brackens.
You raised your gaze toward Alysanne, and she held your look without flinching.
"Alysanne, I don't know what to say..."
"You know that we..." Alysanne interrupted, and her tone grew more reflective. "The Blackwoods marry under the religion of the old gods."
You nodded slowly, without taking your eyes off the dress.
"I know."
"And are you agreeable?" she asked, and her voice carried a weight that needed no explanation. "Do you know how our ceremonies are conducted?"
You shrugged slightly, feeling the weight of her words.
"I have no discomfort with it."
Alysanne nodded slowly, and her fingers moved along the edge of the chest.
"Tomorrow, at the hour of the wolf," she explained, and her voice was measured, as if she wanted each word to be etched into your memory. "All you must do is meet Davos beneath the weirwood. We need no one else to make it official. The old gods are witnesses enough."
She paused and observed you carefully.
"But if you wish, we can bring a septon to be present as witness," she added, and her tone was neutral, without pressure. "Besides the person your family sends, of course."
You shook your head before she finished speaking.
"It's not necessary," you replied, and your voice carried a certainty you had not expected to feel. "The person my family sends is enough. I need no one else."
Alysanne watched you in silence, and for a moment, something in her eyes softened.
"Then so it shall be," she said, and her smile returned.
Your fingers once again brushed the dress, tracing the embroidery, feeling the softness of the fabric. It was impossible not to compare it to the dress you had brought from Stone Hedge—the one you had kept as a last resort. To be honest, not even that dress had been among your favorites; you had taken it in case you failed and had no other choice but to marry. Now you were in that situation, but you saw it as anything but a failure.
Alysanne had done you an immense favor by having such a detail for you.
"I hope it makes you feel as good as you look," she said, and her voice carried a pride that only a sister could have. "Because tomorrow, when I see you beneath the weirwood, I want you to know that you are exactly where you should be."
You gave her a smile. You had so many things to say to her, but you could not find the right words.
Finally, she let out a soft sigh and stepped away from the chest.
"Well," she said, and her voice regained that light tone that characterized her. "I've done my part. Now it's your turn to rest. Tomorrow will be a long day."
She headed toward the door with calm steps, and for a moment, you thought she would leave without more. But then, your words came out before you could stop them.
"Alysanne."
She stopped. She did not turn fully, only tilted her head slightly, waiting.
"Thank you," you said, and your voice was softer than you had intended. "For everything. For the dress, for... for making me feel that this place could be my home."
Silence stretched for an instant. Then, Alysanne turned slowly to look at you, and in her eyes there was an expression you had not seen before.
"Don't thank me," she replied, and her voice was calm, but firm. "The dress was his request."
You blinked, confused.
"Davos?"
Alysanne nodded slowly, and a smile formed on her lips, a smile that did not entirely hide the pride she felt.
"He didn't want you to know, but... I think it's a detail you should know." She paused and shook her head, as if she still could not quite believe it. "He didn't want you to marry in just anything. You deserved something made for you."
And with that, she left.
The door to Davos's room opened with a soft creak, and he looked up from the parchment he was reading, expecting to find Alysanne or some servant with some pending matter. Instead, he found you, holding a wooden tray with two steaming plates, a jug of wine, and two goblets.
Davos arched an eyebrow, setting the parchment aside.
"What is this?"
You entered with calm steps, closing the door behind you.
"Supper," you replied, as if it were the most obvious answer in the world. "I thought that tonight we could dine here, just the two of us."
He watched you with a mixture of confusion and amusement. He straightened in the chair where he was sitting, near the window, and rested his elbows on the arms of the seat.
"And why exactly?" he asked, and his voice had that teasing tone you already knew well. "Do you think I'm not capable of going down to the banquet hall?"
"You're perfectly capable," you replied, placing the tray on the small table beside the fireplace. "But tonight I've decided I prefer to dine with you without anyone else interrupting us."
Davos shook his head, but a smile was forming on his lips.
"In that case, you're welcome."
He rose from the chair with a slow movement, and though his leg still showed a slight stiffness, he no longer dragged his foot as before. He approached the table, observing the plates you had brought.
"What have you prepared?" he asked, peering curiously.
"I haven't prepared anything," you admitted, and your smile grew a little wider. "Maida took care of the food. I only brought the tray."
"Ah, then there's no merit."
"The merit lies in having convinced Maida to let me bring the tray up myself," you replied, and he laughed again, a sound that made you feel a flutter in your chest.
He took a seat across from you and poured wine into both goblets, sliding one toward you with a smooth movement.
"Good," he said, raising his goblet. "Let's toast."
"To what?"
"Because..." he paused, and his eyes met yours. "I want to toast to you."
You let out a light laugh, and the sound filled the space between you.
"Because I'll be your wife?"
Davos shook his head slowly, and his smile softened into something more intimate, more sincere.
"No. Because you are the most stubborn and brave person I have ever known," he said, and his voice was lower now. "I never thought a Bracken could have the strength to change a Blackwood's opinion. I never thought anyone could make me doubt my own hatred. And yet, here I am. Dining with you. Laughing with you. Feeling that I want to see you tomorrow beneath the weirwood—not because the king commanded it."
You found no words. The warmth that rose to your cheeks was not only from the wine, but from the weight of his words, from the way he looked at you as if you were something he had never expected to find.
"Davos..." you managed to say, and your voice was barely a whisper.
"You don't need to say anything," he replied, and his smile grew softer.
You raised your goblet with slightly trembling hands, and he did the same. The clink of crystal echoed in the room, and when you drank, the wine tasted sweeter than you remembered.
"You're right," you said after a moment, and your voice had regained some of its lightness, though the blush on your cheeks remained. "I toast to that."
He held your gaze for a moment longer, and then let out a low laugh, shaking his head.
"You have been my worst mistake and my greatest success."
"Mistake or success?" you asked, feigning offense. "That's not very flattering."
"A mistake that became a success," he corrected, raising his goblet in a toasting gesture. "Does that sound better?"
"Much better."
They drank again, and the wine began to take effect. The meal passed between laughter and light comments, with Davos refilling your goblet every time it emptied, and you reciprocating with stories that made his eyes shine.
"And tell me," you asked, and your tone was light, curious. "How did you react when you learned you had to marry me?"
Davos raised an eyebrow, and a flash of amusement crossed his eyes.
"Do you really want to know?"
"Of course I do," you replied, leaning slightly toward him.
He let out a low laugh and leaned back in his chair, crossing his arms over his chest in a gesture that tried to appear relaxed.
"Well," he said, and his voice adopted a slower tone, as if he were remembering that day. "When the king's emissary arrived at Raventree Hall, I was... let's say, in a lamentable state."
"From the leg, I suppose."
Davos nodded.
"More dead than alive, to be honest," he admitted, and his smile turned ironic. "The wound in my leg had me bedridden, the fever wouldn't go down, and I could barely stay awake long enough to hear what they were telling me. Alysanne kept scolding me—not only for the consequences of the duel, but for allowing Benjicot to get involved. He may be a very brave and capable boy, but he's also unstoppable and still a child of nearly eleven years. It was irrational of me."
"Though you tried to stop him, I doubt you would have succeeded."
Davos let out a nostalgic smile and nodded, knowing you were right.
"And still I should have done it. I should have restrained myself, because if something had happened to him, I would never have forgiven myself. He's my little brother, and as exasperating as he can sometimes be, I love him more than my own life."
The warmth in your chest spread, and your fingers moved over his in a gesture you hoped conveyed all that you could not say with words.
"He's fine. You don't have to regret something that didn't happen. Besides, I'm sure he must thank you deep down for letting him participate."
"You sound too benevolent toward him," said Davos, raising both eyebrows and looking at you with amusement.
"He will learn," you replied, and your smile grew wider. "Just as you did. Just give him time. He will recognize his mistakes, just as you are recognizing yours."
Davos let out a laugh, shaking his head slowly.
"My mistakes?" he asked, bringing a hand to his chest in a theatrical gesture of offense. "And what mistakes are those, exactly?"
"Oh, I don't know," you said, raising your goblet with a mischievous smile. "Trying to lock me in a tower without a bed? Ordering burnt bread to be served to me? Kissing me without warning?"
"The last one was a strategy," he replied, and his tone was so serious you almost believed him. "A tactic to frighten you."
"And did it work?"
Davos pretended to think, bringing a hand to his chin.
"No," he admitted, and his smile grew wider. "It was a complete failure. You, instead of running away, kissed me back. And that's when I knew my plan would never work."
The wine ran out, and the supper grew cold, but neither of them seemed willing to move. The fire crackled in the hearth, and shadows danced on the walls, creating an intimate atmosphere neither wanted to break.
You looked out the window, and the moon already stood high in the sky, bathing the landscape in its silver light.
"It's late," you said, and your voice sounded softer than you had intended. "You should rest. Tomorrow will be a long day."
Davos nodded slowly, but made no move to rise. He watched you as you stood and began to gather the tray, stacking the plates carefully.
"You're right," he said, and his voice was low. "It will be a long day."
You paused for a moment, and your eyes met his. The fire cast golden glints across his face, illuminating the curve of his smile.
"Well," you said, lifting the tray. "Good night, Davos."
You turned to leave, but before you could take a step, you felt his hand on your forearm. The touch was gentle but firm, and you stopped short.
"Wait," he said, and his voice was lower than before.
You turned slowly toward him, and silence stretched between you. Davos watched you with an intensity that made you hold your breath.
"Stay," he said, and the word was barely a whisper. "Stay here. With me."
You blinked, confused.
"Do you mean...?"
"No," he replied, and a smile formed on his lips. "I don't mean sleeping in the same bed. I mean... spending time together. Talking a little more. Or simply being together."
He paused, and his fingers moved slightly over your forearm.
"If you want, you can stay," he continued, and his tone grew lighter, almost casual, though his eyes said otherwise. "Or you can return to your room. The decision is yours."
You did not hesitate.
With a gentle movement, you set the tray back on the table and sat once more in the chair across from him.
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I know, I'm so sorry!! I proper disappeared for like six months and I've missed writing for you lot so much! But I'm happy to say I'm finally coming back, and my top priority is getting my three main series finished.
Forbidden Desires — Davos Blackwood (HOTD)
Decisions Of Love — Theo Duke of Tintagel (TB)
Of Love And Thorns — Dracula (DALT)
And the outstanding One Shots for:
Gwayne Hightower (HOTD)
Aemond Targaryen (HOTD)
Vlad 'Dracula' Tepes (DALT)
Jayce Velaryon (HOTD)
If there's anyone else you'd like me to write about, don't be shy, send me a request and I'll try to get it done as soon as I can.
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Summary: A wedding shrouded in devotion and fire: between eternal vows and glances that seal destinies, you and Vlad unite soul and crown, consecrating your love as an oath that transcends life and time.
Wc: 4.8K
Warnings: 18+ mdni, unprotected sex, lost of virginity, tit play? (I don’t now, I just love a man yearning)
An: Happy Halloween!! After two weeks of labour exploitation, final exams for my last year of college, and a quick visit and stay in hospital, I can say that I am alive and back!! This request is for my Wattpad sweethearts who have been waiting for me to pay attention to them for a long time. If you have also sent me a request... I will upload yours soon, don't worry. I love you all very much and thank you for your patience.
Masterlist
Your entrance was fit for a queen, yet within your breast beat the heart of a mere woman. The very air seemed to bow as you passed, and the bells poured their solemn song upon the streets like a rain of bronze blessings. Each peal did not merely announce your arrival; it hammered the death of one age and the dawn of another. Men, women, and children chanted your name, yet in their voices was not only jubilation; there was a blind faith, an adoration that verged upon the divine and which, for an instant, rendered you as powerful as you were vulnerable. Flowers burst into petals at your feet, an ephemeral and fragrant carpet the wind seemed to weave solely to honour you. The soldiers guarding you did so with the martial reverence of those who protect a being beyond their comprehension. You were no maiden, no common bride: you were the heart of a kingdom and, for one man alone, his only reason for existence.
As you crossed the threshold of the church, the doors, tall as centuries, groaned open, unleashing a gust of cold air that kissed your skin not as a whisper, but as the very breath of history. For a moment, the world outside faded. The murmur of the multitude was extinguished, drowned by the sound of your own heart, a slow and tremulous drum beating the measure of your destiny. You felt something within you, the last seed of the girl you had been, break open to make way for the sprouting woman you were to become.
Incense floated in the penumbra, a veil of sanctity that your very step illuminated. Your gown, woven with threads of sunlight, flowed like a liquid current of light, and every fold glittered, stealing fire from the votive candles. The gaze of the congregation fixed upon you, they bowed, but your eyes were only for the figure waiting at the end of the nave.
Vlad.
His eyes, a blue as deep and tempestuous as the northern sea, lifted to yours, and in them was no trace of the warrior prince, the sovereign of iron will. There was only the devotion of a man who beholds, at last, his own salvation. Upon his face was no doubt, no pride, but a tenderness so intense it seared your soul. An intensity that promised his love would be both a refuge and an eternal fire.
When he saw you, the world lost its contours, its logic. His lips parted, a near-imperceptible gesture that betrayed how your mere presence had stolen his breath. And in that instant, you felt it: that invisible thread, that shared pulse beating in the space between you, a secret known only to you both.
He extended his hand to you. A hand, firm and pale, whose marks told tales of battles and an ancestral lineage. And yours, tremulous and warm, surrendered to his with the certainty of the dawn yielding to the horizon. In that first contact, skin against skin.
It was desire and absolution, strength and vulnerability, all as one.
Then, the priest spoke. His grave voice resonated beneath the vaults, and the sacred words—"In the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit…"—wove themselves with the crackle of the candles.
But you scarce heard him. The altar, the relics, the stained glass that cut the light into blades of colour… all blurred into a distant dream.
You saw only him. His gaze was your only world.
And then, unable to contain yourself, you smiled at him. It was not the conscious smile of a queen for her people, nor that of a bride for foreign eyes. It was *that* smile of yours, the very same you had gifted him long before your mind understood what your soul already knew: that he was the man with whom you yearned to share not just one life, but all that might ever exist.
When the moment for the vows arrived, the words flowed from your lips with a terrifying ease.
"You are the storm I was never afraid of, and the peace my soul never knew it craved. I am not merely giving myself to you, for I have been yours since the beginning of time. I am choosing you, Vlad Tepes. Before this altar, before God and our kingdom, I choose you. I vow to be your sword and your shield, your sanctuary and your strength. I will walk with you in sunlight and stand with you in the deepest shadows. My love for you is not a fleeting emotion; it is the very core of my existence. I am yours, completely and eternally, bound to you in this life and in every life that may follow."
To pronounce the oath that would bind you in life and, if need be, beyond death, was the simplest and truest promise you had ever made.
His eyes, glistening with a raw, unchecked emotion, held yours captive. His voice, usually so commanding, was a low, fervent whisper meant for you alone with your name.
"From the moment I saw you, I knew the emptiness had been a prelude to your light. You are not just my wife; you are the resurrection of my heart, the purpose forged from my every sin and battle. I vow to honor you as my queen, cherish you as my wife, and protect you as the most vital part of my own soul. No kingdom, no throne, no power will ever hold a fraction of the meaning you hold for me. My life is yours. My name is yours. My eternal fidelity is yours. I am bound to you, body and soul, until death do us part."
Your hands, now firm, clung to his as anchors in a silent storm. You felt the coolness of his skin and the heat of your blood merge into a single torrent. To speak his name was not a mere sound, it was an invocation, a key closing the circle of your destiny. You swore to stand by him in every joy and every shadow, until Time itself, exhausted, should surrender and part you.
The ceremony advanced, a river of rituals towards its culmination. And then, when the Archbishop proclaimed your union with a voice that rumbled in the stone—"…I declare you husband and wife"—the world held its breath.
He did not wait. There was no protocol that could contain the torrent of his waiting. You are his wife.
His hands rose to frame your face. His palms became the most tender of sanctuaries. His touch was at once firm and infinitely delicate, as if he were holding the very essence of light.
And then, he inclined his head.
His kiss was not a simple seal; it was a consecration.
It was the first kiss of Vlad, the Voivode, with his wife. It was soft yet deep as the abyss in his eyes. In that contact, there was not only unleashed passion, there was a silent oath that pierced flesh and engraved itself directly upon the soul. It was not merely the kiss of a man to a woman; it was the promise of the warrior to his only love, of the eternal being to his reason for existing through eternity.
As you parted, the air that filled your lungs was new. The world remained, yet nothing was the same. You had ceased to be "you" and had become "we." And in the stillness that followed, there was only the echo of his lips upon yours and the absolute certainty that, finally, everything had begun.
Upon stepping from the sacred gloom into the castle corridors, a boundless energy, too long contained, was unleashed in a torrent of pure jubilation.
The solemnity shattered like a spell felt his arms encircling you, and from your throat sprang a crystalline laugh that flooded the ancient stone, a sound so vital and carefree it seemed to restore the soul to those walls.
He lifted you into the air as if you were light as the petals that hours before had kissed your feet. The world became a whirl of lights and shadows as he spun with you, possessed by an ecstasy as primitive as it was powerful. No protocol held value, no other glance held meaning. There existed only the vertigo of his embrace and the promise of his lips seeking yours.
When they found them, the kiss was as ardent and possessive as the first had been reverent. He leaned over you, arching you backwards in a perfect, daring curve, and in that total surrender, with blood singing in your ears, only one mundane concern managed to filter into your ecstasy.
"My crown!" you murmured against his lips, unable to suppress a smile that belied all protest.
Your hand, clumsy and joyous, did its utmost to keep the heavy diadem of gold and gems in its place, the symbol of your rank which in that moment seemed the most frivolous thing in the world. He broke the kiss for but a moment, his blue eyes shining with amused mischief and a love so vast it made you dizzy still.
"Damn the crown," he murmured, his voice a hoarse, loving echo that coursed through you like a shiver of desire. "The only crown that matters is this," he added, letting his lips brush your forehead with a sweetness that contrasted with the ferocity of his embrace. "The place where resides the woman who has just crowned me king of her own heart."
It was a wonderful, intoxicating madness, absolute and wholly yours. A happiness so complete it defied words, for it had transcended language to claim every fibre of your being. You did not understand how he had managed to conquer every corner of your heart, but you knew it with the same certainty with which you knew the sun would rise at dawn: just as he was irrevocably yours, you were, and always had been, the most precious possession of his soul.
With a deliberate slowness, almost reverent, you brought your fingers to his chin. Your thumb traced the line of his jaw, a gesture of tenderness and adoration that mapped a territory already known, already beloved. Your eyes drank from his, travelling the familiar landscape of his lips, the abyssal intensity of his gaze, as if you were etching every detail for the eternity they now, at last, had permission to share.
"You always were," you whispered, your voice a thread of sound. "You were always the king of my heart, Vlad. Only now..." A shy smile, filled with the complicity of all shared secrets and stolen glances, played upon your lips. "Now I need not hide it. The entire world may see."
His eyes, for an instant, seemed to mist with an emotion so raw and powerful it stole your breath. It was the vulnerability of the warrior who, before the truth of your love, let all his defences fall.
"And I love you," he confessed, and the words sounded not as a simple declaration, but as a vow more sacred than any uttered at the altar. "I love you with a fervour that terrifies me. You are the heartbeat that returns life to my veins, the light that banishes the darkness of my nights. To love you is the only and truest law of my existence."
No further words could contain the storm of feeling his confession had unleashed. His seeking of your lips was not a kiss, but a reaffirmation.
When you finally parted, breathless, your forehead resting against his, a fanfare of trumpets sounded and the world outside returned to your bubble as a distant rumour.
"They await us," you murmured against his lips, your voice still tremulous from the intensity of the moment.
He gave a broad, carefree smile, an expression that made the years of war and darkness seem but a fleeting bad dream.
"Let them wait," he whispered, but then a spark of pure mischief shone in his blue eyes. "Or not."
Before you could question him, he bent and, with one fluid and powerful motion, swept you into his arms as if you were little more than a feather. A stifled cry of surprise and delight escaped your lips as your arms instinctively encircled his neck.
"Vlad!"
"Hush, my queen," said he, and his voice was a caress filled with pride. "A royal entrance demands a royal extravagance."
And thus, carried in the arms of your husband, you made your entrance into the great hall of the banquet. The massive oak doors were thrown wide and an explosion of sound enveloped you: the roar of hundreds applauding, the thunderous cheers of the boyars and soldiers, and the joyous melodies of the minstrels filling the vault with lutes and flutes. It was not a procession; it was a conquest. He, your Voivode, carrying you as his most precious spoil of war, and you, radiant and laughing, the queen who crowned his sweetest victory.
The hall was an ocean of light and colour. Immense fires crackled in the hearths, and hundreds of candles glittered in the gold of the tapestries hanging from the stone walls, where scenes of the hunt and ancient legends seemedq to spring to life with the dancing shadows. The long tables groaned with an abundance worthy of legend: boars roasted with apples in their mouths, golden loaves, mountains of winter fruits and rivers of red wine that gleamed like rubies in silver goblets.
But the true magic lay not in the opulence, but in the joy. A palpable happiness hung in the air, a spirit of celebration that united lord and servant in a single dance of jubilation. And at the centre of that universe, were you.
You were the living image of pure love, the embodiment of a fairytale sprung to life. He, with his sovereign's bearing, softened his gaze only for you. You, with your grace, found rest only in his arms. You danced until your feet burned, a spinning, joyous dance where the world narrowed to his eyes and the firmness of his hand at your waist. Your laughter—his, low and husky; yours, crystalline—intertwined and were lost within the music, a sound sweeter than any melody.
The guests toasted again and again. "To the Voivode Vlad and his Queen! Long life and prosperity!"
The final toast still echoed in the hall when, with a conspiratorial smile towards Vlad, you withdrew amidst applause. Your ladies led you to the nuptial chambers, where the gown woven with threads of sun was replaced by a robe of the finest white linen, simple and light.
Seated on the edge of the conjugal bed, a goblet of red wine held between your hands, you waited. The silence here was different, a sweet nervousness that made your blood pulse more fiercely. Whatever was to transpire this night, it would be for a future you had so often been told was impossible.
The door opened with a soft creak and he was there, framed within it. The fire from the hearth gilded the contours of his body, accentuating the breadth of his shoulders and the firm line of his jaw. Your heart, already beating furiously, quickened to an almost painful rhythm.
The overwhelming certainty of how his mere presence filled the chamber with a warmth that prickled your skin.
A roguish smile, full of a newly discovered confidence, curved upon your lips. You brought the goblet to them and took a slow, deliberate sip, never taking your eyes from him.
"My lord husband," you said, your voice low, laden with a playful tone that was an invitation in itself.
Vlad's eyes, which already watched you with intensity, darkened with desire. One corner of his mouth lifted in a half-smile.
"My lady wife," he replied, and the two simple words resonated like a caress in the penumbra.
He advanced then, with the deliberate slowness of a predator savouring the moment before the feast. Your pulse quickened, feeling the air thicken around him. When he stood before you, you expected him to take your hand to help you rise, but to your surprise, he did not touch you. Instead, he knelt.
It was a gesture of such profound and powerful humility that it stole your breath. The feared Prince of Wallachia, on his knees before you. His hands came to rest with infinite tenderness upon your thighs, over the white fabric of your robe. The heat of his palms seared through the cloth, an intimate brand that affirmed his possession.
"I missed you," he confessed, his voice a husky whisper, a breeze laden with storm. His gaze, fixed on yours, burned with a devotion that bordered on worship.
A slight, nervous laugh escaped your lips. "It was only a few minutes, my love." You brought your fingers to his hair to sweep it back from his face.
"Minutes," he repeated, as if the word tasted of gall. One of his hands rose to caress your cheek, and you leaned your face into his touch. "Every instant I breathe in this world without you at my side is an eternity in hell. It is as if the sun itself refuses to rise, leaving me in a cold twilight." His thumb traced the line of your lower lip. "You are the beat of my heart, the air in my lungs. Without you, I am but a shadow, and shadows cannot love. They cannot live."
His words, as possessive as they were desperate, only served to stoke the fire burning within you.
Without a sound, you brought your hands to his face, framing that countenance you had loved even before understanding why.
"Now you have an entire lifetime to ensure you never become a shadow again, my lord," you whispered, bringing your face closer to his. "Your life, and mine. Entwined forever."
The groan that emerged from his chest was pure, satisfied yearning. It was the final surrender to a love that consumed and redeemed him in the same breath.
And when his arms encircled you, drawing you against his hard, muscular body, and his parted lips met yours, your consciousness abruptly stilled. It was a kiss unlike all others, because he knew where it would end: a kiss of exquisite restraint, of pagan hunger.
His tongue swept over your lips, urging them to part, insisting, and when they did, he plunged into your mouth. His hands slid restlessly, possessively, up and down your back, over your breasts, tracing your spine, pressing you firmly against his hardened thighs, and you felt yourself slowly falling into a dizzying abyss of sensuality and awakened passion. With a silent moan of helpless surrender, you wrapped your arms around his neck, clinging to him for support.
Somewhere in the recesses of your mind, you felt your robe slip away, and then the touch of his palms against your swollen breasts, the sudden increase of fire in each searing kiss. Arms like bands of steel encircled you, lifted you, cradled you, and then carried you to the bed, laying you gently upon the cool sheets. Abruptly, the warmth, the security of his arms, his body and his mouth withdrew.
Emerging slowly from the dreamy stupor in which you had deliberately sought refuge from the reality of what was to come, the cool air touched your skin. He was standing by the bed, removing his clothes, and a tremor of alarmed admiration shook you. In the firelight, his skin resembled oiled bronze, and the heavy muscles of his arms, shoulders and thighs rippled as his fingers went to the fastening of his breeches. He was splendid, you realised, magnificent.
Swallowing a knot of awe, it finally dawned upon you that this man was your husband, yours alone.
The bed dipped under his weight, and you could not maintain your composure. You never could, not when it came to him. You stretched your arms to feel the heat of his chest beneath your palms and to look directly into those blue depths that somehow conquered your heart each time they met yours.
Vlad was not so hasty. Stretching out beside you, he gave a light kiss to your ear and, with gentleness but determination, pushed aside the little that prevented him from seeing you completely. His breath caught as he beheld you in all your naked splendour. A blush stained your skin from your hair to your toes as he gazed upon you. Without thought, he voiced his thoughts aloud. “Have you any conception of your own beauty?” he whispered, his voice husky, as his gaze drifted slowly upward to your enchanting countenance, tracing the hue and light of your hair, which lay in luxuriant waves upon the pillow. “Or of the depth of my desire for you?”
A tremor, born of awe and sweet anticipation, coursed through you as his hand came to rest upon your cheek, his thumb caressing the line of your jaw with a tenderness that belied the fervour in his smouldering regard.
“Open your eyes, my love,” murmured Vlad, and his voice was like rough velvet, laden with a desire that resonated in the penumbra. “I wish to look upon you. I wish for you to look upon me.”
Your eyelids, heavy with pleasure, lifted slowly, and you found yourself captive to his blue gaze, an ocean of stormy devotion. His hand slipped from your cheek to your neck, and then, with a reverent possessiveness, to your bosom, where his palm curved about your gentle swell. A tremulous sigh escaped your lips.
“Don’t fear,” he murmured, as his fingers found your nipple and stroked it with a deliberate slowness, tracing circles of fire that made you arch your back. “Never fear my love.”
His mouth then descended upon yours, not as a conquest, but as a question. The first contact, soft as a butterfly’s wing, sent a shiver of pure pleasure down your spine. Then, his tongue traced the contour of your lips, beseeching entry, tempting with a patience that was both torture and ecstasy. And when you yielded, when your lips parted for him, his kiss became deep, moist, and hungry, a feast of shared tastes and mingling souls.
“Kiss me,” he pleaded, his voice ragged, and you obeyed, tangling your hands in his hair, returning every caress with an urgency you knew not you possessed. A growl of pure satisfaction vibrated in his chest, and his arm closed about your waist, pressing you against the evident, firm proof of his desire.
When he finally parted his lips from yours, his breath was a ragged gasp against your skin, and you felt the very blood singing in your veins, each beat of your heart a drum marking the rhythm of this new, glorious madness. With fingers that could scarcely be stilled, you touched his face, tracing the line of his cheekbone, the corner of his mouth, feeling the texture of his skin beneath your fingertips.
Your gaze then travelled downward, and in the faint light, you glimpsed the marks that furrowed his torso. They were not mere scars; they were maps of battles, histories of pain which your heart read with a pang of agony. Without thought, your fingers followed the path of one such mark, the longest, that drew most perilously near his heart.
He held his breath, watching you, awaiting the revulsion or pity he had ever found in the eyes of others. But in your eyes, there was none of that—only a reflected sorrow, an empathy so profound it clouded your vision with unshed tears.
“My God, how you have suffered,” you whispered, your voice fractured with emotion.
And before he could react, you bent forward, and your lips, soft as petals, touched each of those marks in turn, kissing them, as if by that simple act you could absorb his ancient pain and grant him succour. A violent tremor shook him. “For you,” he growled, his voice rough, charged with a raw emotion. “All the pain of my past… for you, it is transmuted into light.”
His control shattered.
With a hoarse moan, his hands tangled in your hair and he turned you gently, placing you beneath him. “My love,” he murmured, again and again against your skin, kissing every inch he could reach: your eyelids, your brow, the line of your jaw, before reclaiming your mouth with a passion that left you breathless.
His mouth descended to your breast, and the world dissolved into sensation. His tongue and lips toyed with your nipples until they were hard and sensitive, and every suckle, every caress, made you moan and writhe, your hands clutching his shoulders as anchors in a sea of pleasure. His hands, meanwhile, roamed your form, tracing lines of fire from your hips to the inner softness of your thighs, urging you to open for him.
A vestige of nervousness made you tighten your legs, but he answered with a whisper against your skin. “Trust in me,” he murmured, and his fingers found the very core of your desire, touching, stroking, preparing you with a skill that drove you to distraction. “I shall make you feel only pleasure, this I vow.”
You yielded to his words, to his caresses, and as your muscles relaxed, his fingers delved into your warmth, an expert intruder that found a rhythm which made your body arch from the bed. Sensations mounted within you, a sweet, burgeoning pressure that made you forget all but his name upon your lips.
He settled over you then, and through a fog of desire, you saw his face, marked by an inner struggle, his muscles taut with the strain of holding back. His hands slid beneath your hips, tilting you towards him, and you felt the heat of his manhood pressing against your very entrance.
“You are mine,” he whispered, and in his eyes there was no doubt, only an absolute truth. “For ever.”
And then, with a slowness that was both a blessing and a torment, he sheathed himself within you.
A stifled moan, a pang of sharp, unknown pain, and your nails dug into his arms. He stilled at once, frozen, his gaze seeking yours with a heart-rending concern.
“Breathe, my love,” he begged, his brow resting against yours, his very frame trembling with the effort of stillness. “Only breathe. I have you.”
He waited, patient as the night, until your body acclimated to his incredible fullness, until the pain ebbed and was replaced by a sensation of union so profound it filled your eyes with tears. Only then, when a sigh of acceptance escaped your lips, did he begin to move.
It was an ancient dance, a primal rhythm your body recognised at once. Slow at first, each thrust a deep caress that explored every secret part of your being. Then, as your breath quickened and your hips began to move in unison with his, his rhythm intensified.
Pleasure built within you, a rising tide that threatened to sweep all before it. Your names mingled in the air, a mantra of desire and surrender. Your gazes remained locked, and in his blue eyes you saw not the dreaded Voivode, but the man who was surrendering utterly, as vulnerable to your love as you were to his.
“Vlad,” you cried out, and it was a torn sound, a plea and an affirmation.
It was his undoing. With a guttural groan that was your name, he sank into you one final time, deep and complete, and you came undone. The wave of pleasure broke, shaking your body with countless spasms, a blinding ecstasy that made you cry out as his own release filled you with warmth, sealing your union in the most primal and sacred of ways.
He collapsed beside you, panting, and immediately wrapped his arms around you, pulling you against his sweaty chest. His heart beat strongly against your ear, a wild rhythm that gradually calmed. His lips found your forehead, your hair, your shoulder, in a rain of silent kisses that said more than any words.
Beneath your cheek, you heard the heavy, rhythmic thumping of his heart, and you swallowed hard to hold back a knot of painful emotion.
As if your need to hear his voice had been communicated to him, he spoke:
"Did I hurt you too much?"
You shook your head and, after two attempts, managed to whisper: "No."
"I'm sorry if I hurt you."
"You didn't hurt me."
He asks, his eyes searching your face for any signs that you might regret this or that you’re somehow hurt. But there was nothing that made you regret this decision.
Not being by his side, nor having married him.
Somehow, you knew you were meant to be together forever.
Summary: A wedding shrouded in devotion and fire: between eternal vows and glances that seal destinies, you and Vlad unite soul and crown, consecrating your love as an oath that transcends life and time.
Wc: 4.8K
Warnings: 18+ mdni, unprotected sex, lost of virginity, tit play? (I don’t now, I just love a man yearning)
An: Happy Halloween!! After two weeks of labour exploitation, final exams for my last year of college, and a quick visit and stay in hospital, I can say that I am alive and back!! This request is for my Wattpad sweethearts who have been waiting for me to pay attention to them for a long time. If you have also sent me a request... I will upload yours soon, don't worry. I love you all very much and thank you for your patience.
Masterlist
Your entrance was fit for a queen, yet within your breast beat the heart of a mere woman. The very air seemed to bow as you passed, and the bells poured their solemn song upon the streets like a rain of bronze blessings. Each peal did not merely announce your arrival; it hammered the death of one age and the dawn of another. Men, women, and children chanted your name, yet in their voices was not only jubilation; there was a blind faith, an adoration that verged upon the divine and which, for an instant, rendered you as powerful as you were vulnerable. Flowers burst into petals at your feet, an ephemeral and fragrant carpet the wind seemed to weave solely to honour you. The soldiers guarding you did so with the martial reverence of those who protect a being beyond their comprehension. You were no maiden, no common bride: you were the heart of a kingdom and, for one man alone, his only reason for existence.
As you crossed the threshold of the church, the doors, tall as centuries, groaned open, unleashing a gust of cold air that kissed your skin not as a whisper, but as the very breath of history. For a moment, the world outside faded. The murmur of the multitude was extinguished, drowned by the sound of your own heart, a slow and tremulous drum beating the measure of your destiny. You felt something within you, the last seed of the girl you had been, break open to make way for the sprouting woman you were to become.
Incense floated in the penumbra, a veil of sanctity that your very step illuminated. Your gown, woven with threads of sunlight, flowed like a liquid current of light, and every fold glittered, stealing fire from the votive candles. The gaze of the congregation fixed upon you, they bowed, but your eyes were only for the figure waiting at the end of the nave.
Vlad.
His eyes, a blue as deep and tempestuous as the northern sea, lifted to yours, and in them was no trace of the warrior prince, the sovereign of iron will. There was only the devotion of a man who beholds, at last, his own salvation. Upon his face was no doubt, no pride, but a tenderness so intense it seared your soul. An intensity that promised his love would be both a refuge and an eternal fire.
When he saw you, the world lost its contours, its logic. His lips parted, a near-imperceptible gesture that betrayed how your mere presence had stolen his breath. And in that instant, you felt it: that invisible thread, that shared pulse beating in the space between you, a secret known only to you both.
He extended his hand to you. A hand, firm and pale, whose marks told tales of battles and an ancestral lineage. And yours, tremulous and warm, surrendered to his with the certainty of the dawn yielding to the horizon. In that first contact, skin against skin.
It was desire and absolution, strength and vulnerability, all as one.
Then, the priest spoke. His grave voice resonated beneath the vaults, and the sacred words—"In the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit…"—wove themselves with the crackle of the candles.
But you scarce heard him. The altar, the relics, the stained glass that cut the light into blades of colour… all blurred into a distant dream.
You saw only him. His gaze was your only world.
And then, unable to contain yourself, you smiled at him. It was not the conscious smile of a queen for her people, nor that of a bride for foreign eyes. It was *that* smile of yours, the very same you had gifted him long before your mind understood what your soul already knew: that he was the man with whom you yearned to share not just one life, but all that might ever exist.
When the moment for the vows arrived, the words flowed from your lips with a terrifying ease.
"You are the storm I was never afraid of, and the peace my soul never knew it craved. I am not merely giving myself to you, for I have been yours since the beginning of time. I am choosing you, Vlad Tepes. Before this altar, before God and our kingdom, I choose you. I vow to be your sword and your shield, your sanctuary and your strength. I will walk with you in sunlight and stand with you in the deepest shadows. My love for you is not a fleeting emotion; it is the very core of my existence. I am yours, completely and eternally, bound to you in this life and in every life that may follow."
To pronounce the oath that would bind you in life and, if need be, beyond death, was the simplest and truest promise you had ever made.
His eyes, glistening with a raw, unchecked emotion, held yours captive. His voice, usually so commanding, was a low, fervent whisper meant for you alone with your name.
"From the moment I saw you, I knew the emptiness had been a prelude to your light. You are not just my wife; you are the resurrection of my heart, the purpose forged from my every sin and battle. I vow to honor you as my queen, cherish you as my wife, and protect you as the most vital part of my own soul. No kingdom, no throne, no power will ever hold a fraction of the meaning you hold for me. My life is yours. My name is yours. My eternal fidelity is yours. I am bound to you, body and soul, until death do us part."
Your hands, now firm, clung to his as anchors in a silent storm. You felt the coolness of his skin and the heat of your blood merge into a single torrent. To speak his name was not a mere sound, it was an invocation, a key closing the circle of your destiny. You swore to stand by him in every joy and every shadow, until Time itself, exhausted, should surrender and part you.
The ceremony advanced, a river of rituals towards its culmination. And then, when the Archbishop proclaimed your union with a voice that rumbled in the stone—"…I declare you husband and wife"—the world held its breath.
He did not wait. There was no protocol that could contain the torrent of his waiting. You are his wife.
His hands rose to frame your face. His palms became the most tender of sanctuaries. His touch was at once firm and infinitely delicate, as if he were holding the very essence of light.
And then, he inclined his head.
His kiss was not a simple seal; it was a consecration.
It was the first kiss of Vlad, the Voivode, with his wife. It was soft yet deep as the abyss in his eyes. In that contact, there was not only unleashed passion, there was a silent oath that pierced flesh and engraved itself directly upon the soul. It was not merely the kiss of a man to a woman; it was the promise of the warrior to his only love, of the eternal being to his reason for existing through eternity.
As you parted, the air that filled your lungs was new. The world remained, yet nothing was the same. You had ceased to be "you" and had become "we." And in the stillness that followed, there was only the echo of his lips upon yours and the absolute certainty that, finally, everything had begun.
Upon stepping from the sacred gloom into the castle corridors, a boundless energy, too long contained, was unleashed in a torrent of pure jubilation.
The solemnity shattered like a spell felt his arms encircling you, and from your throat sprang a crystalline laugh that flooded the ancient stone, a sound so vital and carefree it seemed to restore the soul to those walls.
He lifted you into the air as if you were light as the petals that hours before had kissed your feet. The world became a whirl of lights and shadows as he spun with you, possessed by an ecstasy as primitive as it was powerful. No protocol held value, no other glance held meaning. There existed only the vertigo of his embrace and the promise of his lips seeking yours.
When they found them, the kiss was as ardent and possessive as the first had been reverent. He leaned over you, arching you backwards in a perfect, daring curve, and in that total surrender, with blood singing in your ears, only one mundane concern managed to filter into your ecstasy.
"My crown!" you murmured against his lips, unable to suppress a smile that belied all protest.
Your hand, clumsy and joyous, did its utmost to keep the heavy diadem of gold and gems in its place, the symbol of your rank which in that moment seemed the most frivolous thing in the world. He broke the kiss for but a moment, his blue eyes shining with amused mischief and a love so vast it made you dizzy still.
"Damn the crown," he murmured, his voice a hoarse, loving echo that coursed through you like a shiver of desire. "The only crown that matters is this," he added, letting his lips brush your forehead with a sweetness that contrasted with the ferocity of his embrace. "The place where resides the woman who has just crowned me king of her own heart."
It was a wonderful, intoxicating madness, absolute and wholly yours. A happiness so complete it defied words, for it had transcended language to claim every fibre of your being. You did not understand how he had managed to conquer every corner of your heart, but you knew it with the same certainty with which you knew the sun would rise at dawn: just as he was irrevocably yours, you were, and always had been, the most precious possession of his soul.
With a deliberate slowness, almost reverent, you brought your fingers to his chin. Your thumb traced the line of his jaw, a gesture of tenderness and adoration that mapped a territory already known, already beloved. Your eyes drank from his, travelling the familiar landscape of his lips, the abyssal intensity of his gaze, as if you were etching every detail for the eternity they now, at last, had permission to share.
"You always were," you whispered, your voice a thread of sound. "You were always the king of my heart, Vlad. Only now..." A shy smile, filled with the complicity of all shared secrets and stolen glances, played upon your lips. "Now I need not hide it. The entire world may see."
His eyes, for an instant, seemed to mist with an emotion so raw and powerful it stole your breath. It was the vulnerability of the warrior who, before the truth of your love, let all his defences fall.
"And I love you," he confessed, and the words sounded not as a simple declaration, but as a vow more sacred than any uttered at the altar. "I love you with a fervour that terrifies me. You are the heartbeat that returns life to my veins, the light that banishes the darkness of my nights. To love you is the only and truest law of my existence."
No further words could contain the storm of feeling his confession had unleashed. His seeking of your lips was not a kiss, but a reaffirmation.
When you finally parted, breathless, your forehead resting against his, a fanfare of trumpets sounded and the world outside returned to your bubble as a distant rumour.
"They await us," you murmured against his lips, your voice still tremulous from the intensity of the moment.
He gave a broad, carefree smile, an expression that made the years of war and darkness seem but a fleeting bad dream.
"Let them wait," he whispered, but then a spark of pure mischief shone in his blue eyes. "Or not."
Before you could question him, he bent and, with one fluid and powerful motion, swept you into his arms as if you were little more than a feather. A stifled cry of surprise and delight escaped your lips as your arms instinctively encircled his neck.
"Vlad!"
"Hush, my queen," said he, and his voice was a caress filled with pride. "A royal entrance demands a royal extravagance."
And thus, carried in the arms of your husband, you made your entrance into the great hall of the banquet. The massive oak doors were thrown wide and an explosion of sound enveloped you: the roar of hundreds applauding, the thunderous cheers of the boyars and soldiers, and the joyous melodies of the minstrels filling the vault with lutes and flutes. It was not a procession; it was a conquest. He, your Voivode, carrying you as his most precious spoil of war, and you, radiant and laughing, the queen who crowned his sweetest victory.
The hall was an ocean of light and colour. Immense fires crackled in the hearths, and hundreds of candles glittered in the gold of the tapestries hanging from the stone walls, where scenes of the hunt and ancient legends seemedq to spring to life with the dancing shadows. The long tables groaned with an abundance worthy of legend: boars roasted with apples in their mouths, golden loaves, mountains of winter fruits and rivers of red wine that gleamed like rubies in silver goblets.
But the true magic lay not in the opulence, but in the joy. A palpable happiness hung in the air, a spirit of celebration that united lord and servant in a single dance of jubilation. And at the centre of that universe, were you.
You were the living image of pure love, the embodiment of a fairytale sprung to life. He, with his sovereign's bearing, softened his gaze only for you. You, with your grace, found rest only in his arms. You danced until your feet burned, a spinning, joyous dance where the world narrowed to his eyes and the firmness of his hand at your waist. Your laughter—his, low and husky; yours, crystalline—intertwined and were lost within the music, a sound sweeter than any melody.
The guests toasted again and again. "To the Voivode Vlad and his Queen! Long life and prosperity!"
The final toast still echoed in the hall when, with a conspiratorial smile towards Vlad, you withdrew amidst applause. Your ladies led you to the nuptial chambers, where the gown woven with threads of sun was replaced by a robe of the finest white linen, simple and light.
Seated on the edge of the conjugal bed, a goblet of red wine held between your hands, you waited. The silence here was different, a sweet nervousness that made your blood pulse more fiercely. Whatever was to transpire this night, it would be for a future you had so often been told was impossible.
The door opened with a soft creak and he was there, framed within it. The fire from the hearth gilded the contours of his body, accentuating the breadth of his shoulders and the firm line of his jaw. Your heart, already beating furiously, quickened to an almost painful rhythm.
The overwhelming certainty of how his mere presence filled the chamber with a warmth that prickled your skin.
A roguish smile, full of a newly discovered confidence, curved upon your lips. You brought the goblet to them and took a slow, deliberate sip, never taking your eyes from him.
"My lord husband," you said, your voice low, laden with a playful tone that was an invitation in itself.
Vlad's eyes, which already watched you with intensity, darkened with desire. One corner of his mouth lifted in a half-smile.
"My lady wife," he replied, and the two simple words resonated like a caress in the penumbra.
He advanced then, with the deliberate slowness of a predator savouring the moment before the feast. Your pulse quickened, feeling the air thicken around him. When he stood before you, you expected him to take your hand to help you rise, but to your surprise, he did not touch you. Instead, he knelt.
It was a gesture of such profound and powerful humility that it stole your breath. The feared Prince of Wallachia, on his knees before you. His hands came to rest with infinite tenderness upon your thighs, over the white fabric of your robe. The heat of his palms seared through the cloth, an intimate brand that affirmed his possession.
"I missed you," he confessed, his voice a husky whisper, a breeze laden with storm. His gaze, fixed on yours, burned with a devotion that bordered on worship.
A slight, nervous laugh escaped your lips. "It was only a few minutes, my love." You brought your fingers to his hair to sweep it back from his face.
"Minutes," he repeated, as if the word tasted of gall. One of his hands rose to caress your cheek, and you leaned your face into his touch. "Every instant I breathe in this world without you at my side is an eternity in hell. It is as if the sun itself refuses to rise, leaving me in a cold twilight." His thumb traced the line of your lower lip. "You are the beat of my heart, the air in my lungs. Without you, I am but a shadow, and shadows cannot love. They cannot live."
His words, as possessive as they were desperate, only served to stoke the fire burning within you.
Without a sound, you brought your hands to his face, framing that countenance you had loved even before understanding why.
"Now you have an entire lifetime to ensure you never become a shadow again, my lord," you whispered, bringing your face closer to his. "Your life, and mine. Entwined forever."
The groan that emerged from his chest was pure, satisfied yearning. It was the final surrender to a love that consumed and redeemed him in the same breath.
And when his arms encircled you, drawing you against his hard, muscular body, and his parted lips met yours, your consciousness abruptly stilled. It was a kiss unlike all others, because he knew where it would end: a kiss of exquisite restraint, of pagan hunger.
His tongue swept over your lips, urging them to part, insisting, and when they did, he plunged into your mouth. His hands slid restlessly, possessively, up and down your back, over your breasts, tracing your spine, pressing you firmly against his hardened thighs, and you felt yourself slowly falling into a dizzying abyss of sensuality and awakened passion. With a silent moan of helpless surrender, you wrapped your arms around his neck, clinging to him for support.
Somewhere in the recesses of your mind, you felt your robe slip away, and then the touch of his palms against your swollen breasts, the sudden increase of fire in each searing kiss. Arms like bands of steel encircled you, lifted you, cradled you, and then carried you to the bed, laying you gently upon the cool sheets. Abruptly, the warmth, the security of his arms, his body and his mouth withdrew.
Emerging slowly from the dreamy stupor in which you had deliberately sought refuge from the reality of what was to come, the cool air touched your skin. He was standing by the bed, removing his clothes, and a tremor of alarmed admiration shook you. In the firelight, his skin resembled oiled bronze, and the heavy muscles of his arms, shoulders and thighs rippled as his fingers went to the fastening of his breeches. He was splendid, you realised, magnificent.
Swallowing a knot of awe, it finally dawned upon you that this man was your husband, yours alone.
The bed dipped under his weight, and you could not maintain your composure. You never could, not when it came to him. You stretched your arms to feel the heat of his chest beneath your palms and to look directly into those blue depths that somehow conquered your heart each time they met yours.
Vlad was not so hasty. Stretching out beside you, he gave a light kiss to your ear and, with gentleness but determination, pushed aside the little that prevented him from seeing you completely. His breath caught as he beheld you in all your naked splendour. A blush stained your skin from your hair to your toes as he gazed upon you. Without thought, he voiced his thoughts aloud. “Have you any conception of your own beauty?” he whispered, his voice husky, as his gaze drifted slowly upward to your enchanting countenance, tracing the hue and light of your hair, which lay in luxuriant waves upon the pillow. “Or of the depth of my desire for you?”
A tremor, born of awe and sweet anticipation, coursed through you as his hand came to rest upon your cheek, his thumb caressing the line of your jaw with a tenderness that belied the fervour in his smouldering regard.
“Open your eyes, my love,” murmured Vlad, and his voice was like rough velvet, laden with a desire that resonated in the penumbra. “I wish to look upon you. I wish for you to look upon me.”
Your eyelids, heavy with pleasure, lifted slowly, and you found yourself captive to his blue gaze, an ocean of stormy devotion. His hand slipped from your cheek to your neck, and then, with a reverent possessiveness, to your bosom, where his palm curved about your gentle swell. A tremulous sigh escaped your lips.
“Don’t fear,” he murmured, as his fingers found your nipple and stroked it with a deliberate slowness, tracing circles of fire that made you arch your back. “Never fear my love.”
His mouth then descended upon yours, not as a conquest, but as a question. The first contact, soft as a butterfly’s wing, sent a shiver of pure pleasure down your spine. Then, his tongue traced the contour of your lips, beseeching entry, tempting with a patience that was both torture and ecstasy. And when you yielded, when your lips parted for him, his kiss became deep, moist, and hungry, a feast of shared tastes and mingling souls.
“Kiss me,” he pleaded, his voice ragged, and you obeyed, tangling your hands in his hair, returning every caress with an urgency you knew not you possessed. A growl of pure satisfaction vibrated in his chest, and his arm closed about your waist, pressing you against the evident, firm proof of his desire.
When he finally parted his lips from yours, his breath was a ragged gasp against your skin, and you felt the very blood singing in your veins, each beat of your heart a drum marking the rhythm of this new, glorious madness. With fingers that could scarcely be stilled, you touched his face, tracing the line of his cheekbone, the corner of his mouth, feeling the texture of his skin beneath your fingertips.
Your gaze then travelled downward, and in the faint light, you glimpsed the marks that furrowed his torso. They were not mere scars; they were maps of battles, histories of pain which your heart read with a pang of agony. Without thought, your fingers followed the path of one such mark, the longest, that drew most perilously near his heart.
He held his breath, watching you, awaiting the revulsion or pity he had ever found in the eyes of others. But in your eyes, there was none of that—only a reflected sorrow, an empathy so profound it clouded your vision with unshed tears.
“My God, how you have suffered,” you whispered, your voice fractured with emotion.
And before he could react, you bent forward, and your lips, soft as petals, touched each of those marks in turn, kissing them, as if by that simple act you could absorb his ancient pain and grant him succour. A violent tremor shook him. “For you,” he growled, his voice rough, charged with a raw emotion. “All the pain of my past… for you, it is transmuted into light.”
His control shattered.
With a hoarse moan, his hands tangled in your hair and he turned you gently, placing you beneath him. “My love,” he murmured, again and again against your skin, kissing every inch he could reach: your eyelids, your brow, the line of your jaw, before reclaiming your mouth with a passion that left you breathless.
His mouth descended to your breast, and the world dissolved into sensation. His tongue and lips toyed with your nipples until they were hard and sensitive, and every suckle, every caress, made you moan and writhe, your hands clutching his shoulders as anchors in a sea of pleasure. His hands, meanwhile, roamed your form, tracing lines of fire from your hips to the inner softness of your thighs, urging you to open for him.
A vestige of nervousness made you tighten your legs, but he answered with a whisper against your skin. “Trust in me,” he murmured, and his fingers found the very core of your desire, touching, stroking, preparing you with a skill that drove you to distraction. “I shall make you feel only pleasure, this I vow.”
You yielded to his words, to his caresses, and as your muscles relaxed, his fingers delved into your warmth, an expert intruder that found a rhythm which made your body arch from the bed. Sensations mounted within you, a sweet, burgeoning pressure that made you forget all but his name upon your lips.
He settled over you then, and through a fog of desire, you saw his face, marked by an inner struggle, his muscles taut with the strain of holding back. His hands slid beneath your hips, tilting you towards him, and you felt the heat of his manhood pressing against your very entrance.
“You are mine,” he whispered, and in his eyes there was no doubt, only an absolute truth. “For ever.”
And then, with a slowness that was both a blessing and a torment, he sheathed himself within you.
A stifled moan, a pang of sharp, unknown pain, and your nails dug into his arms. He stilled at once, frozen, his gaze seeking yours with a heart-rending concern.
“Breathe, my love,” he begged, his brow resting against yours, his very frame trembling with the effort of stillness. “Only breathe. I have you.”
He waited, patient as the night, until your body acclimated to his incredible fullness, until the pain ebbed and was replaced by a sensation of union so profound it filled your eyes with tears. Only then, when a sigh of acceptance escaped your lips, did he begin to move.
It was an ancient dance, a primal rhythm your body recognised at once. Slow at first, each thrust a deep caress that explored every secret part of your being. Then, as your breath quickened and your hips began to move in unison with his, his rhythm intensified.
Pleasure built within you, a rising tide that threatened to sweep all before it. Your names mingled in the air, a mantra of desire and surrender. Your gazes remained locked, and in his blue eyes you saw not the dreaded Voivode, but the man who was surrendering utterly, as vulnerable to your love as you were to his.
“Vlad,” you cried out, and it was a torn sound, a plea and an affirmation.
It was his undoing. With a guttural groan that was your name, he sank into you one final time, deep and complete, and you came undone. The wave of pleasure broke, shaking your body with countless spasms, a blinding ecstasy that made you cry out as his own release filled you with warmth, sealing your union in the most primal and sacred of ways.
He collapsed beside you, panting, and immediately wrapped his arms around you, pulling you against his sweaty chest. His heart beat strongly against your ear, a wild rhythm that gradually calmed. His lips found your forehead, your hair, your shoulder, in a rain of silent kisses that said more than any words.
Beneath your cheek, you heard the heavy, rhythmic thumping of his heart, and you swallowed hard to hold back a knot of painful emotion.
As if your need to hear his voice had been communicated to him, he spoke:
"Did I hurt you too much?"
You shook your head and, after two attempts, managed to whisper: "No."
"I'm sorry if I hurt you."
"You didn't hurt me."
He asks, his eyes searching your face for any signs that you might regret this or that you’re somehow hurt. But there was nothing that made you regret this decision.
Not being by his side, nor having married him.
Somehow, you knew you were meant to be together forever.
I absolutely adore all your Vlad content!! If you think you would enjoy writing it, could I humbly request a snippet for the scene where Vlad seeks Mina out following the carnival and she finally remember her past life?
PS. Thank you for feeding my current obsession with this devastating character🫶
Paring: Vlad, Count Dracula X Mina
Summary: Caught between reason and a desire that defies all logic, Mina faces a presence from the past that reopens wounds and awakens impossible memories. On a night marked by music and destiny, the line between love and condemnation dissolves, revealing a bond that neither time nor death could break.
An: Babes, I've had a really tough week and I warn you that this one will be one of those too. This request is the only thing I've been able to work on and that I've really liked enough to upload. I hope to find some calm over the next few days so I can continue working on the other requests and the series I still have pending. I swear I'm giving it my all.
Wc: 4K
Masterlist / Kofi
The door closed behind her with a sharp thud, followed by the faintest gasp, half sob, half breath, as Mina pressed her brow against the wooden frame, her palms trembling against its cold surface. Her heart beat furiously beneath her ribs, wild and ungoverned, as though it sought escape from the anguish that had taken hold of her. She willed herself to stillness, whispering silent words of reason, of propriety, of duty. Anything that might silence the aching confusion that swelled within her chest.
But reason faltered. The pain was too strange, too consuming to be mastered by logic alone.
The small satchel slipped from her fingers and fell to the floor with a dull sound, scattering a few loose belongings across the worn boards. From somewhere below, faint and muffled, came Jonathan’s groans, a reminder of reality, of the life she had vowed to return to. The sound should have anchored her. Instead, it struck her like a blow.
Her gloves came off next, stripped from her hands with a gesture more of defiance than relief. They landed beside the fallen bag and there, peeking from its half-open mouth, she saw it: the edge of the little gilded box.
The gift.
For an instant she could not move. The sight of it sent a chill coursing through her, as though it still carried his touch, his scent, his unearthly calm. It gleamed faintly in the lamplight, that delicate contrivance of brass and gold, so deceptively innocent, so cruelly beautiful.
A gift from the very man who had torn her world asunder. The same who had looked upon her with a gentleness that no man had ever shown her, not even Jonathan.
He had given it to her without hesitation, his voice soft, his eyes shadowed with a sorrow she could not comprehend. “It once belonged to my wife” he had murmured.
She tried to refuse but he seemed so confident that she could do nothing but accept it. And he smiled, the most beautiful smile she had ever seen.
Mina’s breath caught in her throat. The melody of that memory—the low timbre of his words, the subtle curve of his smile—lingered in her mind like a haunting refrain.
Reaching for the box with hands that no longer obeyed her. The metal was cool beneath her touch, yet it seemed to pulse faintly, alive with some hidden energy. Her reflection wavered upon its polished surface, ghostly and uncertain, as though she no longer recognized the woman who stared back at her.
With trembling fingers, she lifted the lid.
At once, the mechanism stirred, a swift succession of clicks and whirs, and the melody burst forth, clear, resounding, alive. The notes swelled through the chamber, echoing off the walls like waves of light, until every corner seemed to pulse with its rhythm. It was no mere tune; it was a summons, a spell woven of memory and longing.
Mina’s breath caught as the sound wrapped itself around her, slipping through the marrow of her bones. Her pulse quickened to its measure, and, before she knew it, her feet began to move. Slowly, hesitantly at first, she turned in place, one, two steps —the music guiding her as though she were not mistress of her own body. The box rested delicately in her hands, glinting in the lamplight, its song growing stronger with every turn.
Then she heard it.
A laugh, faint, distant, yet impossibly near. It trembled through the air like the echo of a bell. She stilled, listening. Another laugh followed, lighter, brighter, and she knew it then with a shuddering certainty. It was hers.
Fragments began to bloom behind her eyes, at first blurred, like half-formed dreams glimpsed through mist. Then sharper, clearer. A room washed in pale morning light. The silken rustle of sheets. She saw herself, laughing, breathless, falling back upon a bed as unseen hands caught her by the waist. The ghost of her own laughter intertwined with another’s, low and tender.
The scene shifted, swift as a heartbeat. She was dancing now, her skirts swirling as she turned, her hands captured in another’s, the same unseen man. Their movements were light, almost childlike in joy, and her heart ached with a recognition she dared not name. She smiled at him—oh, how she smiled—with a warmth so pure, so unguarded, that tears gathered in her eyes.
And then she saw him.
Only the outline of a man, his form haloed in shadow and gold. But as he drew nearer, the mist began to part, and she felt it before she truly saw him: the quiet gravity of his presence, the ache of familiarity that pierced her to the soul.
He raised his hands.
and laid them gently against her cheeks. They were warm. Real.
Her breath hitched. The world reeled. And when she dared open her eyes, she saw him, Vlad, standing before her, his gaze deep and sorrowful, the living echo of every vision she had just beheld.
Mina gasped, the sound sharp and desperate, stumbling backward until her spine struck the wall. The music box in her grasp, its melody faltering.
He was there.
Not memory, not illusion.
The man she should have hated, the man she could not forget.
“What are you doing?” Mina’s voice was a frayed thread of sound as she pressed herself behind the carved armchair, its bulk a flimsy fortress against the vision before her. Her heart was a wild bird beating against the cage of her ribs. “Do not take another step—or I shall scream.” The threat felt childish, a weapon of the mundane against the profoundly supernatural.
“Mina,” Her name on his lips was not a sound, but a caress, a low, sorrowful murmur that seemed to vibrate in the very air, “do not be afraid. I mean you no harm.”The words were gentle, but his presence was an avalanche, threatening to bury all her resolve.
A sudden, sharp rap upon the door shattered the delicate, terrifying spell.
“Yes?” Mina answered quickly, her gaze darting toward the sound, a flush of shame heating her cheeks.
“Miss, I believe I was perfectly clear about the rules of this house,” came the landlady’s sharp, nasal voice from the corridor. “No music after eight o’clock.”
“Please forgive me,” Mina managed, breathless, “I had not noticed the hour.”
A pause—then, a grudging, “Good,” and the footsteps receded down the hall.
The silence they returned to was heavier, more intimate. She turned back. He was still there, standing by the window, bathed in the faint, trembling light of the streetlamps beyond the glass. He looked as composed, as unearthly serene, as he had hours before at the carnival, a king in exile surveying a common world.
“Now, sir,” she whispered, the command losing its force, barely daring to raise her voice above the frantic rhythm of her own pulse, “if you are indeed the gentleman you claim to be, you will leave this room at once.”
Vlad inclined his head, the gesture slow, courtly. “As you wish,” he said, lowering his gaze in a show of submission that felt like another, more subtle form of dominance. He took a single, silent step toward the door. “My regards.”
“No! Not that way!” she cried, rushing forward before he could touch the handle. The most common sense would tell her to let him go, that the person who hurt Jonathan would be found by those who were hunting him, but deep down, she couldn't allow it. Mina didn't want him to get hurt. “Go the way you came.”
For a heartbeat he only regarded her, his eyes dark as ink, reading the fear and the unspoken fascination warring within her. Then, without a word, he turned toward the window.
“What are you doing?” she demanded, panic, cold and sharp, creeping back into her tone.
He unlatched the panes and drew them open. The hinges groaned a protest, and a gust of the night, cold and smelling of damp stone, flooded the room, snatching her breath. He stepped onto the balcony, the hem of his coat whispering secrets against the floor.
“Wait! What are you doing? You cannot jump—it’s too high!” The concern in her voice was a betrayal, and she hated herself for it.
“Mina,” he said softly, without turning, his profile etched against the bruised sky, “I have waited almost four hundred years merely to see you again. If you wish me gone, I shall go.” The statement was so absurd, so terrifyingly sincere, it stripped her of all coherent thought.
“Yes!” she blurted, too quickly, too harshly, a desperate attempt to claw back control. “Now leave!”
He placed one foot upon the stone ledge again, a man preparing to step off the edge of the world.
“No! I forbid you to kill yourself out of my window!”
He turned his head slightly, the faintest ghost of a smile touching his lips, a flicker of dark amusement in the abyss of his sorrow. “Would you rather I die elsewhere?”
“Yes—no—yes!” The words tangled helplessly upon her tongue, a perfect mirror of the chaos within her soul.
He stepped down from the ledge, calm as ever, and crossed the room toward her. His every movement was deliberate, graceful, inevitable. Mina retreated until the wall pressed its cold truth against her spine, trembling, pointing at him with a quivering indignation that was rapidly crumbling to dust.
“You lied to me,” she whispered.
“Not even once,” he answered, his voice low and certain, a stone dropped into the well of her doubt.
“You sought to seduce me, as you have done with all your victims!” She flung the words at him, wanting them to wound, to prove his monstrosity.
“You are right,” he admitted simply, disarming her completely. From his pocket, he drew a small crystal vial, catching the lamplight. “This is the perfume. But I never used it with you.” And with that, he cast it into the hearth. It shattered, scattering a thousand glittering fragments across the stone like fallen stars. The room filled with a faint, dying sweetness—a cloying, floral ghost—then only the honest scent of smoke remained. He did not flinch.
“I've been told,” she said, voice breaking, “you drink the blood of your victims.” She forced herself to say it, to name the horror.
“It is true,” he murmured, stepping closer, the space between them now charged with a terrifying intimacy, “but you are not my victim.”
Another step. And another. She stood against the wall now, breath ragged, her eyes wide and glistening, a butterfly pinned by the intensity of his gaze.
“You are my beloved.”
“What?” The word fell from her lips as a prayer and a denial all at once, a sound of pure, uncomprehending shock.
“My one and only,” he said, his voice a quiet ruin of longing, stripped bare of all artifice. “My true love.”
“Who are you to speak to me so?” she demanded, a final, feeble spark of defiance.
“My damned Mina,” he replied, the words soft, an endearment and an epitaph. “I am a dead man—condemned by God’s will to live.”
A tremor passed through her; her chest rose in shallow gasps. “Why would God do such a thing?”
“Because He took you from me.” His eyes were endless darkness, holding universes of pain. “So I cursed Him and abandoned him. And contrary to what they believe, I do not crave blood.”
Her knees threatened to give way. He reached up, his touch unbearably tender, and with the pad of his thumb, wiped a single, perfect streak of red from beneath her nose—a trace of blood she had not known was there. He brought it to his lips, his gaze never leaving hers, a gesture of such intimate sacrilege that it stole the air from her lungs.
“Even if yours,” he whispered, the words a dark, sensual
Mina flinched, her hand rising instinctively to her face.
“Without it,” he said quietly, “it, I would be a repulsive old man, which you would hardly dare to look at.”
“These are just words,” she breathed. “Charming words… meant to deceive me.”
“You are right. Words can deceive.” His smile—small, sorrowful, sincere—barely touched his mouth. “But hands never lie.”
Before she could draw back, he took her hand in his.
A jolt, sharp and blinding, coursed through her body—a surge of warmth, of recognition, of unbearable clarity. The world spun; a gasp escaped her lips.
“I will tell you the truth,” he said softly, his thumb stroking her palm, a touch that felt more familiar than her own heartbeat, “about myself—and about you.”
Her vision blurred. Those hands, that voice, that gaze—she knew them. Knew them beyond memory, beyond reason, in the silent, ancient places of her soul.
“About who we truly are.”
Tears welled in her eyes, spilling over without permission. The storm she had denied all her life, the profound loneliness that had been her constant companion, finally broke within her.
“They will tell you,” he continued, his voice a lament weaving through the tapestry of her shattered past, “how they loved…”
Her breath shuddered. He drew closer, his words a low, unrelenting rhythm against her skin, each one a key turning in a lock she never knew she possessed.
“…to caress your face, your neck, your hips…”
Her heart pounded in answer, a drumbeat to a dance she had forgotten. Every word awakened a vision—a touch in a sun-drenched garden, a whisper in a moonlit chamber, a life that had once been hers, pulsating with a joy so acute it was a kind of pain.
“Do you remember,” he asked, his forehead nearly touching hers, his breath cool against her heated skin, “the last thing you said to me?”
A tear slid down her cheek, a saline pathway to the past.
“You said: take care of yourself, my prince… my king.”
A light bloomed behind her eyes—blinding, merciful, annihilating. The truth did not approach her; it unfolded within her, like dawn breaking after centuries of night, illuminating the ruins of a palace she had never stopped inhabiting.
“My love,” she breathed, her voice trembling. “Because I cannot survive without you.”
And she knew. At last, she knew. The faces, the laughter, the pain—all of it returned, not as fragments, but as a flood. She saw him as he had been, vibrant and mortal, and as he was now, the eternal echo of her greatest joy and deepest sorrow.
“Oh, my love…” she whispered, closing the infinitesimal distance between them. Her hands rose to his neck, drawing him down, and she kissed him—fiercely, desperately, a kiss of reclamation and absolution—pouring into that single, searing touch all the lifetimes of love and loss that bound them, a chain of souls across the centuries.
A single, crystalline tear slipped from his eye and fell upon her cheek, warm against her skin, indistinguishable from her own. It was the first drop of rain after an eternal drought.
The kiss began as hers—a desperate, furious act of reclamation, a dam breaking after a lifetime of unknowing solitude. It was all the confusion, the betrayal, the aching pull she could no longer deny, given form and fire. She poured everything into that kiss, her fingers tangling in the hair at his nape, anchoring herself to the storm.
But for him, the moment her lips met his, the world ceased its turning.
Four centuries of silence shattered. Four hundred years of a hollowed-out existence, of wandering a world painted in shades of ash, of hearing only the echo of his own damned footsteps. The memory of her voice had been a torment, a beautiful ghost that haunted his every waking moment. To have her now, not as a memory or a phantom conjured by a music box, but as warm, breathing, vital flesh in his arms… it was an absolution so profound it was agony.
His response was not one of gentle reciprocation, but of raw, unvarnished need. A sound, low and guttural, tore from the depths of his being—the sound of a soul finally, after an eternity of starvation, being fed. If her kiss was a question, his was the answer, centuries in the making.
He did not merely kiss her back; he drank her in, as a man dying of thirst falls upon a desert spring. His arms, which had held her with a ghost’s restraint moments before, now locked around her, crushing her to his chest. He could feel the frantic, living beat of her heart against the stillness of his own, a rhythm more sacred than any prayer. This was no phantom. This was real.
He kissed her as he had never dared, even in the height of their first life. Then, he had been a prince, bound by courtly love and mortal decorum. Now, he was a force of nature, a creature of timeless longing unleashed. There was no art, no practiced seduction in this kiss—only a frantic, soul-deep verification. He slanted his mouth over hers again and again, his hands moving from her back to cradle her face, his thumbs stroking her jawline as if to memorize its contour, to feel the truth of her bones beneath her skin.
He broke the kiss only to breathe her in, his forehead resting against hers, his eyes screwed shut as if in prayer. "Elisabeta," he whispered, the name a broken relic of a past life. Then, "Mina," he breathed, a testament to the woman she was now. The two names, two souls, one love, intertwined forever in his heart.
He pulled her back into the fortress of his embrace, burying his face in the curve of her neck, inhaling the scent of her—a fragrance of lavender, night air, and the singular, intoxicating essence of her. It was the scent of home, a home he had been exiled from for longer than nations had stood.
"Inima Mea," he murmured against her skin, the old, beloved words—My Heart—rising from a past even more distant. "My wife. My love." The words were not spoken, but wept, each one a stone lifted from the tomb of his heart.
He held her so tightly it bordered on pain, as if he could fuse their beings together through sheer force of will, ensuring no God, no curse, no turn of fate could ever prise her from him again. The four centuries of anguish, the weight of his damnation, the countless sunrises he had cursed—it all dissolved in the warmth of her breath on his neck, in the solid, miraculous reality of her in his arms. It had not been a punishment. It had been a long, dark road, and it had led him here, back to her.
His lips slotted over hers with a finality that stole the air from her lungs. For a terrifying, exhilarating second, the courteous gentleman from the carnival was utterly gone, replaced by the raw, untamed essence of the man who had waged wars and cursed God. There was nothing of the careful suitor in the way he moved now. He took as if she were his divine right, voracious as a starved man at a feast. His tongue, his teeth, the desperate sound in his throat—it was all a concerted assault to collapse the last of her walls, to scour away four centuries of separation in a single, searing touch.
And she, Mina Murray, the picture of English propriety, crumbled headfirst into the abyss with him.
But he was still her Vlad, the echo that had haunted her soul long before she knew his name, so she held on, her fingers twisting into the dark silk of his hair.
A ragged groan, a sound of pure, undiluted agony and ecstasy, was torn from his chest when he felt her surrender. The touch lit a path through the frozen desolation of his being, a bright, screaming finally that resonated in the very core of his damned soul. His hand slid to the back of her neck, the other gripping the curve of her waist: both acts of possession, strong as iron shackles, yet to her, they felt like a homecoming.
“I missed you so much,” she mouthed against his lips, her voice a ruin of need.
His answer was not in words, but in the desperate crush of his embrace, a silent scream of agreement that resonated in the very air around them.
“I want to be with you forever,” she breathed, the statement a vow that felt more true than any she had ever spoken in a church.
Her hands framed his face, her eyes, dark pools of frantic devotion, beseeching him. “Take me,” she pleaded, rising on her toes to reclaim his mouth, her kisses now a desperate litany against his lips, his jaw, the cool, pale column of his throat. She was offering herself, not as a sacrifice, but as a sovereign reclaiming her throne. “I want you to take me… Now!”
A tremor of exquisite agony wracked his frame. “You have your whole life ahead of you,” he managed, his voice a ragged thing, the argument a feeble shield against the tsunami of her will. His thumb stroked her cheekbone with a tenderness that threatened to unmake her completely, a gesture so at odds with the ferocity of his desire.
But she was relentless in her surrender. She captured that stroking thumb, pressing a fervent kiss to its tip, her gaze never wavering from the storm in his eyes. It was a silent promise, a ratification of every unspoken vow.
“I want to be your flesh, in your blood…” A pause, heavy with the weight of the choice, of the death and rebirth it signified. “Please.” The word was a final key turning in the lock of his resistance. With a shuddering sigh of utter abandon, Mina offered him her throat, her head falling back in a gesture of supreme trust, baring the fragile, pulsing vessel of her life to him. The lamplight caressed the pale, vulnerable line of her neck, an altar awaiting its sacrament. “Please, my husband.”
The term, my husband, spoken not as a question but as a truth, shattered the last of his resolve. A low, guttural sound, part pain, part prayer, escaped him. His fingers, trembling with a restraint, moved to sweep the dark silk of her hair aside, his gaze devouring the sight of her offered throat. The scent of her—of life, of lavender, of her—rose to meet him, an intoxicating perfume that clouded all reason.
His body was a battlefield, every instinct screaming to claim what was so freely, so passionately offered, while the ghost of his love for her screamed to protect her from the darkness he embodied.
“My love…” she murmured, a siren’s call that pulled him inexorably closer.
He was lost. He was found.
He bent his head, his cool breath a ghost against the fevered skin of her neck. “My love” she whispered again, the words a final benediction.
Then, his lips parted. The sharp, piercing pain was instantaneous, a bright, white-hot spark that quickly melted into a torrent of unimaginable sensation. It was not an invasion, but a consummation. A wave of piercing pleasure, so profound it bordered on agony, radiated from the point of contact, flooding every nerve, every fiber of her being. It was a feeling of being utterly claimed, irrevocably bound, and terrifyingly, gloriously alive.
A series of ragged, breathy gasps fell from her lips, her fists clenching in the fabric of his coat, not to push him away, but to anchor herself against the dizzying vortex of feeling. She did not fight it; she welcomed it, her body arching against his as a flower seeks the sun. It was an ecstasy that tasted of pain, a liberation that felt like a chains, a dance of shadow and light that promised forever in its terrifying, beautiful embrace. She was not being drained; she was being remade. Fused. Completed.
I absolutely adore all your Vlad content!! If you think you would enjoy writing it, could I humbly request a snippet for the scene where Vlad seeks Mina out following the carnival and she finally remember her past life?
PS. Thank you for feeding my current obsession with this devastating character🫶
Paring: Vlad, Count Dracula X Mina
Summary: Caught between reason and a desire that defies all logic, Mina faces a presence from the past that reopens wounds and awakens impossible memories. On a night marked by music and destiny, the line between love and condemnation dissolves, revealing a bond that neither time nor death could break.
An: Babes, I've had a really tough week and I warn you that this one will be one of those too. This request is the only thing I've been able to work on and that I've really liked enough to upload. I hope to find some calm over the next few days so I can continue working on the other requests and the series I still have pending. I swear I'm giving it my all.
Wc: 4K
Masterlist / Kofi
The door closed behind her with a sharp thud, followed by the faintest gasp, half sob, half breath, as Mina pressed her brow against the wooden frame, her palms trembling against its cold surface. Her heart beat furiously beneath her ribs, wild and ungoverned, as though it sought escape from the anguish that had taken hold of her. She willed herself to stillness, whispering silent words of reason, of propriety, of duty. Anything that might silence the aching confusion that swelled within her chest.
But reason faltered. The pain was too strange, too consuming to be mastered by logic alone.
The small satchel slipped from her fingers and fell to the floor with a dull sound, scattering a few loose belongings across the worn boards. From somewhere below, faint and muffled, came Jonathan’s groans, a reminder of reality, of the life she had vowed to return to. The sound should have anchored her. Instead, it struck her like a blow.
Her gloves came off next, stripped from her hands with a gesture more of defiance than relief. They landed beside the fallen bag and there, peeking from its half-open mouth, she saw it: the edge of the little gilded box.
The gift.
For an instant she could not move. The sight of it sent a chill coursing through her, as though it still carried his touch, his scent, his unearthly calm. It gleamed faintly in the lamplight, that delicate contrivance of brass and gold, so deceptively innocent, so cruelly beautiful.
A gift from the very man who had torn her world asunder. The same who had looked upon her with a gentleness that no man had ever shown her, not even Jonathan.
He had given it to her without hesitation, his voice soft, his eyes shadowed with a sorrow she could not comprehend. “It once belonged to my wife” he had murmured.
She tried to refuse but he seemed so confident that she could do nothing but accept it. And he smiled, the most beautiful smile she had ever seen.
Mina’s breath caught in her throat. The melody of that memory—the low timbre of his words, the subtle curve of his smile—lingered in her mind like a haunting refrain.
Reaching for the box with hands that no longer obeyed her. The metal was cool beneath her touch, yet it seemed to pulse faintly, alive with some hidden energy. Her reflection wavered upon its polished surface, ghostly and uncertain, as though she no longer recognized the woman who stared back at her.
With trembling fingers, she lifted the lid.
At once, the mechanism stirred, a swift succession of clicks and whirs, and the melody burst forth, clear, resounding, alive. The notes swelled through the chamber, echoing off the walls like waves of light, until every corner seemed to pulse with its rhythm. It was no mere tune; it was a summons, a spell woven of memory and longing.
Mina’s breath caught as the sound wrapped itself around her, slipping through the marrow of her bones. Her pulse quickened to its measure, and, before she knew it, her feet began to move. Slowly, hesitantly at first, she turned in place, one, two steps —the music guiding her as though she were not mistress of her own body. The box rested delicately in her hands, glinting in the lamplight, its song growing stronger with every turn.
Then she heard it.
A laugh, faint, distant, yet impossibly near. It trembled through the air like the echo of a bell. She stilled, listening. Another laugh followed, lighter, brighter, and she knew it then with a shuddering certainty. It was hers.
Fragments began to bloom behind her eyes, at first blurred, like half-formed dreams glimpsed through mist. Then sharper, clearer. A room washed in pale morning light. The silken rustle of sheets. She saw herself, laughing, breathless, falling back upon a bed as unseen hands caught her by the waist. The ghost of her own laughter intertwined with another’s, low and tender.
The scene shifted, swift as a heartbeat. She was dancing now, her skirts swirling as she turned, her hands captured in another’s, the same unseen man. Their movements were light, almost childlike in joy, and her heart ached with a recognition she dared not name. She smiled at him—oh, how she smiled—with a warmth so pure, so unguarded, that tears gathered in her eyes.
And then she saw him.
Only the outline of a man, his form haloed in shadow and gold. But as he drew nearer, the mist began to part, and she felt it before she truly saw him: the quiet gravity of his presence, the ache of familiarity that pierced her to the soul.
He raised his hands.
and laid them gently against her cheeks. They were warm. Real.
Her breath hitched. The world reeled. And when she dared open her eyes, she saw him, Vlad, standing before her, his gaze deep and sorrowful, the living echo of every vision she had just beheld.
Mina gasped, the sound sharp and desperate, stumbling backward until her spine struck the wall. The music box in her grasp, its melody faltering.
He was there.
Not memory, not illusion.
The man she should have hated, the man she could not forget.
“What are you doing?” Mina’s voice was a frayed thread of sound as she pressed herself behind the carved armchair, its bulk a flimsy fortress against the vision before her. Her heart was a wild bird beating against the cage of her ribs. “Do not take another step—or I shall scream.” The threat felt childish, a weapon of the mundane against the profoundly supernatural.
“Mina,” Her name on his lips was not a sound, but a caress, a low, sorrowful murmur that seemed to vibrate in the very air, “do not be afraid. I mean you no harm.”The words were gentle, but his presence was an avalanche, threatening to bury all her resolve.
A sudden, sharp rap upon the door shattered the delicate, terrifying spell.
“Yes?” Mina answered quickly, her gaze darting toward the sound, a flush of shame heating her cheeks.
“Miss, I believe I was perfectly clear about the rules of this house,” came the landlady’s sharp, nasal voice from the corridor. “No music after eight o’clock.”
“Please forgive me,” Mina managed, breathless, “I had not noticed the hour.”
A pause—then, a grudging, “Good,” and the footsteps receded down the hall.
The silence they returned to was heavier, more intimate. She turned back. He was still there, standing by the window, bathed in the faint, trembling light of the streetlamps beyond the glass. He looked as composed, as unearthly serene, as he had hours before at the carnival, a king in exile surveying a common world.
“Now, sir,” she whispered, the command losing its force, barely daring to raise her voice above the frantic rhythm of her own pulse, “if you are indeed the gentleman you claim to be, you will leave this room at once.”
Vlad inclined his head, the gesture slow, courtly. “As you wish,” he said, lowering his gaze in a show of submission that felt like another, more subtle form of dominance. He took a single, silent step toward the door. “My regards.”
“No! Not that way!” she cried, rushing forward before he could touch the handle. The most common sense would tell her to let him go, that the person who hurt Jonathan would be found by those who were hunting him, but deep down, she couldn't allow it. Mina didn't want him to get hurt. “Go the way you came.”
For a heartbeat he only regarded her, his eyes dark as ink, reading the fear and the unspoken fascination warring within her. Then, without a word, he turned toward the window.
“What are you doing?” she demanded, panic, cold and sharp, creeping back into her tone.
He unlatched the panes and drew them open. The hinges groaned a protest, and a gust of the night, cold and smelling of damp stone, flooded the room, snatching her breath. He stepped onto the balcony, the hem of his coat whispering secrets against the floor.
“Wait! What are you doing? You cannot jump—it’s too high!” The concern in her voice was a betrayal, and she hated herself for it.
“Mina,” he said softly, without turning, his profile etched against the bruised sky, “I have waited almost four hundred years merely to see you again. If you wish me gone, I shall go.” The statement was so absurd, so terrifyingly sincere, it stripped her of all coherent thought.
“Yes!” she blurted, too quickly, too harshly, a desperate attempt to claw back control. “Now leave!”
He placed one foot upon the stone ledge again, a man preparing to step off the edge of the world.
“No! I forbid you to kill yourself out of my window!”
He turned his head slightly, the faintest ghost of a smile touching his lips, a flicker of dark amusement in the abyss of his sorrow. “Would you rather I die elsewhere?”
“Yes—no—yes!” The words tangled helplessly upon her tongue, a perfect mirror of the chaos within her soul.
He stepped down from the ledge, calm as ever, and crossed the room toward her. His every movement was deliberate, graceful, inevitable. Mina retreated until the wall pressed its cold truth against her spine, trembling, pointing at him with a quivering indignation that was rapidly crumbling to dust.
“You lied to me,” she whispered.
“Not even once,” he answered, his voice low and certain, a stone dropped into the well of her doubt.
“You sought to seduce me, as you have done with all your victims!” She flung the words at him, wanting them to wound, to prove his monstrosity.
“You are right,” he admitted simply, disarming her completely. From his pocket, he drew a small crystal vial, catching the lamplight. “This is the perfume. But I never used it with you.” And with that, he cast it into the hearth. It shattered, scattering a thousand glittering fragments across the stone like fallen stars. The room filled with a faint, dying sweetness—a cloying, floral ghost—then only the honest scent of smoke remained. He did not flinch.
“I've been told,” she said, voice breaking, “you drink the blood of your victims.” She forced herself to say it, to name the horror.
“It is true,” he murmured, stepping closer, the space between them now charged with a terrifying intimacy, “but you are not my victim.”
Another step. And another. She stood against the wall now, breath ragged, her eyes wide and glistening, a butterfly pinned by the intensity of his gaze.
“You are my beloved.”
“What?” The word fell from her lips as a prayer and a denial all at once, a sound of pure, uncomprehending shock.
“My one and only,” he said, his voice a quiet ruin of longing, stripped bare of all artifice. “My true love.”
“Who are you to speak to me so?” she demanded, a final, feeble spark of defiance.
“My damned Mina,” he replied, the words soft, an endearment and an epitaph. “I am a dead man—condemned by God’s will to live.”
A tremor passed through her; her chest rose in shallow gasps. “Why would God do such a thing?”
“Because He took you from me.” His eyes were endless darkness, holding universes of pain. “So I cursed Him and abandoned him. And contrary to what they believe, I do not crave blood.”
Her knees threatened to give way. He reached up, his touch unbearably tender, and with the pad of his thumb, wiped a single, perfect streak of red from beneath her nose—a trace of blood she had not known was there. He brought it to his lips, his gaze never leaving hers, a gesture of such intimate sacrilege that it stole the air from her lungs.
“Even if yours,” he whispered, the words a dark, sensual
Mina flinched, her hand rising instinctively to her face.
“Without it,” he said quietly, “it, I would be a repulsive old man, which you would hardly dare to look at.”
“These are just words,” she breathed. “Charming words… meant to deceive me.”
“You are right. Words can deceive.” His smile—small, sorrowful, sincere—barely touched his mouth. “But hands never lie.”
Before she could draw back, he took her hand in his.
A jolt, sharp and blinding, coursed through her body—a surge of warmth, of recognition, of unbearable clarity. The world spun; a gasp escaped her lips.
“I will tell you the truth,” he said softly, his thumb stroking her palm, a touch that felt more familiar than her own heartbeat, “about myself—and about you.”
Her vision blurred. Those hands, that voice, that gaze—she knew them. Knew them beyond memory, beyond reason, in the silent, ancient places of her soul.
“About who we truly are.”
Tears welled in her eyes, spilling over without permission. The storm she had denied all her life, the profound loneliness that had been her constant companion, finally broke within her.
“They will tell you,” he continued, his voice a lament weaving through the tapestry of her shattered past, “how they loved…”
Her breath shuddered. He drew closer, his words a low, unrelenting rhythm against her skin, each one a key turning in a lock she never knew she possessed.
“…to caress your face, your neck, your hips…”
Her heart pounded in answer, a drumbeat to a dance she had forgotten. Every word awakened a vision—a touch in a sun-drenched garden, a whisper in a moonlit chamber, a life that had once been hers, pulsating with a joy so acute it was a kind of pain.
“Do you remember,” he asked, his forehead nearly touching hers, his breath cool against her heated skin, “the last thing you said to me?”
A tear slid down her cheek, a saline pathway to the past.
“You said: take care of yourself, my prince… my king.”
A light bloomed behind her eyes—blinding, merciful, annihilating. The truth did not approach her; it unfolded within her, like dawn breaking after centuries of night, illuminating the ruins of a palace she had never stopped inhabiting.
“My love,” she breathed, her voice trembling. “Because I cannot survive without you.”
And she knew. At last, she knew. The faces, the laughter, the pain—all of it returned, not as fragments, but as a flood. She saw him as he had been, vibrant and mortal, and as he was now, the eternal echo of her greatest joy and deepest sorrow.
“Oh, my love…” she whispered, closing the infinitesimal distance between them. Her hands rose to his neck, drawing him down, and she kissed him—fiercely, desperately, a kiss of reclamation and absolution—pouring into that single, searing touch all the lifetimes of love and loss that bound them, a chain of souls across the centuries.
A single, crystalline tear slipped from his eye and fell upon her cheek, warm against her skin, indistinguishable from her own. It was the first drop of rain after an eternal drought.
The kiss began as hers—a desperate, furious act of reclamation, a dam breaking after a lifetime of unknowing solitude. It was all the confusion, the betrayal, the aching pull she could no longer deny, given form and fire. She poured everything into that kiss, her fingers tangling in the hair at his nape, anchoring herself to the storm.
But for him, the moment her lips met his, the world ceased its turning.
Four centuries of silence shattered. Four hundred years of a hollowed-out existence, of wandering a world painted in shades of ash, of hearing only the echo of his own damned footsteps. The memory of her voice had been a torment, a beautiful ghost that haunted his every waking moment. To have her now, not as a memory or a phantom conjured by a music box, but as warm, breathing, vital flesh in his arms… it was an absolution so profound it was agony.
His response was not one of gentle reciprocation, but of raw, unvarnished need. A sound, low and guttural, tore from the depths of his being—the sound of a soul finally, after an eternity of starvation, being fed. If her kiss was a question, his was the answer, centuries in the making.
He did not merely kiss her back; he drank her in, as a man dying of thirst falls upon a desert spring. His arms, which had held her with a ghost’s restraint moments before, now locked around her, crushing her to his chest. He could feel the frantic, living beat of her heart against the stillness of his own, a rhythm more sacred than any prayer. This was no phantom. This was real.
He kissed her as he had never dared, even in the height of their first life. Then, he had been a prince, bound by courtly love and mortal decorum. Now, he was a force of nature, a creature of timeless longing unleashed. There was no art, no practiced seduction in this kiss—only a frantic, soul-deep verification. He slanted his mouth over hers again and again, his hands moving from her back to cradle her face, his thumbs stroking her jawline as if to memorize its contour, to feel the truth of her bones beneath her skin.
He broke the kiss only to breathe her in, his forehead resting against hers, his eyes screwed shut as if in prayer. "Elisabeta," he whispered, the name a broken relic of a past life. Then, "Mina," he breathed, a testament to the woman she was now. The two names, two souls, one love, intertwined forever in his heart.
He pulled her back into the fortress of his embrace, burying his face in the curve of her neck, inhaling the scent of her—a fragrance of lavender, night air, and the singular, intoxicating essence of her. It was the scent of home, a home he had been exiled from for longer than nations had stood.
"Inima Mea," he murmured against her skin, the old, beloved words—My Heart—rising from a past even more distant. "My wife. My love." The words were not spoken, but wept, each one a stone lifted from the tomb of his heart.
He held her so tightly it bordered on pain, as if he could fuse their beings together through sheer force of will, ensuring no God, no curse, no turn of fate could ever prise her from him again. The four centuries of anguish, the weight of his damnation, the countless sunrises he had cursed—it all dissolved in the warmth of her breath on his neck, in the solid, miraculous reality of her in his arms. It had not been a punishment. It had been a long, dark road, and it had led him here, back to her.
His lips slotted over hers with a finality that stole the air from her lungs. For a terrifying, exhilarating second, the courteous gentleman from the carnival was utterly gone, replaced by the raw, untamed essence of the man who had waged wars and cursed God. There was nothing of the careful suitor in the way he moved now. He took as if she were his divine right, voracious as a starved man at a feast. His tongue, his teeth, the desperate sound in his throat—it was all a concerted assault to collapse the last of her walls, to scour away four centuries of separation in a single, searing touch.
And she, Mina Murray, the picture of English propriety, crumbled headfirst into the abyss with him.
But he was still her Vlad, the echo that had haunted her soul long before she knew his name, so she held on, her fingers twisting into the dark silk of his hair.
A ragged groan, a sound of pure, undiluted agony and ecstasy, was torn from his chest when he felt her surrender. The touch lit a path through the frozen desolation of his being, a bright, screaming finally that resonated in the very core of his damned soul. His hand slid to the back of her neck, the other gripping the curve of her waist: both acts of possession, strong as iron shackles, yet to her, they felt like a homecoming.
“I missed you so much,” she mouthed against his lips, her voice a ruin of need.
His answer was not in words, but in the desperate crush of his embrace, a silent scream of agreement that resonated in the very air around them.
“I want to be with you forever,” she breathed, the statement a vow that felt more true than any she had ever spoken in a church.
Her hands framed his face, her eyes, dark pools of frantic devotion, beseeching him. “Take me,” she pleaded, rising on her toes to reclaim his mouth, her kisses now a desperate litany against his lips, his jaw, the cool, pale column of his throat. She was offering herself, not as a sacrifice, but as a sovereign reclaiming her throne. “I want you to take me… Now!”
A tremor of exquisite agony wracked his frame. “You have your whole life ahead of you,” he managed, his voice a ragged thing, the argument a feeble shield against the tsunami of her will. His thumb stroked her cheekbone with a tenderness that threatened to unmake her completely, a gesture so at odds with the ferocity of his desire.
But she was relentless in her surrender. She captured that stroking thumb, pressing a fervent kiss to its tip, her gaze never wavering from the storm in his eyes. It was a silent promise, a ratification of every unspoken vow.
“I want to be your flesh, in your blood…” A pause, heavy with the weight of the choice, of the death and rebirth it signified. “Please.” The word was a final key turning in the lock of his resistance. With a shuddering sigh of utter abandon, Mina offered him her throat, her head falling back in a gesture of supreme trust, baring the fragile, pulsing vessel of her life to him. The lamplight caressed the pale, vulnerable line of her neck, an altar awaiting its sacrament. “Please, my husband.”
The term, my husband, spoken not as a question but as a truth, shattered the last of his resolve. A low, guttural sound, part pain, part prayer, escaped him. His fingers, trembling with a restraint, moved to sweep the dark silk of her hair aside, his gaze devouring the sight of her offered throat. The scent of her—of life, of lavender, of her—rose to meet him, an intoxicating perfume that clouded all reason.
His body was a battlefield, every instinct screaming to claim what was so freely, so passionately offered, while the ghost of his love for her screamed to protect her from the darkness he embodied.
“My love…” she murmured, a siren’s call that pulled him inexorably closer.
He was lost. He was found.
He bent his head, his cool breath a ghost against the fevered skin of her neck. “My love” she whispered again, the words a final benediction.
Then, his lips parted. The sharp, piercing pain was instantaneous, a bright, white-hot spark that quickly melted into a torrent of unimaginable sensation. It was not an invasion, but a consummation. A wave of piercing pleasure, so profound it bordered on agony, radiated from the point of contact, flooding every nerve, every fiber of her being. It was a feeling of being utterly claimed, irrevocably bound, and terrifyingly, gloriously alive.
A series of ragged, breathy gasps fell from her lips, her fists clenching in the fabric of his coat, not to push him away, but to anchor herself against the dizzying vortex of feeling. She did not fight it; she welcomed it, her body arching against his as a flower seeks the sun. It was an ecstasy that tasted of pain, a liberation that felt like a chains, a dance of shadow and light that promised forever in its terrifying, beautiful embrace. She was not being drained; she was being remade. Fused. Completed.
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I am working on getting both part 3 and the requests you have been sending me ready! I really hope to have them ready because, unfortunately, my daily work means I am almost always rushing around! I promise to have them ready this week, just bear with me a little longer
Warnings: Kinda enemies to lovers?, reader has a surname, angst; angst-heavy relationship conflict, mention of death, slow burn, pregnancy, religious guilt, war, mention of murder and violence, smut (specifics will be listed in each chapter) may add more as I write!
Summary: Long before Vlad Tepes became the monster feared for centuries, he was a man of flesh, bone… and soul. A warrior devoted to God and to his homeland, whose heart burned more fiercely for vengeance and war. But his fate changed the day he saw her: a young noblewoman, indulgent and headstrong. He, a prince hardened by battle. She, a rose grown among thorns. And yet, love was born amidst the clash of steel and a court riddled with betrayal.
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This is a work of fiction. While some characters and settings may be loosely inspired by real figures and places, the events described here are not to be taken as historical fact. I’ve woven bits of history together with imagination, taking creative liberties wherever the story demanded and then some!!!
The silence that gripped the high table was a living entity, fed by Ladislaus’s impotent rage and the Prince’s chilling candor. It was a void that threatened to swallow the pretense of celebration whole. Then, the young king moved, a subtle shift of his shoulders as if casting off an invisible weight. Matthias’s smile returned, not the bright, celebratory one from before, but something wiser, more measured. It was the smile of a boy who had been forced to become a man too quickly, and who now understood that some storms could not be commanded, only navigated.
“A ruler must indeed understand the nature of his tools,” Matthias said, his voice calm, reclaiming the space the Prince’s words had dominated. He looked not at Ladislaus, nor directly at Vlad, but at the space between them, a diplomat addressing the tension itself. “And he must also understand that each tool has its purpose and its place. The hammer to break the rock, the scalpel to cut the rot, and the pen to write the treaty that ensures neither is needed too soon again.” He lifted his goblet, a gesture that included both the shamed Ladislaus and the formidable Prince. “We are all, in our own ways, tools for the preservation of Christendom. It is the hand that wields us, guided by God and reason, that determines the outcome. Your perspectives, Voivode, are… invaluable. They remind us of the stakes. And for that, Hungary thanks you.”
It was a masterful response. He had given Vlad reason without bowing to him, and in doing so, had gently reasserted the primacy of his own throne. The air, thick with the threat of violence, began to slowly, cautiously, thin.
You could hear your father's words in him. And you were impressed by how much Matthias had changed since the crown was placed on his head. You prayed that this maturity would make him realise the many mistakes that surrounded him. The air, thick with the threat of violence, began to slowly, cautiously, thin.
Seizing the moment, Matthias rose to his full height, his voice projecting once more to the wider hall. “But tonight is a celebration! And no celebration in Hungary is complete without a dance to remind our hearts what we defend with our steel.” His gaze swept over the guests before settling, with deliberate kindness, upon his wife. Catherine offered a wan but genuine smile.
Then, his eyes found yours. They were warm, cousinly, and utterly inescapable. “Dear cousin,” he said, his voice imbued with a public affection that felt like a new, gilded chain. “Our queen must conserve her strength for the heir she carries. Would you do me the great honor of leading the dance with your king? Let us show our court, and our guests, the grace and unity of our house.”
Forcing a grace you did not feel, you lowered your eyes in a show of demure acceptance. “The honor is mine, Your Grace,” you said, your voice a clear, steady note that belied the frantic beating of your heart.
You placed your hand in his, the young king’s grasp firm and assured. As he led you from the high table toward the center of the hall, the musicians, who had been waiting for their cue, struck up a stately branle. The courtiers parted before you, a sea of smiling, curious faces. To them, it was a beautiful picture: the young king and his beloved cousin, a symbol of familial loyalty and courtly grace.
The music swelled, a lively, intricate melody that demanded precise, formal steps. You moved with Matthias in the center of the grand hall, your crimson gown a stark bloom against the sea of onlookers. Your hand was light in his, your steps measured, but your heart was a wild, trapped thing. The public smile never left your face, a mask of courtly grace, but your eyes, as you turned in a slow, prescribed circle, held his.
“You promised me time,” you said, the words escaping on a breath meant to be part of the dance’s rhythm, so low that only he could hear them. “You said this night was for the foreign guests. For taking their measure. You gave me your word, Matthias.”
He guided you through a turn, his grip on your hand firm, his own smile never faltering. “Do you think I do not know what you’re doing?”
he asked, his voice equally quiet, a counterpoint to the cheerful music.
The question, so calmly delivered, sent a chill through you that had nothing to do with the cool hall air. You completed the step, your bodies coming close again before parting in the pattern of the dance. “What do you mean?” you whispered, the mask of your smile slipping for a fraction of a second.
He drew you into a promenade, arm-in-arm, and it was then he looked at you, his gaze sharp and knowing. “It was not difficult to deduce,” he murmured, his tone almost conversational. “The tension in my wife’s chambers whenever your mother entered, hearing complains about your betrothed. The way your eyes would harden to flint whenever Pongrác’s name was mentioned in your presence. You are many things, cousin, but you are not a subtle actress when it comes to your repulsion.” He gave a soft, mirthless chuckle. “You wear your disdain like a scent. A king learns to notice such things.”
The steps of the dance carried you apart, giving you a moment to school your features, to force the blood back from your pallid cheeks. When you came together again, his next words landed with the finality of a headsman’s axe.
“It was the whispers between you and your mother during the reception. The way you scanned the crowd. You were looking for another option, were you not? It's exactly what your father would tell you to do if he hadn't been the one to close the deal.”
He had seen it all. He had watched you scheme and, finding your efforts both transparent and dangerous to his own plans.
“So you moved first,” you breathed, the words tasting of ash. The dance felt like a funeral march. “You announced it to the entire court to box me in, to make it irrevocable.”
His smile was a sad, understanding thing, all the more devastating for its gentleness. “To protect you from a futile endeavor, and to secure what Hungary needs,” he corrected softly, his hand squeezing yours in a mockery of comfort as the music began its final, soaring refrain. “This is the way it must be. For all of us.”
The final notes of the branle hung in the air, but the true performance was just beginning. As the court applauded, Matthias kept your hand in his, his gaze holding yours, a silent demand for the conversation to continue. The musicians transitioned into a slower, more intimate pavane, and the other couples began to join the floor, granting you a semblance of privacy within the crowd.
“He is a rabid dog, Matthias,” you whispered urgently as you came together, your steps slow and measured. “Giving him a Szilágyi bride will not tame him; it will only make him believe he has the right to bite the hand that feeds him. You are giving him legitimacy, a connection to the throne he can exploit. He will not see me as a wife, but as a title deed, and with that deed, he will demand more power, more influence. He will become unmanageable.”
Matthias’s expression remained placid, but a flicker of doubt entered his eyes. You pressed on, your voice a desperate, fervent whisper. “I know my father wants his lands, his resources. I understand the pragmatism. But as king, you must look beyond the ledger. Think, Matthias. Why did your father, the great John Hunyadi, never treat with Ladislaus while he lived? Why did he keep that viper at arm's length? He saw the rot in him, the same rot the Voivode so plainly named.”
The dance forced you apart, a slow, circling retreat that felt like an eternity. You used the moment to gather your courage, to let the raw truth of your fear shine in your eyes when you returned to him. “I have been in his company. I have endured his presence and seen the cruel avarice in his soul. To live under his roof would not be a life; it would be a slow descent into a hell from which death would be a gentler release. I am begging you, not as your subject, but as your blood. Let me choose. Grant me this one mercy. I would never act against our family. I would never act against Hungary. I am a Szilágyi. My loyalty is my name. But let my loyalty be given, not sold to the highest bidder.”
You moved through the steps, your heart pounding against your ribs like a trapped bird. The music swelled, and as you came together once more, his hand on your back, he looked down at you, his youthful face a mask of conflicted sovereignty.
“Who?” he asked, the single word cutting through the melody. His voice was low, intense. “If I were to grant you this… this incredible leniency, who do you have in mind? You have scanned the entire court. Give me a name.”
The command hung between you, as terrifying as it was liberating. Your mind, so full of desperate plans, suddenly went blank, then raced. A name. He demanded a name. It could not be just any lord; it had to be a man of power, a man who could offer Hungary something equal to or greater than Ladislaus’s lands. A man who could be a shield, not just for you, but for the crown itself.
Your eyes, almost of their own volition, strayed from the king’s face, sweeping across the glittering assembly. They passed over the preening dukes, the simpering barons, and landed, as if drawn by a lodestone, on the one man who commanded the room without uttering a word. The man whose very presence was a challenge, whose honesty was a weapon, and whose understanding smile had felt like your only moment of salvation in this long, dreadful night.
He stood apart, as always, a silhouette of black against the golden glow of the hall, his dark eyes already watching the dance, watching you.
Your breath caught. It was madness. It was treason to your family’s history. It was the most dangerous choice imaginable.
And it was the only one that made sense.
You turned your gaze back to Matthias, your chin lifting with a defiance that was both terrifying and exhilarating. The name was on your lips, a forbidden prayer, a gamble with your very soul.
“Him,” you whispered, your voice barely audible, yet carrying the weight of your future. You did not need to say his name. The direction of your gaze, the shift in your expression, said it all. The Prince of Wallachia.
Matthias’s smile vanished, replaced by a look of pure, unadulterated shock. The carefully constructed mask of the sovereign crumbled, revealing the young man beneath, utterly floored by your audacity.
A low, incredulous laugh escaped him. “Him?” he repeated, the word a sharp exhalation. “You wish to trade a life in hell for a pact with the Devil himself? You just finished telling me that living with Pongrác would be a fate worse than death, and now you point to the one man in this hall my father taught me to fear above the Sultan? Explain this madness to me, cousin. How is one monster preferable to the other?”
“Ladislaus is a snake who hides in the grass,” you whispered, your voice fierce and low. “He smiles while he plots. The Prince does not hide what he is. He is sincere in his ruthlessness. He has a code, however brutal, and he adheres to it without apology. That alone makes him infinitely more predictable, and therefore more trustworthy, than a man whose loyalty shifts with the wind.”
“Trustworthy?” Matthias hissed, guiding you through a turn. “He is a known traitor!”
“So is Ladislaus!” you shot back, your eyes flashing. “it is known he nearly swore fealty to your predecessor’s sister. The only difference is that the Prince admits his capacity for faithlessness. He owns it. Ladislaus cloaks his in false smiles, and that makes him the greater fool, and the greater danger to you.”
Matthias was silent for a few steps, the logic, however perverse, striking its mark. “Pongrác offers land, resources,” he argued, his voice tight. “What does the Voivode offer? He holds his own throne by his fingernails.”
“He offers an army,” you countered immediately. “Not just men, but a hardened force that knows how to fight the Turk on their own terms. He offers a buffer. An alliance with him secures a flank, it protects a stretch of border. It means the Ottoman armies cannot simply sweep through Wallachia and into Hungary unimpeded. That is worth more than all the grain in Ladislaus’s storehouses. It is the difference between a fortified wall and a bag of gold left in an open field.”
Matthias could not refute the military strategy. It was sound. It was, you realized, perhaps the very reason the Prince had been invited at all. His jaw tightened, and he played his final, most personal card. “You forget the history. Our family and his… there is blood between us. A river of it. He may not hate you personally, but you are a Szilágyi. You are my cousin. He could take you simply to have a piece of us, to wield you as a weapon against me, to torture my father’s memory through you. A marriage to him would not be a shield; it would be walking into your own execution.”
The fear in his voice was real, and it sent a fresh chill down your spine. But you had come too far to retreat. “Then tell me,” you implored, your voice softening, pleading for the truth that had been kept from you. “What happened? What did my uncle do that was so terrible it would warrant such a vengeance?”
The dance carried you apart, the space between you filled with the swell of music and the rustle of silk. When you came together again, his face was grim, the weight of a dark legacy settling upon his young shoulders.
“When Vlad was a boy,” Matthias began, his voice barely a whisper, a secret confession in the midst of the celebration, “his father, Vlad Dracul, gave him and his younger brother as hostages to the Sultan. A guarantee of his loyalty. For six years, he was a prisoner of the Ottomans. Any betrayal by his father meant his death.”
You listened, your heart thudding dully in your chest.
“And yet,” Matthias continued, his gaze distant, “his father, alongside my father, fought to push the Ottomans back from our borders. He allied with us. To everyone’s astonishment, the Sultan did not kill the sons. He released Vlad, not to his family, but to his own side, to be groomed. His father and elder brother did nothing to reclaim him. Humiliated, Dracul was forced to pay an annual tribute to the Porte.”
He paused, the next words heavy with shame. “My father, who was then Regent of Hungary, saw this not as a father’s desperate choice to save his son’s life, but as the deepest treason. He invaded Wallachia. In the process, his armies killed Vlad Dracul and his elder brother, Mircea. They carved out their eyes with hot iron pokers before burying them alive. Then, my father placed a cousin of theirs on the throne that was rightfully Vlad’s.”
The horror of it stole your breath. The music, the laughter, it all faded into a dull roar. You were no longer dancing; you were standing at the edge of a chasm of betrayal and brutality. It was not just a political rivalry. It was a blood feud. Your uncle had not only robbed Vlad of his family and his birthright; he had subjected them to a death of unimaginable cruelty.
You finally understood the cold fire in the Prince’s eyes, the weight of the history that made your mother pale. You were not considering a man. You were considering a storm of vengeance, and you had just asked your king to give you to it.
“So I ask you once again, dear cousin. Are you sure you want it to be him?”
The question Matthias had asked you hung more persistent than any hymn.
Now, knowing the full, horrific truth The story Matthias had whispered during the dance played behind your eyes like a grim tapestry: a boy given as a pawn, years of Ottoman captivity, a father’s impossible choice met not with understanding but with brutal betrayal. Your uncle, the legendary John Hunyadi, was not just a political opponent to Vlad; he was the architect of his deepest trauma, the man who had not only slaughtered his father and brother but had desecrated their bodies in the most horrific way before stealing the throne that was his birthright.
You understood, with a clarity that chilled you to the bone, why Vlad Țepeș would hate your family with a fire that could never be extinguished. You understood why he might seek vengeance, a life for a life, an eye for an eye—or in his case, two eyes, brutally taken, for a kingdom stolen.
And you, in your desperation, had pointed to him. You had seen a shield, a powerful, honest monster to protect you from a petty, smiling one. But now you saw the man behind the legend, a man forged in betrayal and unimaginable loss. How could you have been so naive? To think that such a man could separate you from the name you carried, from the blood that ran in your veins—the very same blood that had ordered the murder of his family—was the height of foolishness.
He would never see you as anything other than a Szilágyi, a living symbol of the house that had destroyed his. Any hope that he might set aside his vengeance for your sake was the desperate fantasy of a drowning woman.
You bowed your head, the weight of it all pressing down on you. The hopeful, defiant spark you had felt on the dance floor now felt like a dying ember in a sea of ash. To choose Vlad was to willingly walk into a gilded cage where the keeper’s kindness would be a lie and his cruelty a certainty born of a pain you could comprehend. Yet, the alternative—Ladislaus—remained a fate of a different, more vulgar hell.
You had no such serenity. You had only a choice between two damnations, and the haunting, unanswerable question: which hell was truly worse?
Sleep was a traitor that would not come. The fire had burned low in your chamber grate, and the moon was a cold, judgmental eye through the window glass. The weight of your thoughts was a physical pressure on your chest, making the very air feel thin and useless. The four walls of your room, usually a sanctuary, had become the confines of a prison, each one pressing in with the specter of a different damnation.
Driven by a restlessness that gnawed at her bones, you slipped from your bed. You did not bother with a cloak, pulling only a heavy shawl over your nightgown before stepping out into the stone-flagged corridor. The castle was deep in its nocturnal slumber, silent but for the distant, rhythmic tread of a guard on his rounds. Your feet, bare in their soft leather slippers, made no sound as you moved through the familiar labyrinth, drawn by an instinct older than reason.
You sought the chapel. Not for a miracle, perhaps, but for a different quality of silence—one not filled with the echo of your own frantic heart, but with the quiet patience of centuries. At this hour, long after Compline and long before Matins, you expected to find it empty. Your father, a man of habit, took his private prayers at dawn. Catherine, in her condition, was accompanied there for a brief morning devotion. But now, in the deep watch of the night, you hoped to find it a void, a place where you could pour your own turmoil into a greater, more absorbing stillness, where the silence of God might swallow the screaming in your soul.
You pushed the heavy oak door, its iron hinges groaning softly, a sound that seemed to confess your own weariness. The air inside was frigid, smelling of stone and extinguished candles. The red glow of the sanctuary lamp, a single vigilant eye in the darkness, cast long, dancing shadows that made the saints in their niches seem to shift and breathe.
You moved down the short nave, your shawl pulled tight against the chill, your steps slow and deliberate on the cold floor. Your eyes, adjusted to the gloom, scanned the pews, expecting only the emptiness you had craved.
But you were not alone.
A figure was kneeling at the very front, before the simple altar, his head bowed not in prayer, but in a posture of profound, weary stillness. He was dressed not in nightclothes, but in dark, travel-worn attire, as if he had only just arrived or could not bear the pretense of rest. The flickering light from the lamp caught the sharp line of his shoulder, the pale nape of his neck, and the severe, unyielding profile you had seared into your memory.
A sight difficult to forget.
The prince.
He was the last person you expected to find, and yet, in the strange logic of this cursed night, it felt inevitable.
He had not heard you enter, his stillness so absolute he seemed a part of the chapel itself, a monument to some private, relentless agony. And you, frozen in the aisle, were faced with the very source of your torment, praying in the darkness.
For a heartbeat that stretched into an eternity, you were paralyzed. Every instinct screamed for retreat, to melt back into the shadows from whence you came and leave this man to his private torment. It felt like a sacrilege to witness him in such a state of unguarded stillness, this prince of sharp edges and brutal truths brought low before a silent altar. To stay was to intrude upon a pain you now understood was fathomless.
Yet, your feet were rooted to the cold stone. You were drawn, not by the monster of legend, but by the stark humanity of his silhouette—a lonely sovereign bearing the weight of a crown forged in betrayal.
It was then that he moved. Without a sound, without a startle, he slowly rose from his knees. It was not the swift, predatory grace he exhibited in court, but a movement weighted with a profound weariness, as if the very air had substance and resistance. He did not turn abruptly, but rather unfolded himself towards you, a dark pillar turning to face the night that had crept up behind him.
His eyes found yours in the dim, sanguine glow of the sanctuary lamp. There was no surprise in them, only a deep, unsettling recognition, as if he had sensed your presence all along, a second shadow entering his orbit.
The silence between you was thicker than the castle walls, charged with all the unspoken history that bound your families.
You found your voice, though it was little more than a breath. “I… I apologize. I did not mean to disturb you. I thought the chapel would be empty.” The words felt foolish, inadequate. You had come to escape your thoughts of him, only to find their source standing before you.
A ghost of a smile, bleak and knowing, touched his lips. “This is your home. You have nothing to apologise for..” His dark eyes swept over you, taking in your disheveled state, the shawl clutched tightly at your throat, the bare feet in their slippers.
A faint, self-conscious heat rose to your cheeks as his gaze lingered on your state of undress. “I… I found sleep elusive,” you murmured, the explanation feeling as thin as your nightgown.
“A malady that seems to plague this castle tonight,” he replied, his voice a low rumble that seemed to absorb the chill from the air. “We are in the same situation, it seems.”
Emboldened by his lack of judgment, you gave him a small, tentative smile and began to walk slowly down the aisle. The cold stone seeped through your slippers, a grounding sensation. You paused before the great crucifix, making the sign of the cross, the familiar motion a small anchor in the storm of your emotions. Then you moved to the side altar, where a box of thin, unused tapers lay. You took one, the wax cool and smooth against your skin, and leaned forward, lighting its wick from the eternal flame of the sanctuary lamp. The small, new fire sprang to life, a tiny, brave star in the overwhelming darkness.
“Does your wakefulness stem from thoughts of someone?” His question came from behind you, not intrusive, but contemplative, as if he were asking the shadows the same thing.
Your hand stilled, the taper poised. You watched the flame dance, a living, breathing thing that held your entire focus. You, she thought. It is the thought of you that keeps me awake. But the truth was too vast, too dangerous to speak aloud.
“Yes,” you whispered to the flame, the admission a sacred secret offered to the quiet.
“Someone you have lost,” he stated, the words not a question but a quiet conclusion drawn from the universal language of grief.
You turned then, the candle casting a warm, flickering light upon your face as you looked at him. He had not moved, a statue of shadows and sorrow, yet his attention was entirely, unnervingly fixed on you.
“Something like that,” you said, your voice gaining a strange steadiness. “I was praying for souls I never knew. But whose… loss… caused a deep pain to others.” You turned back and carefully placed your candle among the others on the wrought-iron rack, its light joining the chorus of silent prayers. “I have faith that God receives all souls, regardless of the hands that shaped their fate. I was asking Him to be benevolent. To forgive the sins that stained their journey, and grant them peace.”
The words hung in the air, a clear, unmistakable plea for the souls of Vlad Dracul and Mircea. You did not look at him as you said it, your focus on the small, brave flame you had just offered in his family’s memory.
“It is a benevolent thing,” he said at last, his voice closer than you expected, “to pray for the souls of those you never owed a kindness.”
You shook your head slowly, still not looking at him. “It is not benevolence. It is… a need to quiet my own mind. I feel the weight of those lives. Here.” You pressed a hand to your own chest, over the velvet pouch that still lay against your skin. “As if their story is a stone I carry, though I did not cast it.”
You felt him take another step closer, the air shifting around him. “Was it your hand that held the blade?” he asked, his voice low and intent. “Was it your command that ended them?”
The question was direct, stripping away all pretense. You finally turned to face him. He was only a few feet away now, close enough that you could see the faint lines of exhaustion around his eyes, the subtle tension in his jaw.
“No,” you whispered, the word firm. “It was not my hand. But I am of the blood that gave the order, and I—”
“Do not,” he interrupted, his voice sharp, yet not unkind. It was a command, but one meant to protect. “Do not take upon your shoulders a burden that is not yours to carry. The guilt of kings and the sins of fathers are a poison. To drink it willingly is a slower, more insidious death than any blade can deliver.”
His words felt like a key turning in a lock deep inside you, freeing a breath you didn't realize you were holding. The simple, stark truth of them was more absolution than any priest could offer. You looked at him, truly looked at him, not as the Prince of Wallachia, but as the man who had just offered you a strange and unexpected mercy.
The words that came next felt necessary, a final stone to be cleared from between you. “Then let me offer a burden that is rightfully mine to lift,” you said, your voice gaining strength. “I… I wish to apologize. For my family. And for…” the word stuck in your throat, thick and unpleasant, “…for my betrothed.” You forced it out. “The provocation at the banquet was uncalled for. To question your honor in such a way was an aggression I do not condone.”
He observed you for a long moment, the candlelight dancing in his dark eyes. Then, that same ghost of a smile you had seen in the hall returned, but this time, it was different. A faint, genuine curve of his lips that transformed the severity of his features.
“Your apology is accepted,” he said, his tone gracious.
he stood before the altar beside you, his gaze shifting from your face to the candle he still held. “But I do not regret the words I spoke. I believe every one of them.” He looked back at you, and the intensity in his eyes was like a physical force. “For a man like me, that is the only currency that holds any value: the truth, however brutal. And in that hall, for that moment, it was enough.”
It was enough. The words settled over you. He was not a man who needed or wanted pretty lies. He valued honesty above comfort, and in offering him your raw, unvarnished truth—your apology, your misplaced guilt, your prayer for his family—you had, without realizing it, offered him the one thing he could respect.
He stood beside you, a solid, silent presence in the flickering dark, both of you gazing at the small, defiant flames. The chapel was no longer a place of lonely torment, but a sanctuary for two wounded souls, and the silence between you was no longer heavy, but filled with a profound and unexpected understanding.
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Could you do a imagine with Vlad where reader is kidnapped and he comes to save her? Lots of fluff and angst. Thank you!!
You Found Me
Dracula x Wife!reader
Word Count: 1.2k
You have been taken for ransom; it's only a matter of time before your husband shows up to rescue you
Warning: death (not a major character), blood, fighting
A/N: I'm a little rusty in the writing department, so I hope this is good even if it is short. Thank you, anon, for the Request, and thank you to @littlesubbyflower @take-everything-you-can , and @xxladymjxx for reading over this
It was dark and damp, and you had no idea where you were. The last thing you remembered was taking a stroll in the garden before something knocked you over the head.
From somewhere close, there were deep, hushed voices conversing, but you couldn't make out what they were saying. Five, maybe six men? What was going on?
Standing up from the floor, you held your hands out to feel what was around you. First, the coolness of stone met your fingertips, and then the harshness of rusted metal bars. A cell. Feeling around more, you found the door and tugged experimentally, but it barely moved. Then you tried once more with as much strength as you could muster. Nothing but the rattle of metal on metal.
With the commotion you had caused with the door, you hadn't noticed that the voices had stopped. The sound of footsteps met your ears before a large, heavy, wooden door was pushed open, and warm light was let in. A tall, gruff-looking man entered; the furs covering his body made him look large, intimidating.
"Princess," he started, accent thick and unfamiliar to you. "Do not try to escape, it is impossible. The only way you are getting out of here is if your King pays our ransom or we kill you."
You should have been terrified, yet you were calm. Heart beat steady, mind at ease. "He will come for me, you know."
"Yes, we are hoping for that," the man laughed.
"I don't believe you understand, sir. Whatever you think is going to happen, it won't. You will receive no money, but you are right about one thing… I will leave here because of death, although it won't be my own."
"Ha- you think your husband is capable of defeating my men and me? We outnumber him greatly."
With a roll of your eyes, you scoff, "You are sorely underestimating him. He will kill you, and I can't wait to hear you begging for mercy."
The man stood straight, face contorting into rage. He stalked toward the cell door, unlocking it—you backed further into your cage, heart skipping a sudden beat. Your captor raised his right arm and backhanded you across your face. Your own hand flew up to hold the offended cheek. Heat arose as it started to throb.
"How dare you?" you spat.
He narrowed his eyes. "I will break your will, Princess. No one likes an outspoken woman." He raised his hand once again, yet before he could strike, a scream rebounded through the stone walls of the dungeon.
More screams and shouts followed as chaos erupted from far away, and then you heard the bellow of your name.
"I told you he would come, and by the sound of your men… I was right about that, too."
"Men, go see what's happening." He called out, and you heard whoever was outside the dungeon door sprint away.
You watched him closely, looking for an opening, a way out. He had left the cell wide open, and when there was a sudden crash and a resounding, rage-filled battle cry from your husband, he twisted his head around to look. You took the brief distraction as your opening.
Your protection was always on your husband's mind, and as a result of his worrying, you had been taught how to defend yourself.
With one swift movement, you reached over the man's head and pulled the fur coat over his head. Disoriented, it was easy for you to kick at his leg, making him fall. Once he was down, you took your chance to run.
It was hard to run in a thick, woolen winter dress. You were carrying an extra twenty pounds of fabric, all in the form of flowing skirts and slightly restraining stays.
"Vlad!" You called out for your husband as you barreled down the corridor. "Vlad, where are you!"
There was no answer, but you knew he was close; you could feel it, him.
In a flurry of fabric, you rounded the corner fast, only to stumble into a hard mass.
You husband.
"My beloved." He sighed, head dipping for a kiss.
You clung to him, relieved, kissing him sweetly.
"Let me look at you." He pulled away, eyes narrowed in assessment. His bloodied fingers slightly caressed your slowly bruising cheek. "This… who did this?"
You opened your mouth to reply only to be interrupted by fast-approaching footsteps.
The man who had captured you appeared from around the corner, only to stop short once he realized who was in front of him.
Vlad's eyes cut from you. It was amazing how they could go from soft and loving to whatever vicious rage burned in them as he looked at the man.
"You hit my wife." His words seethed out. In a swift motion, he pulled his sword from its sheath.
The man scoffed. "The bitch deserved it."
"Be careful how you speak."
"I'll kill you."
Vlad only laughed. "You are very funny if you think that." Slowly. He began stalking forward, letting your hands fall away from him.
Whether it was bravery or stupidity, the man stood his ground, sword glinting in the torchlight as he drew it.
Vlad's steps were confident, easy as he approached. Those were the steps of a man who had gon into battle hundreds of times, who had killed without mercy, and this time would be no different, especially with you involved.
When your husband came into range of your captor, the other man lunged, biting at the bit. His movements were sloppy, and Vlad dodged him effortlessly, parrying the action and swiping the man's sword to the side
The fight was almost amusing to you, as your husband looked like a cat playing with its food. He was fast, outperforming his opponent in every instant; no wonder his men called him The Dragon.
It was fast, a blink, and you might have missed it. Vlad reached out and grabbed the man's wrist, restraining him and his sword before plunging his own into the soft flesh of his stomach,
You watched as the man doubled over, sword clattering to the stone floor, hands clutching the wound. Vlad followed him to his knees and, as he pulled his weapon from its human sheath, whispered into his ear.
Standing, Vlad rushed to you, the rage in his eyes faded into worry.
"Are you hurt anywhere else?" He asked, bloodied hands reaching for your face, turning it this way and that, examining you for more marks.
The blood on his hands felt sticky, but it didn't bother you; all you could think of was him, how he had come for you, how he had killed for you, how he had saved you.
"I- Vlad-"
"It is all alright, my dear, I am here." He spoke in a hushed tone, lips so close to your own.
His breath was hot as it drifted across your skin, lulling you into a safety you only felt when he was near. It didn't help the urge to drag him to your lips. You swear he could read your thoughts when he slowly flickered his focus between your eyes and mouth before pressing his against yours.
Like every time he kissed you, sparks flew, and your stomach flipped. The world fell away as his fingers traced shapes into your skin and tugged lightly on your hair. Your own dug into his shoulders, pulling him further into you.
"I love you," you gasped, pulling away for air.
Vlad pressed his lips gently to your forehead. "I love you as well, my Beloved." His thumbs caressed your face, "I thought I had lost you."
Hugging him close, you assured him, "You found me, I am safe."
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In love and thorns, You should have Vlad have a Duel for the readers hand out of her fiancés foolishness!! It would give the reader a way to get away from her nasty fiancé and Vlad to get with her for political reasons!
I thought about this a lot, and if it weren't that my idea for the story is going in a different direction, I would have included it. Even so, I wrote a kind of 'what if', haha (I love experimenting even with my own story)
This "what if" is between chapters 1 and 2
The air, once thick with ambition, is now poisoned with the aftermath of Vlad’s chilling confession and Ladislaus’s humiliated silence. You feel the shift like a change pressure before a storm. The court is divided, eyes flicking between the Wallachian prince, a statue of unassailable darkness, and your betrothed, who simmers in his seat like a pot about to boil over.
Ladislaus is drinking heavily, the fine wine gulped like common ale. Each draught deepens the scowl on his face, fuels the impotent rage in his eyes. The Voivode’s words have stripped him bare, not just as a treacherous prospect, but as a fool who dared challenge a wolf and was publicly devoured. He cannot touch Vlad, not directly. But the need to reassert his dominance, to salvage his wounded pride, is a palpable heat radiating from him. And you, the silent, promised prize, are the closest and safest target for his venom.
The musicians strike up a branle, a lively dance that sends couples swirling onto the floor. The movement is a relief, a distraction from the tension at the high table. But it only seems to agitate Ladislaus further. He leans toward you, his breath a foul cloud of wine.
“See how they preen,” he slurs, gesturing with his goblet toward the dancers. “Flocking to the music like mindless sparrows. It is a fitting diversion for a court that celebrates a known Ottoman puppet.” His voice is low, meant only for you, but it carries the sharp edge of a blade. “Your father and your king would hand you, a flower of Hungary, to a man who has knelt to the Sultan. If they weren't so desperate for my resources, they would make a treaty with the Devil’s own accountant to secure them.”
You stiffen, your fingers curling around the stem of your own glass. “Careful with your words, my lord. You speak about treason, and nonsense,” you whisper, the words icy.
“I speak the truth they are too cowardly to utter!” he snaps, his hand closing around your wrist under the table. The grip is not passionate; it is possessive, brutal. “But you. You will learn where your loyalties lie. You will be my wife, and you will forget the dangerous allure of foreign monsters. You smiled when he spoke. I saw you.”
Your blood runs cold. He had noticed. In his drunken, self-absorbed state, he had seen the flicker of understanding that passed between you and Vlad.
He leans closer, his lips nearly brushing your ear, his whisper a serpent’s hiss. “Do not think his kind offers you anything but ruin. He is a creature of passing fancies. I’ve heard the tales from his own court. There was a wedding witnessed by no lord nor court official, that his new wife has not even told her family, that she wears her ring in her pocket; and they will both agree it can be ignored as if it had never happened. As he has done before, so he will do again, as long as there are foolish women in the kingdom—and that is to say forever.”
The cruelty of it, the specific, venomous detail, is meant to shatter you. To reduce the electric connection you felt to a sordid, common tale. For a moment, the pain is so acute it must show on your face, for he stops, a smug, triumphant look in his bloodshot eyes.
But the pain does not shatter you. It forges you. It ignites a fury so pure and cold it feels like a new kind of magic. You turn to him, and the look on your face makes his taunting smile falter.
“I don’t care if he doesn’t acknowledge me, you fool,” you flare out, your voice low but vibrating with a intensity that cuts through the music. “It’s not a question of wanting to be a voivode’s wife; it’s not even a question of wanting honorable love anymore.” You lean in, your eyes locking with his, pouring all your desperation and defiance into your gaze. “I would take one moment of his truth over a lifetime of your greedy pretense. I would go to him if I had to walk barefoot through hell. Tell me I am one of many. I don’t care! I don’t care for my name or for my pride anymore. As long as I can be free of you, that’s all I want. Just to be beyond your touch.”
Ladislaus recoils as if slapped. The raw, unladylike passion of your words, the utter rejection, is a weapon he has no defense against. His face purples with a rage so profound it steals his breath. He shoves back his chair, the screech of wood on stone slicing through the music. The dancers falter. The hall begins to fall silent.
“You treacherous little witch!” he roars, his voice echoing in the sudden hush. He points a shaking finger, not at you, but across the table, at the still, dark figure of Vlad Țepeș. “You see! You see how your poison has infected her? You come here, you speak your filth, and you turn the mind of my betrothed with your… your serpent’s charm!”
Vlad has been watching the entire exchange, his expression one of detached, almost bored, observation. Now, as all eyes turn to him, he slowly sets his goblet down. The simple, deliberate action is louder than Ladislaus’s shout.
“The lady’s mind is her own,” Vlad says, his voice a low thrum of menace. “It is not I who has treated her like chattel to be bartered, nor gripped her wrist like a slaver. Your grievance, Pongrác, is with your own lack of worth.”
Ladislaus lets out a sound of pure fury. He is beyond reason, a bull seeing only red. He draws the ceremonial dagger from his belt—a foolish, drunken act, but one that gasps through the hall.
“You insult my honor!” he bellows. “I demand satisfaction! Here and now, you Wallachian dog!”
A deadly silence descends. This is no longer an argument; it is a challenge. A direct, public, and utterly foolish challenge to a man known as one of the finest warriors in Christendom.
Vlad’s lips curve into that same terrifying, bloodless smile. He rises, and his movement is like a shadow uncoiling, fluid and lethal. He does not look at Ladislaus. His dark eyes find yours, and in them, you see not anger, but a question. A silent seeking of permission.
You give the slightest, almost imperceptible nod. Yes.
He turns his gaze to Ladislaus, and the temperature in the hall seems to drop. “You have it,” Vlad says, his voice flat and final. “But I do not fight for the honor of fools. I fight for a prize.”
He gestures toward you, a single, elegant sweep of his hand that encompasses all you are. “If my steel finds your heart, the lady’s betrothal to you is null and void. She and her dowry, by the law of combat and the witness of this court, pass to the victor. To me.”
Your father is on his feet, his face ashen. “Voivode, this is not—!”
“I accept!” Ladislaus screams, too enraged and too drunk to see the abyss he is leaping into. He believes his own bluster, believes the stories of his own prowess. He sees only a chance to kill the man who humiliated him and reclaim his dominance in the most brutal way possible.
Matthias stands. He looks from your father’s panic to Vlad’s implacable resolve. He knows he cannot stop this without appearing weak. The law of the challenge is ancient, and it has been publicly issued and accepted.
“Enough.”
The single word cracks through the tension like a whip. All eyes, including Vlad’s burning gaze and Ladislaus’s feverish glare, swing to the king.
“I am the King of Hungary,” Matthias states, his voice low but carrying to the farthest corner, “and I will not have blood spilled on this floor. Not the blood of a guest, and not the blood of a subject, no matter how… provoked.” His eyes rest on Ladislaus with a weight that makes the man flinch. “The insult given by lord Pongrác, however, stands. It was given not only to a prince and ally, but to my own cousin, a lady of this court, whose person was threatened and whose honor was sullied by his drunken grasp. For that, there must be answer.”
He turns to Vlad, a king treating with a power that is both foreign and ancient. “Voivode Țepeș, your grievance is just. But I cannot and will not hand my cousin as a ‘prize’ in a duel, as if she were a trophy stag. Her worth is not measured in steel.”
A flicker of something—annoyance, perhaps respect—passes through Vlad’s dark eyes. He gives a slow, conceding nod. “Then name your terms, Your Grace. The insult remains. It demands recompense.”
Matthias’s gaze is sharp, strategic. “The duel will proceed. But not here, not tonight. At dawn, in the lower courtyard. And the terms are these: If Voivode Vlad is victorious, Lord Pongrác will publicly and voluntarily renounce his claim to my cousin’s hand. He will declare, by his own honor and before God, that he is unworthy of it. The betrothal will be broken by his own word, not by force of arms alone.”
The shift is masterful. It removes the taint of a barbaric transaction and replaces it with a shaming so profound it is arguably a worse punishment for a man like Ladislaus. To have to kneel and confess his own unworthiness? It is a poison more bitter than death.
Ladislaus pales, the drunken rage in his eyes clearing for a moment, replaced by the cold dread of understanding. He is being maneuvered into a trap of his own making.
“And if I win?” Ladislaus croaks, a desperate attempt to seize back some control.
Vlad’s lip curls. “You will not.”
“But if I do!” Ladislaus insists, his mind scrambling. He looks at Vlad, at the unassailable pride in his posture, and a vicious, petty idea sparks in his wine-addled mind. He remembers his own sordid tale, the story meant to wound you. He would see that pride shattered. “If I win… you will do what you do best, Voivode. You will kneel. You will kneel before me, here in this hall. You, the Prince of Wallachia, will pledge yourself to a Hungarian ‘landholder’.”
A wave of horrified whispers ripples through the court. It is a condition of sublime, foolish cruelty. To force a prince, a man whose very identity is built on sovereign power, to abase himself in such a way—it was a fate worse than any physical wound. It would destroy Vlad’s power, his reputation, his very sense of self.
All look to Vlad. He does not rage. He does not refuse. He simply looks at Ladislaus as a naturalist might look at a peculiarly venomous insect.
“So be it,” Vlad says, his voice dangerously soft. “At dawn. Daggers. To the yield, or to the death.” His eyes meet yours for a fleeting, searing moment. Do you trust me? they seem to ask. Do you trust the storm?
And in that look, you find your answer. The stone in your pouch is no longer just warm; it is a live coal, resonating with the raw, untamed power of the man before you. You are no longer a pawn, or a prize, or a key. You are the reason the storm is being unleashed.
You hold his gaze, and in the depths of your own, you let him see the truth you confessed to Ladislaus, purified now of its desperate edge, transformed into a fierce, unwavering certainty.
I would go to him if I had to walk barefoot through hell.
The duel is set. The stakes are eternal. And as the court erupts in a frenzy of whispered speculation, you know, with a certainty that stills your frantic heart, that dawn will not bring the sun. It will bring the judgment of the Dragon.
Dawn did not break so much as it seeped into the world, a slow, grey stain leaching the darkness from the sky. The lower courtyard was a bowl of shadows, the air sharp and cold, tasting of damp stone and the impending promise of violence. You arrived, your cloak pulled tight against the chill, your breath pluming in the wan light.
They were already there. Matthias, a somber figure in deep blue. Your father, standing slightly apart, his arms crossed, a statue of grim pragmatism. And Ladislaus, pacing like a caged boar, his face puffy from drink and sleeplessness, his eyes burning with a toxic mix of fear and bravado.
Your father turned as you approached, his brow furrowed. "You should not be here," he said, his voice low and strained. "This is no place for you. It is a butchery, not a tournament."
You met his gaze, the memory of his complicity in your betrothal a fresh wound between you. "If I am not here, Father," you replied, your voice steady despite the frantic beating of your heart, "my conscience would know no peace. I am the cause of this. My future is the stake. Should I hide in my chambers and simply wait to be told my fate?"
He had no answer, only a weary sigh that seemed to concede the point. Your eyes scanned the courtyard, and then you saw him.
Vlad stood near the far wall, a figure carved from the twilight itself. He was not pacing. He was not fidgeting. He was still, his hands clasped behind his back, looking out over the mist-shrouded battlements as if contemplating the landscape, not the man he was about to face. He wore a simple, dark tunic and leather breeches, functional, devoid of ornament. He was a weapon, stripped of its scabbard.
A surge of certainty filled you. You did not fear for his life. You knew his reputation, the stories that were not just tavern tales but histories written in the blood of his enemies. He was a warrior, a commander, a survivor. Ladislaus was a bloated landholder who bullied peasants. This was not a duel; it was an execution.
But you had to speak to him. You had to bridge the distance between the silent understanding in the gallery and the brutal reality of this grey dawn.
Ignoring your father's muttered protest, you gathered your skirts and walked across the cobblestones, your footsteps echoing in the tense silence. Ladislaus stopped his pacing to glare at you, but you paid him no mind. Your world had narrowed to the dark, still figure ahead.
Vlad turned as you approached, as if he had felt your presence as a physical pull. His face was pale and severe in the morning light, his eyes like deep ocean eyes.
You stopped before him, your words catching in your throat. All the practiced phrases fled, leaving only raw, unfiltered truth.
"No matter the outcome," you began, your voice a whisper that seemed too loud in the hushed courtyard, "I will always be grateful. For what you said in the hall. For seeing the rot. For this." You gestured vaguely at the space between him and Ladislaus. "You are risking everything."
You reached out, your fingers briefly, impulsively, brushing the back of his clenched hand. It was cold as marble, but a shock of warmth shot up your arm at the contact. "Please," you whispered, your eyes pleading with his. "Be careful."
The severe line of his mouth softened into a genuine, albeit faint, smile. It transformed his entire countenance, revealing a glimpse of the man beneath the prince, the warrior beneath the legend.
He leaned forward, his voice for your ears alone, a low, intimate murmur that felt like a secret vow.
"Gratitude is a cold bed, contesă," he whispered, his breath a ghost of warmth against your cheek. "Do not waste your fire on it. Save it for the victory."
The words were not a dismissal, but a promise. A redirection of your emotion from thankfulness to something far more potent, far more dangerous. Save it for the victory. For our victory.
"Let us begin!" Matthias's voice cut through the moment, firm and commanding.
Vlad’s eyes held yours for a heartbeat longer, the ghost of his smile still playing on his lips. Then he gave a slight, almost imperceptible nod, turned, and walked toward the center of the courtyard, every line of his body radiating lethal purpose.
You stepped back, your hand tingling where you had touched him, his words burning in your heart. Save it for the victory. As you took your place beside your stony-faced father, you knew you were no longer a passive stake to be won.
The duel began not with a clash, but with a sigh. Vlad did not attack; he simply began to move, a dark tide circling a clumsy, beached vessel. Ladislaus, his movements sluggish and heavy from wine and fear, lunged first. It was a desperate, wide-arced swing meant to decapitate, born of brute force and panic. Vlad did not parry. He flowed backward, the dagger missing his throat by a breath, the wind of its passage stirring the dark strands of his hair.
It was not a fight. It was a dissection.
Vlad was a maestro of motion, his every step a lesson in economy and grace. He was not utilizing his full capacity; he was demonstrating the chasm that lay between them. His dagger, an extension of his will, became a tool of exquisite humiliation. It flicked out, not to maim, but to mock. It sliced the fine leather of Ladislaus’s glove, nicked the lobe of his ear, parted the laces of his doublet. Each touch was a whisper of what could have been a killing blow, a constant, terrifying reminder of his own impotence.
Ladislaus grunted and sweated, his breath coming in ragged, alcohol-soured gasps. He was a bull being tormented by a matador who refused the final thrust. His attacks grew wilder, more frantic, his feet stumbling on the damp cobblestones. He was not fighting a man; he was fighting a shadow, a rumour, a legend made flesh.
You watched, your hand pressed to your mouth, not in fear for Vlad, but in awe of the controlled, terrifying spectacle. This was not the chaotic brawl of soldiers; it was a brutal dance, and Vlad was its sole choreographer.
The end, when it came, was as inevitable as the dawn. Ladislaus, in a final, roaring charge, overextended himself. Vlad sidestepped with pantherish grace, his foot hooking behind Ladislaus’s ankle. The lord crashed to the stones with a cry of pain and shock. Before he could rise, Vlad was upon him, a knee planted in the small of his back. The cold, sharp point of his dagger pressed against the pulsing vein in Ladislaus’s neck, drawing a single, perfect bead of crimson.
The courtyard was utterly silent, save for Ladislaus’s choked sobs of exertion and humiliation.
“Are you ready to yield?” Vlad’s voice was calm, conversational, as if asking about the weather.
“Go to hell!” Ladislaus spat, his face mashed against the cold stone. “Kill me! Finish it, you devil! I will not give you the satisfaction!”
It was then that your father stepped forward, his face a mask of strained diplomacy. “Do not be a greater fool than you have already been, Ladislaus,” he said, his voice cutting through the man’s hysterics. “To die here, on your knees, for nothing? That is not a death. It is a punchline. Accept your defeat. Live to manage what is left of your honour.”
Matthias stepped forward, his kingly authority restoring order to the scene. “The duel is concluded. The Voivode is victorious.” He looked down at the prostrate, defeated man. “You will return to your lands, Ladislaus. You have no further business at this court.”
Vlad removed his knee and stood, stepping back as your father helped a shaking, ashen Ladislaus to his feet. The lord would not meet anyone’s eyes, the weight of his public shaming a heavier burden than any physical injury.
As the defeated man was half-led, half-dragged away, you found your feet carrying you forward once more, drawn to the epicenter of the storm. Vlad was cleaning his blade on a square of linen, his movements methodical, his expression unreadable.
You approached, a smile touching your lips despite the morning’s brutality, your cheeks flushed with a heat that had nothing to do with the cold. He looked up as you neared, and gave a single, slow nod.
“Was the spectacle to your liking?” he asked, his tone laced with a dark amusement.
“I take no pleasure in watching men try to kill one another,” you said, your voice soft but firm. You paused, a faint, graceful smile gracing your lips as you admitted a deeper, more private truth. “But seeing Ladislaus Pongrác humbled… that, I confess, held a certain satisfaction.”
You stepped closer, the world narrowing to the space between you. The gratitude you felt was a living thing in your chest, too vast for words, yet you had to try. “Thank you,” you whispered, your voice delicate as a secret. “I know it may sound like a foolish, romantic notion from some minstrel’s tale, but to me… you are my hero.”
Before courage could fail you, your hands went to your hair, where a deep crimson silk ribbon held a section of your tresses in place. You untied it, the silk whispering through your fingers. With a reverence that felt both ancient and new, you reached for the hilt of his dagger. His hand still held it, and for a moment, your fingers brushed against his as you carefully, deliberately, tied the ribbon around the weapon’s grip. The splash of crimson against the dark, worn leather was a startling declaration, a silent vow tying your fate to his blade.
You finished, letting your hand linger for a heartbeat before pulling away. The chapter of your life as a bargaining chip was closed, its final sentence written in silk and steel.
His dark, fathomless eyes held yours.
“Please accept this as an expression of my gratitude.”
The world fell away, the mist, the castle, the watching king and your pragmatic father—all of it dissolved into the profound, unspoken understanding that passed between your gaze and his, a new story beginning in the quiet of the dawn.
Me every time I have to write something about Ladislaus:
Warnings: Kinda enemies to lovers?, reader has a surname, angst; angst-heavy relationship conflict, mention of death, slow burn, pregnancy, religious guilt, war, mention of murder and violence, smut (specifics will be listed in each chapter) may add more as I write!
Summary: Long before Vlad Tepes became the monster feared for centuries, he was a man of flesh, bone… and soul. A warrior devoted to God and to his homeland, whose heart burned more fiercely for vengeance and war. But his fate changed the day he saw her: a young noblewoman, indulgent and headstrong. He, a prince hardened by battle. She, a rose grown among thorns. And yet, love was born amidst the clash of steel and a court riddled with betrayal.
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This is a work of fiction. While some characters and settings may be loosely inspired by real figures and places, the events described here are not to be taken as historical fact. I’ve woven bits of history together with imagination, taking creative liberties wherever the story demanded and then some!!!
The silence that gripped the high table was a living entity, fed by Ladislaus’s impotent rage and the Prince’s chilling candor. It was a void that threatened to swallow the pretense of celebration whole. Then, the young king moved, a subtle shift of his shoulders as if casting off an invisible weight. Matthias’s smile returned, not the bright, celebratory one from before, but something wiser, more measured. It was the smile of a boy who had been forced to become a man too quickly, and who now understood that some storms could not be commanded, only navigated.
“A ruler must indeed understand the nature of his tools,” Matthias said, his voice calm, reclaiming the space the Prince’s words had dominated. He looked not at Ladislaus, nor directly at Vlad, but at the space between them, a diplomat addressing the tension itself. “And he must also understand that each tool has its purpose and its place. The hammer to break the rock, the scalpel to cut the rot, and the pen to write the treaty that ensures neither is needed too soon again.” He lifted his goblet, a gesture that included both the shamed Ladislaus and the formidable Prince. “We are all, in our own ways, tools for the preservation of Christendom. It is the hand that wields us, guided by God and reason, that determines the outcome. Your perspectives, Voivode, are… invaluable. They remind us of the stakes. And for that, Hungary thanks you.”
It was a masterful response. He had given Vlad reason without bowing to him, and in doing so, had gently reasserted the primacy of his own throne. The air, thick with the threat of violence, began to slowly, cautiously, thin.
You could hear your father's words in him. And you were impressed by how much Matthias had changed since the crown was placed on his head. You prayed that this maturity would make him realise the many mistakes that surrounded him. The air, thick with the threat of violence, began to slowly, cautiously, thin.
Seizing the moment, Matthias rose to his full height, his voice projecting once more to the wider hall. “But tonight is a celebration! And no celebration in Hungary is complete without a dance to remind our hearts what we defend with our steel.” His gaze swept over the guests before settling, with deliberate kindness, upon his wife. Catherine offered a wan but genuine smile.
Then, his eyes found yours. They were warm, cousinly, and utterly inescapable. “Dear cousin,” he said, his voice imbued with a public affection that felt like a new, gilded chain. “Our queen must conserve her strength for the heir she carries. Would you do me the great honor of leading the dance with your king? Let us show our court, and our guests, the grace and unity of our house.”
Forcing a grace you did not feel, you lowered your eyes in a show of demure acceptance. “The honor is mine, Your Grace,” you said, your voice a clear, steady note that belied the frantic beating of your heart.
You placed your hand in his, the young king’s grasp firm and assured. As he led you from the high table toward the center of the hall, the musicians, who had been waiting for their cue, struck up a stately branle. The courtiers parted before you, a sea of smiling, curious faces. To them, it was a beautiful picture: the young king and his beloved cousin, a symbol of familial loyalty and courtly grace.
The music swelled, a lively, intricate melody that demanded precise, formal steps. You moved with Matthias in the center of the grand hall, your crimson gown a stark bloom against the sea of onlookers. Your hand was light in his, your steps measured, but your heart was a wild, trapped thing. The public smile never left your face, a mask of courtly grace, but your eyes, as you turned in a slow, prescribed circle, held his.
“You promised me time,” you said, the words escaping on a breath meant to be part of the dance’s rhythm, so low that only he could hear them. “You said this night was for the foreign guests. For taking their measure. You gave me your word, Matthias.”
He guided you through a turn, his grip on your hand firm, his own smile never faltering. “Do you think I do not know what you’re doing?”
he asked, his voice equally quiet, a counterpoint to the cheerful music.
The question, so calmly delivered, sent a chill through you that had nothing to do with the cool hall air. You completed the step, your bodies coming close again before parting in the pattern of the dance. “What do you mean?” you whispered, the mask of your smile slipping for a fraction of a second.
He drew you into a promenade, arm-in-arm, and it was then he looked at you, his gaze sharp and knowing. “It was not difficult to deduce,” he murmured, his tone almost conversational. “The tension in my wife’s chambers whenever your mother entered, hearing complains about your betrothed. The way your eyes would harden to flint whenever Pongrác’s name was mentioned in your presence. You are many things, cousin, but you are not a subtle actress when it comes to your repulsion.” He gave a soft, mirthless chuckle. “You wear your disdain like a scent. A king learns to notice such things.”
The steps of the dance carried you apart, giving you a moment to school your features, to force the blood back from your pallid cheeks. When you came together again, his next words landed with the finality of a headsman’s axe.
“It was the whispers between you and your mother during the reception. The way you scanned the crowd. You were looking for another option, were you not? It's exactly what your father would tell you to do if he hadn't been the one to close the deal.”
He had seen it all. He had watched you scheme and, finding your efforts both transparent and dangerous to his own plans.
“So you moved first,” you breathed, the words tasting of ash. The dance felt like a funeral march. “You announced it to the entire court to box me in, to make it irrevocable.”
His smile was a sad, understanding thing, all the more devastating for its gentleness. “To protect you from a futile endeavor, and to secure what Hungary needs,” he corrected softly, his hand squeezing yours in a mockery of comfort as the music began its final, soaring refrain. “This is the way it must be. For all of us.”
The final notes of the branle hung in the air, but the true performance was just beginning. As the court applauded, Matthias kept your hand in his, his gaze holding yours, a silent demand for the conversation to continue. The musicians transitioned into a slower, more intimate pavane, and the other couples began to join the floor, granting you a semblance of privacy within the crowd.
“He is a rabid dog, Matthias,” you whispered urgently as you came together, your steps slow and measured. “Giving him a Szilágyi bride will not tame him; it will only make him believe he has the right to bite the hand that feeds him. You are giving him legitimacy, a connection to the throne he can exploit. He will not see me as a wife, but as a title deed, and with that deed, he will demand more power, more influence. He will become unmanageable.”
Matthias’s expression remained placid, but a flicker of doubt entered his eyes. You pressed on, your voice a desperate, fervent whisper. “I know my father wants his lands, his resources. I understand the pragmatism. But as king, you must look beyond the ledger. Think, Matthias. Why did your father, the great John Hunyadi, never treat with Ladislaus while he lived? Why did he keep that viper at arm's length? He saw the rot in him, the same rot the Voivode so plainly named.”
The dance forced you apart, a slow, circling retreat that felt like an eternity. You used the moment to gather your courage, to let the raw truth of your fear shine in your eyes when you returned to him. “I have been in his company. I have endured his presence and seen the cruel avarice in his soul. To live under his roof would not be a life; it would be a slow descent into a hell from which death would be a gentler release. I am begging you, not as your subject, but as your blood. Let me choose. Grant me this one mercy. I would never act against our family. I would never act against Hungary. I am a Szilágyi. My loyalty is my name. But let my loyalty be given, not sold to the highest bidder.”
You moved through the steps, your heart pounding against your ribs like a trapped bird. The music swelled, and as you came together once more, his hand on your back, he looked down at you, his youthful face a mask of conflicted sovereignty.
“Who?” he asked, the single word cutting through the melody. His voice was low, intense. “If I were to grant you this… this incredible leniency, who do you have in mind? You have scanned the entire court. Give me a name.”
The command hung between you, as terrifying as it was liberating. Your mind, so full of desperate plans, suddenly went blank, then raced. A name. He demanded a name. It could not be just any lord; it had to be a man of power, a man who could offer Hungary something equal to or greater than Ladislaus’s lands. A man who could be a shield, not just for you, but for the crown itself.
Your eyes, almost of their own volition, strayed from the king’s face, sweeping across the glittering assembly. They passed over the preening dukes, the simpering barons, and landed, as if drawn by a lodestone, on the one man who commanded the room without uttering a word. The man whose very presence was a challenge, whose honesty was a weapon, and whose understanding smile had felt like your only moment of salvation in this long, dreadful night.
He stood apart, as always, a silhouette of black against the golden glow of the hall, his dark eyes already watching the dance, watching you.
Your breath caught. It was madness. It was treason to your family’s history. It was the most dangerous choice imaginable.
And it was the only one that made sense.
You turned your gaze back to Matthias, your chin lifting with a defiance that was both terrifying and exhilarating. The name was on your lips, a forbidden prayer, a gamble with your very soul.
“Him,” you whispered, your voice barely audible, yet carrying the weight of your future. You did not need to say his name. The direction of your gaze, the shift in your expression, said it all. The Prince of Wallachia.
Matthias’s smile vanished, replaced by a look of pure, unadulterated shock. The carefully constructed mask of the sovereign crumbled, revealing the young man beneath, utterly floored by your audacity.
A low, incredulous laugh escaped him. “Him?” he repeated, the word a sharp exhalation. “You wish to trade a life in hell for a pact with the Devil himself? You just finished telling me that living with Pongrác would be a fate worse than death, and now you point to the one man in this hall my father taught me to fear above the Sultan? Explain this madness to me, cousin. How is one monster preferable to the other?”
“Ladislaus is a snake who hides in the grass,” you whispered, your voice fierce and low. “He smiles while he plots. The Prince does not hide what he is. He is sincere in his ruthlessness. He has a code, however brutal, and he adheres to it without apology. That alone makes him infinitely more predictable, and therefore more trustworthy, than a man whose loyalty shifts with the wind.”
“Trustworthy?” Matthias hissed, guiding you through a turn. “He is a known traitor!”
“So is Ladislaus!” you shot back, your eyes flashing. “it is known he nearly swore fealty to your predecessor’s sister. The only difference is that the Prince admits his capacity for faithlessness. He owns it. Ladislaus cloaks his in false smiles, and that makes him the greater fool, and the greater danger to you.”
Matthias was silent for a few steps, the logic, however perverse, striking its mark. “Pongrác offers land, resources,” he argued, his voice tight. “What does the Voivode offer? He holds his own throne by his fingernails.”
“He offers an army,” you countered immediately. “Not just men, but a hardened force that knows how to fight the Turk on their own terms. He offers a buffer. An alliance with him secures a flank, it protects a stretch of border. It means the Ottoman armies cannot simply sweep through Wallachia and into Hungary unimpeded. That is worth more than all the grain in Ladislaus’s storehouses. It is the difference between a fortified wall and a bag of gold left in an open field.”
Matthias could not refute the military strategy. It was sound. It was, you realized, perhaps the very reason the Prince had been invited at all. His jaw tightened, and he played his final, most personal card. “You forget the history. Our family and his… there is blood between us. A river of it. He may not hate you personally, but you are a Szilágyi. You are my cousin. He could take you simply to have a piece of us, to wield you as a weapon against me, to torture my father’s memory through you. A marriage to him would not be a shield; it would be walking into your own execution.”
The fear in his voice was real, and it sent a fresh chill down your spine. But you had come too far to retreat. “Then tell me,” you implored, your voice softening, pleading for the truth that had been kept from you. “What happened? What did my uncle do that was so terrible it would warrant such a vengeance?”
The dance carried you apart, the space between you filled with the swell of music and the rustle of silk. When you came together again, his face was grim, the weight of a dark legacy settling upon his young shoulders.
“When Vlad was a boy,” Matthias began, his voice barely a whisper, a secret confession in the midst of the celebration, “his father, Vlad Dracul, gave him and his younger brother as hostages to the Sultan. A guarantee of his loyalty. For six years, he was a prisoner of the Ottomans. Any betrayal by his father meant his death.”
You listened, your heart thudding dully in your chest.
“And yet,” Matthias continued, his gaze distant, “his father, alongside my father, fought to push the Ottomans back from our borders. He allied with us. To everyone’s astonishment, the Sultan did not kill the sons. He released Vlad, not to his family, but to his own side, to be groomed. His father and elder brother did nothing to reclaim him. Humiliated, Dracul was forced to pay an annual tribute to the Porte.”
He paused, the next words heavy with shame. “My father, who was then Regent of Hungary, saw this not as a father’s desperate choice to save his son’s life, but as the deepest treason. He invaded Wallachia. In the process, his armies killed Vlad Dracul and his elder brother, Mircea. They carved out their eyes with hot iron pokers before burying them alive. Then, my father placed a cousin of theirs on the throne that was rightfully Vlad’s.”
The horror of it stole your breath. The music, the laughter, it all faded into a dull roar. You were no longer dancing; you were standing at the edge of a chasm of betrayal and brutality. It was not just a political rivalry. It was a blood feud. Your uncle had not only robbed Vlad of his family and his birthright; he had subjected them to a death of unimaginable cruelty.
You finally understood the cold fire in the Prince’s eyes, the weight of the history that made your mother pale. You were not considering a man. You were considering a storm of vengeance, and you had just asked your king to give you to it.
“So I ask you once again, dear cousin. Are you sure you want it to be him?”
The question Matthias had asked you hung more persistent than any hymn.
Now, knowing the full, horrific truth The story Matthias had whispered during the dance played behind your eyes like a grim tapestry: a boy given as a pawn, years of Ottoman captivity, a father’s impossible choice met not with understanding but with brutal betrayal. Your uncle, the legendary John Hunyadi, was not just a political opponent to Vlad; he was the architect of his deepest trauma, the man who had not only slaughtered his father and brother but had desecrated their bodies in the most horrific way before stealing the throne that was his birthright.
You understood, with a clarity that chilled you to the bone, why Vlad Țepeș would hate your family with a fire that could never be extinguished. You understood why he might seek vengeance, a life for a life, an eye for an eye—or in his case, two eyes, brutally taken, for a kingdom stolen.
And you, in your desperation, had pointed to him. You had seen a shield, a powerful, honest monster to protect you from a petty, smiling one. But now you saw the man behind the legend, a man forged in betrayal and unimaginable loss. How could you have been so naive? To think that such a man could separate you from the name you carried, from the blood that ran in your veins—the very same blood that had ordered the murder of his family—was the height of foolishness.
He would never see you as anything other than a Szilágyi, a living symbol of the house that had destroyed his. Any hope that he might set aside his vengeance for your sake was the desperate fantasy of a drowning woman.
You bowed your head, the weight of it all pressing down on you. The hopeful, defiant spark you had felt on the dance floor now felt like a dying ember in a sea of ash. To choose Vlad was to willingly walk into a gilded cage where the keeper’s kindness would be a lie and his cruelty a certainty born of a pain you could comprehend. Yet, the alternative—Ladislaus—remained a fate of a different, more vulgar hell.
You had no such serenity. You had only a choice between two damnations, and the haunting, unanswerable question: which hell was truly worse?
Sleep was a traitor that would not come. The fire had burned low in your chamber grate, and the moon was a cold, judgmental eye through the window glass. The weight of your thoughts was a physical pressure on your chest, making the very air feel thin and useless. The four walls of your room, usually a sanctuary, had become the confines of a prison, each one pressing in with the specter of a different damnation.
Driven by a restlessness that gnawed at her bones, you slipped from your bed. You did not bother with a cloak, pulling only a heavy shawl over your nightgown before stepping out into the stone-flagged corridor. The castle was deep in its nocturnal slumber, silent but for the distant, rhythmic tread of a guard on his rounds. Your feet, bare in their soft leather slippers, made no sound as you moved through the familiar labyrinth, drawn by an instinct older than reason.
You sought the chapel. Not for a miracle, perhaps, but for a different quality of silence—one not filled with the echo of your own frantic heart, but with the quiet patience of centuries. At this hour, long after Compline and long before Matins, you expected to find it empty. Your father, a man of habit, took his private prayers at dawn. Catherine, in her condition, was accompanied there for a brief morning devotion. But now, in the deep watch of the night, you hoped to find it a void, a place where you could pour your own turmoil into a greater, more absorbing stillness, where the silence of God might swallow the screaming in your soul.
You pushed the heavy oak door, its iron hinges groaning softly, a sound that seemed to confess your own weariness. The air inside was frigid, smelling of stone and extinguished candles. The red glow of the sanctuary lamp, a single vigilant eye in the darkness, cast long, dancing shadows that made the saints in their niches seem to shift and breathe.
You moved down the short nave, your shawl pulled tight against the chill, your steps slow and deliberate on the cold floor. Your eyes, adjusted to the gloom, scanned the pews, expecting only the emptiness you had craved.
But you were not alone.
A figure was kneeling at the very front, before the simple altar, his head bowed not in prayer, but in a posture of profound, weary stillness. He was dressed not in nightclothes, but in dark, travel-worn attire, as if he had only just arrived or could not bear the pretense of rest. The flickering light from the lamp caught the sharp line of his shoulder, the pale nape of his neck, and the severe, unyielding profile you had seared into your memory.
A sight difficult to forget.
The prince.
He was the last person you expected to find, and yet, in the strange logic of this cursed night, it felt inevitable.
He had not heard you enter, his stillness so absolute he seemed a part of the chapel itself, a monument to some private, relentless agony. And you, frozen in the aisle, were faced with the very source of your torment, praying in the darkness.
For a heartbeat that stretched into an eternity, you were paralyzed. Every instinct screamed for retreat, to melt back into the shadows from whence you came and leave this man to his private torment. It felt like a sacrilege to witness him in such a state of unguarded stillness, this prince of sharp edges and brutal truths brought low before a silent altar. To stay was to intrude upon a pain you now understood was fathomless.
Yet, your feet were rooted to the cold stone. You were drawn, not by the monster of legend, but by the stark humanity of his silhouette—a lonely sovereign bearing the weight of a crown forged in betrayal.
It was then that he moved. Without a sound, without a startle, he slowly rose from his knees. It was not the swift, predatory grace he exhibited in court, but a movement weighted with a profound weariness, as if the very air had substance and resistance. He did not turn abruptly, but rather unfolded himself towards you, a dark pillar turning to face the night that had crept up behind him.
His eyes found yours in the dim, sanguine glow of the sanctuary lamp. There was no surprise in them, only a deep, unsettling recognition, as if he had sensed your presence all along, a second shadow entering his orbit.
The silence between you was thicker than the castle walls, charged with all the unspoken history that bound your families.
You found your voice, though it was little more than a breath. “I… I apologize. I did not mean to disturb you. I thought the chapel would be empty.” The words felt foolish, inadequate. You had come to escape your thoughts of him, only to find their source standing before you.
A ghost of a smile, bleak and knowing, touched his lips. “This is your home. You have nothing to apologise for..” His dark eyes swept over you, taking in your disheveled state, the shawl clutched tightly at your throat, the bare feet in their slippers.
A faint, self-conscious heat rose to your cheeks as his gaze lingered on your state of undress. “I… I found sleep elusive,” you murmured, the explanation feeling as thin as your nightgown.
“A malady that seems to plague this castle tonight,” he replied, his voice a low rumble that seemed to absorb the chill from the air. “We are in the same situation, it seems.”
Emboldened by his lack of judgment, you gave him a small, tentative smile and began to walk slowly down the aisle. The cold stone seeped through your slippers, a grounding sensation. You paused before the great crucifix, making the sign of the cross, the familiar motion a small anchor in the storm of your emotions. Then you moved to the side altar, where a box of thin, unused tapers lay. You took one, the wax cool and smooth against your skin, and leaned forward, lighting its wick from the eternal flame of the sanctuary lamp. The small, new fire sprang to life, a tiny, brave star in the overwhelming darkness.
“Does your wakefulness stem from thoughts of someone?” His question came from behind you, not intrusive, but contemplative, as if he were asking the shadows the same thing.
Your hand stilled, the taper poised. You watched the flame dance, a living, breathing thing that held your entire focus. You, she thought. It is the thought of you that keeps me awake. But the truth was too vast, too dangerous to speak aloud.
“Yes,” you whispered to the flame, the admission a sacred secret offered to the quiet.
“Someone you have lost,” he stated, the words not a question but a quiet conclusion drawn from the universal language of grief.
You turned then, the candle casting a warm, flickering light upon your face as you looked at him. He had not moved, a statue of shadows and sorrow, yet his attention was entirely, unnervingly fixed on you.
“Something like that,” you said, your voice gaining a strange steadiness. “I was praying for souls I never knew. But whose… loss… caused a deep pain to others.” You turned back and carefully placed your candle among the others on the wrought-iron rack, its light joining the chorus of silent prayers. “I have faith that God receives all souls, regardless of the hands that shaped their fate. I was asking Him to be benevolent. To forgive the sins that stained their journey, and grant them peace.”
The words hung in the air, a clear, unmistakable plea for the souls of Vlad Dracul and Mircea. You did not look at him as you said it, your focus on the small, brave flame you had just offered in his family’s memory.
“It is a benevolent thing,” he said at last, his voice closer than you expected, “to pray for the souls of those you never owed a kindness.”
You shook your head slowly, still not looking at him. “It is not benevolence. It is… a need to quiet my own mind. I feel the weight of those lives. Here.” You pressed a hand to your own chest, over the velvet pouch that still lay against your skin. “As if their story is a stone I carry, though I did not cast it.”
You felt him take another step closer, the air shifting around him. “Was it your hand that held the blade?” he asked, his voice low and intent. “Was it your command that ended them?”
The question was direct, stripping away all pretense. You finally turned to face him. He was only a few feet away now, close enough that you could see the faint lines of exhaustion around his eyes, the subtle tension in his jaw.
“No,” you whispered, the word firm. “It was not my hand. But I am of the blood that gave the order, and I—”
“Do not,” he interrupted, his voice sharp, yet not unkind. It was a command, but one meant to protect. “Do not take upon your shoulders a burden that is not yours to carry. The guilt of kings and the sins of fathers are a poison. To drink it willingly is a slower, more insidious death than any blade can deliver.”
His words felt like a key turning in a lock deep inside you, freeing a breath you didn't realize you were holding. The simple, stark truth of them was more absolution than any priest could offer. You looked at him, truly looked at him, not as the Prince of Wallachia, but as the man who had just offered you a strange and unexpected mercy.
The words that came next felt necessary, a final stone to be cleared from between you. “Then let me offer a burden that is rightfully mine to lift,” you said, your voice gaining strength. “I… I wish to apologize. For my family. And for…” the word stuck in your throat, thick and unpleasant, “…for my betrothed.” You forced it out. “The provocation at the banquet was uncalled for. To question your honor in such a way was an aggression I do not condone.”
He observed you for a long moment, the candlelight dancing in his dark eyes. Then, that same ghost of a smile you had seen in the hall returned, but this time, it was different. A faint, genuine curve of his lips that transformed the severity of his features.
“Your apology is accepted,” he said, his tone gracious.
he stood before the altar beside you, his gaze shifting from your face to the candle he still held. “But I do not regret the words I spoke. I believe every one of them.” He looked back at you, and the intensity in his eyes was like a physical force. “For a man like me, that is the only currency that holds any value: the truth, however brutal. And in that hall, for that moment, it was enough.”
It was enough. The words settled over you. He was not a man who needed or wanted pretty lies. He valued honesty above comfort, and in offering him your raw, unvarnished truth—your apology, your misplaced guilt, your prayer for his family—you had, without realizing it, offered him the one thing he could respect.
He stood beside you, a solid, silent presence in the flickering dark, both of you gazing at the small, defiant flames. The chapel was no longer a place of lonely torment, but a sanctuary for two wounded souls, and the silence between you was no longer heavy, but filled with a profound and unexpected understanding.