cw psych med stuff below
i keep thinking about what to tell my psych when we meet next week, i have two 15mg immediate release a day. but i honestly feel like that’s not really breaking thru. im technically more awake but still lethargic and paralyzed. but if i take 1.5 in the morning and 1 in the afternoon i feel like its a lot more affective and ive been able to get more stuff done and like make/execute stuff better. so i guess im just hoping she would approve of an extra half each day ??
idk i feel more tired on adderall than i remember being last time. maybe last time i was running on more natural adrenaline just because of everything i had to do, working full time at the garden center, 3 classes at school, tutoring two days a week, and writing for the school paper i was basically just on all the time lol. now i have less to do which is nice but less structured and less pressure to perform
