veggie

i’m so sleepy and cold, i ate cereal for breakfast, i gained a little since yesterday which was the whole point but i still feel bad bad :(

i might make popcorn?

my wife goes to bed very early because she wakes up very early (so she’s usually asleep before or by 8pm, generally wakes up anywhere between 2-4am) and she’s been snoozing for like maybe 30 minutes or so when she just woke up a few minutes ago, checked the time and saw it was 7:41. she leaves for work at 6:20 in the morning and thought it was past 7 in the am 😭 she started panicking and getting out of bed like “omg it’s 7:41” and i was like no no baby it’s at night, pm, and she immediately just relaxed and got back in bed and now she’s snoozing away again lol. she’s so cute and funny. sleep tight my little bean

it’s not even raining or windy rn so idk why it happened

dang power is out again

i’m feeling anxiety inside this flesh prison tonight

my arms and shoulders hurttttt

wife brought home wendy’s for dinner bc power is out well it’s back now but wendy’s sounded good so we stuck with that and i ate a fair amount so that’s good plus some chocolate frosty

ugh this i am seeing these vids on insta where this woman shows everything her toddler eats in a day and how much of it he eats. he eats very healthy and balanced (lots of fruit and veggies, rice, yogurt, chicken, bread, peanut butter etc). and has 3 meals a day and 1-2 snacks. and STILL people in the comments saying “omg why is your kid eating SOOOO much” “he’s constantly starving g bc you only feed him carbs” like what the hell? people forget that toddlers often require up to 1400 calories a day! he’s eating 3 meals and snacks! that’s literally recommended not just for growing children but also for adults. idk we’re just freaking rotted in the head by now

big storm, big thunder, very dark outside, power out

i’m home and in bed and the nausea has subsided at least

i went home from work early i could not make the last hour happen