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also it took me 8 months of work to save up 18 hours of sick time, that seems very sad honestly. for me that is only 3 days of work

ah okay i sent my manager an email and text calling out, tell me why i feel guilty for calling out even though i have plenty of sick time and haven’t called out sick in 8 months lol. fuck this society we live in

going to text and email my boss that i’m not coming in in about an hour so it’s not too early but not too late either

i honestly do think that i’m immune to this fabled “endorphin rush” you’re supposed to get when you exercise. runners high? don’t know her. when i exercise i feel much closer to death than at any other point in my day. exercise has never made me feel good a single time. i think k im either immune or broken

yeah i def think i’m calling out today i haven’t taken a sick day since november of last year and still at 5/7 if my “allowed” sick days for the year but i took all 5 from august to november last year so they should start falling off soon

i’m unfortunately awake i might call out of work today bc back & tummy still really hurt

y stomach was feeling better earlier today but it started hurting again this afternoon and now it just hurts so much i’m hobbling around i wish it would stop😔😔😔

just saw someone posted a meme that referred to bill clinton’s relations w monica lewinsky as “consensual” and uhhhh not sure i really like that framing lol. she may not have said no but the man was twice her age and the literal president… and she was treated so terribly by the public and media. i just don’t think it makes sense to call it “consensual” because there’s just so much context to the situation.

i did dishes, folded a load of towels and a load of clothes, brought the trash bins in and took out the trash

napped about 2 hours

okay i’ve showered, also this morning i’ve watered the garden and vacuumed and fed the birds. i’m feeling tired