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when i think about my future when im older i sometimes think ill just still be watching my fav old sitcoms on repeat forever and ever until im 85… until i die… just comfort & nostalgia forever and ever. reading little books. knowing all the jokes in my shows by heart. watching my same comfort movies. i think i would b okay with that

and i feel depressed i feel like my adderall really does help w the general depression but ive been off it lately bc its killed my appetite and ive been trying to let myself eat but the depression is creeping back in blehhh

my head hurts :(

i’m feeling surprisingly not as crappy as i was expecting to after work today, i took dayquil but that was like about 8 hours ago now? so it’s definitely worn off by now. are the antibiotics starting to workkkkk

okay i didn’t really expect blue nights to be coming out on top in the poll!! and honestly i thought when the wolf comes home would be more popular!! you guys always surprise me. anyway there’s still time so go vote if you haven’t yet and you feel like judging some books by their covers

we just don’t have enough people if i can call for someone for 15 minutes on my walkie and no one comes to help 🙃

lol right off the bat at work with 3 hours of shelving, going to do my best but also try to take it easy since i’m still so fatigued. my coworker says i sound a lot less congested than i was a few days ago, it’s hard for me to tell because i still feel really congested but im hoping that’s a good sign!!! i also feel like a bunch of the crap in my chest has loosened up a LOT and it’s like allllll coming out so i think that may be a good sign too idk i just wanna feel better!

i’m sooo tired but have to leave for work in about 25 mins

i tried to finish my book last night i came so close!!! but i had to stop i got too sleepy so i fell asleep and then dreamed about finishing my book and dreamed about the ending. i can’t remember what i dreamed the ending was anymore. but going to finish before work today

one of my biggest pet peeves is seeing people’s tvs mounted waaaaay too high lol are you TRYING to have chronic neck pain? more importantly if i am a guest in your house, you want to exacerbate MY chronic neck pain?!?!

i’m going to ask wife to help me make white chicken chili for when she’s gone this week so i can have that for dinners