kittyyyy

i'm so depressed recently. i dunno what to do... i'm just so lonely and empty. and i hate being bothered, like i don't have the energy to do anything. every time i try to reach out people give me a response i don't like which makes me feel discouraged. even if it goes well, i ruminate on conversations for so long and i'm like "what is wrong with me i suck" siiiigh

i'm a loser and i hate myself when ppl think i'm cool i'm like great i tricked you that's nice. i literally suck

i am so stressed oh my god i hate my life oughhhh hhhhhgh

when u up late at night doing stuff and its like "i cannot wait to go thd fuck to bed"

i miss when it'd be november and i'd have ppl being like "yo i lost NNN, lets go 12 minutes" and i'd be like great i'm happy for u

every time i think like "am i still depressed" something happens and im like oh yeah, still can't wait to die ;w;