There are flowers in your lungs !

me: i'm mean

        ❛     will you   STOP,   it’s like you’re   a n n o y e d   that i   genuinely   care about you and don’t want to fuck you and   l e a v e   -----   maybe it’s not going to happen tonight, maybe i’ll   insist   on us   TALKING.     ❜

        ❛     not  lost,   i   KNOW   where i am, thanks   -----   maybe i just thought it would be   c o o l   to see some racing, there a   PROBLEM   with me being here  ?     ❜

         ❛     bet you’ll look really   h o t   with his   BLOOD   on you. well it’s not a complete idea  !   do you know if he goes anywhere  ?   like maybe if he goes to a bar we can   TRAIL   him home, or   slip  something   in his drink 'n   tie  him  up   when he gets home. either that or do it while he’s   asleep   &   vulnerable.   of course i’m trying to think   SMART   about this, but like you said, we will   clean  up  our  mess.   mhm, don’t know what i’d do if something    happened   to you. hopefully you’ll   never   have to find out.      ❜

          ❛     you’re full of   SHIT   ------   r i g h t,   well you should have   TOLD  ME   a while back that you didn’t want anything   S E R I O U S   instead of   dragging  me  along.   but you have time to   fool  around,   right  ?     ❜

            ❛     it   f e e l s   like a lot i guess, but i want that too. like, i was   okay   with the idea of   NEVER   having   a n y   of that, and never, you know,   dating  a  GUY   ....   but i wanna be with   Y O U   -----   you can do all that with me behind closed doors. hold my hand ‘n   everything.   long as you know that.     ❜