You’re not alone
Nowadays a lot of people are depressed and sure there are people who claim to be depressed even tho they're not because they simply don't know the difference between being sad and being mentally ill! Actually being depressed is not only battling your own fucking mind all the time but also trying to get through life, have a job, not forgetting to feed yourself and reminding yourself to do chores in your apartment or house. Even that is only like 40% of all that shit you have to do every day and in the end you end up doing nothing. You're sitting in your room, staring at the wall, your phone or the TV for hours. Yes, of course you could've been productive in that time, where you just bobbed around at home.. but you didn't because you weren't able to recover yourself from.... yourself, and trust me, I get that. Yet there are still people out there who don't understand, and never will, how that feels like and that's totally fine! I am so happy for them! But please don't do the mistake and try to convice everybody how bad you feel because they will NEVER understand and they will actually just think that you're a psychopath or whatever. At least that's what I experienced. If you ever feel that way again, remember that there are actually people out there who DO understand you and who are willing to help. So if you read up to this point, I want you to know that I am here for you no matter what happens and no matter how far away we're from eachother. Just message me and I WILL be there for you. I promise. That's the least I can do
