AtikurRahman

Healing is lonely, hang in there

sometimes it just hurts and there is nothing you can do about it

I feel myself changing. I don’t laugh the same anymore, i don’t smile the same, or talk the same. I’m just so tired of everything, mentally.

I’ve recently realized that the more you silence your grief and accumulate it, the greater the physical pain. Imagine how fragile you are when you think secrecy is a victory, when in fact it’s the biggest defeat you can commit yourself.

“Here’s the thing with disappearing, you can yell and no one hears ya”

should have known from my past nothings ever built to last

If I don’t recieve validation every 24 hours I turn back into a pile of dust

I just don’t understand why you hate me so much…

be careful with how much you tolerate. you are teaching them how to treat you