Kiss me now before you go. Summertime sadness. I just wanted you to know that baby, youâre the best.
I never really understood what this meant until now. Iâve been told that I should be thankful - not everyone gets to experience this, and I understand what they mean.Â
And I donât mean âthisâ as the end of a relationship, a chapter, or idea. Iâm not talking about time, seasons or rotations. I mean âthisâ as who I was. I can tell Iâm different. I can tell sheâs different and I understand that Iâm not who she is or where she was. She was scared, excited and hopeful, and in some way, Iâm still feeling those things - just in a completely different way.Â
Iâm sorry that this didnât work out. Iâm sorry we went through so much. While I cry for her, who we were, I remind myself itâs ok to feel sad.
Especially when thereâs change.















