ranting lolz

there’s something about my dad telling me about all the things he does with his other kids that makes my heart sink. like oh thanks for telling me, did you forget you were absent most of my childhood?

eid was actually… enjoyable for once and i didnt sit around bored out my brain with a hundred people telling me to do stuff. success??

it’s really a struggle being undiagnosed for ADHD but the undiagnosed ADHD stops you from making the effort to get a diagnosis. i need to be committed.

this isn’t meant as a “nice guys finish last” type of thing but I’ve been told many, many times I’m way too forgiving of people and I’m not really sure if thats a good thing or bad thing. I guarantee you could be a horrible person to me and I will always forgive and continue to love you because I think ‘well at least I still have them’. Hm.