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got my partner to watch Twilight and he thought it was soooooooooooo ridiculous and I was like well....yes. its funny ridiculous cuz they're both so awkward. the writing is absolutely so funny too "my own personal brand of heroin" "and so the lion fell in love with the lamb" "what a stupid lamb" "what a sick masochistic lion" like I'm crying. however Catherine hardwicke had a vision I could appreciate cuz the clothes the music THE BLUE FILTER(cant forget that) were all SO 00s indie lmaoooo

hand sewing is so fun and beautiful I feel positively medieval when I do it and closer to the people before me more than ever. am I gaslighting myselflf because my fucking needle went through a bit of my finger and I'm bleeding? no of course not I'm enjoying the beauty of its mundaneness

the future is change, and i find myself fearing change the more and more i become comfortable. im scared of losing what i have, that change means the end of something good when it really should be the beginning of something new. my roommate is moving out and im having a hard time figuring out what im going to do afterwards even if logically ill just live by myself. im scared of being alone and these thoughts find me only when im alone. it scares me to think what else might find me while im alone. im trying to convince myself that i should be happy because despite how much i love my roommate we recently started having minor problems. whatever anyways i guess i just need to distract myself from the loud silence of loneliness. i have many hobbies but my favorite hobby of conversation will have to be filled by the sound of tv and music once more. its okay itll always be okay but it doesn't FEEL okay and im trying to work myself down from a bit of a breakdown over it all. i really hate change. really really really hate it.

why is the Blair witch project lore so extensive AND divided amongst fans. the movie wasnt even really scary but I think everything else about it was interesting. Why Does Everyone Think The Characters Are Annoying Though? in the first movie I mean. I enjoyed them! I thought them arguing and tweaking was valid bruh like we stayed the night in these woods and now a fucking entity is after us and the map is gone and the log across the stream is gone and my backpack is so heavy and there's no more food or cigarettes and everyone is mad af rn. like I get it lol, u leave me outside for more than three days ima be overstimulated asf and biting peoples heads off. I honestly thought it was perfect found footage (I don't watch a lot of those tho so if u have any recs send them 2 me plz)

normal person: hi how are y- class of 2020: we actually didn't get a graduation utena tenjou: I actually don't have a family naruto:SASSSUUUKKKEEEEEEE sasuke:NAARRRUUUTOOOOOO

Adian was the best love interest in SATC I know this might be controversial IDGAF!!!! he was hawt asf and so in love with her. Carries uncaring hands should've never held his heart it should've been ME!I'm about to dye my hair while watching a SATC YouTube video and all I could think about was how good and fine that man was to her. IDK anything about the sequel show so don't tell me if he's bad in that, that shits like fanfiction to me anyways soooooo... yea.

i was lowkirkenuinley speeding crazy style on the highway the other day. im talking an 85 in a 55... woopsy daisy. im trying to pay it off cuz fuck that if im going to court in front of a judge of all people. BUT! the stupid site isn't loading like i thought y'all wanted my money???????

considering my taste in film and music i miiiiight be unc. that stupid ahh Spotify wrapped said im like 68 music wise. kys Spotify im moving to a different music streaming soon anyways... once i find one.

the little stuttering dweeb from the clothing store in To Wong Foo, Thanks For Everything! Julie Newmar. he's an absolute cutie. i like little dweebs like that. movies fantastic so far. ive decided to review my movies on Tumblr because the pretentiousness of Letterboxd irritates me so bad. i like talking about movies and Tumblr feels more like a community than Letterboxd could ever feel like. if anyone has any queer recommendations to watch after To Wong Foo then hit my line.

The perfect man exists and its Jude Law in The Holiday. When he put his glasses on STRIKE 1. When he said he was a editor STRIKE 2. She showed up to his house and found out he was a FATHER to two daughters STRIKE 3. HE HAS CHEST HAIR STRRRIIKKKEEE 4!!!! The perfect man exists and its Jude Law as Graham in The Holiday.

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