⛧The Lestat de Lioncourt of jiraiblr⛧

I don’t know how to read treble clef. Istg if they expect me to read treble clef.

Bro idk if anyone notices but I’m like always in crisis mode. I’m just better at hiding it most days

I’m back cuz I wanna die again

God hates me and I hate him more

I’m leaving jiraiblr yall piss me tf off corny ass mfs

When the weed starts tasting like cat food and tiny chairs and printer paper with messy marker drawings and chocolate milk served in styrofoam cups and cigarette smoke and the distant sound of Nickelodeon cartoons and race cars and crickets and tall grass and powdery perfume and Zoloft and mothers with depression who are just trying the best for their children and prescriptions passed down like family heirlooms

No one was nice to me today because I didn’t have the energy to put on makeup

The reason I think I hate myself so much is probably because I don’t really have a reason to be depressed. I live a cushy middle class first world country life with loving parents and good friends and I still wanna kms? Honestly pathetic.