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i don't even have anything funny to say, i just fucking hate this. hate it. viscerally. the idea that anybody would think this is something i would be happy about is utterly alien to me and anybody making ai generated photos of me is getting blocked on sight.

i saw this early this morning and i've just had this deep feeling of dread in the pit of my stomach because this shit is only going to get fucking WORSE. luckily this one doesn't really look like me, but the next one might or the one after that or the one after that

and I also want to rant abt AI a bit, because its genuinely affecting us artist, I don’t post my art on here and I haven’t posted anywhere in a while bc its so upsetting to see how the art and style that took me years to create can be stolen within seconds bc its “more easy”. art is a skill, you’re supposed to train it the same way you would for anything else, and most importantly, it’s about the soul, art has a meaning, art is something we use as the human race to express ourselves, to show the way I see the world and what goes on inside my head, AI could never replicate that, AI is soulless, it can create beautiful pieces, yes, but they lack of the actual thing that makes art so beautiful, the meaning.

and use AI to replicate a whole ass person? truly dystopian, and scary. you’re giving these people the tools to replicate your whole identity, and you have no idea what they could do with that, if you’re going to use it, at least have the decency to keep the rest of the world out of it, what you do with your identity its up to you, but don’t use other people for that, especially when they had stated so many times how they DONT LIKE AI !!! I shouldn’t even have to say that but omg some of y’all really lack common sense

the expected answer would be yes, we love him, why wouldn’t we? But in reality y’all wouldn’t & y’all DIDN’T. this is for the people who literally SLEEP on haechan’s existence in nct. his we go up cam is still the lowest viewed out of the members and that pretty much gives a message to the company sm that haechan isn’t really popular.

im sad that someone who is literally so TALENTED, has a voice that goes #G5, can dance and learn any choreography in a short period of time, the mood maker of the group, is considered the underdog. he was the only one in dream to go through a scandal that mentally exhausted and embarrassed him. he still survived it. he has a tan skin color but he says he loves and represents his skin for what it is. he had actual FANS calling him fat and hyuck had to go on a diet since the age of 15. he legit supports the LGBT community and even suggested kfans to listen to troye sivan. he went through all this and y’all say he hasn’t had it hard in the industry?

people sleep on hyuck all the time without even knowing it, just like how some of you did when jeno and him did aegyo, when he was on stage and the “fans” shouted “Jisung!” repeatedly when he was still talking, when members choose x over haechan, when he got hate for being unprofessional when he accidentally got hit by winwin on stage. it all affects him, but he’ll never show how aware he is to all this. he’s sensitive but he tries hard not to show it. of course he won’t, every idol has to keep up an image.

it’s saddening that haechan is one of the least popular members in nct. I wouldn’t imagine how hard it is for him, the actual 18 year old kid who had to go through all this. i hope he doesn’t think low of himself after seeing the views on his wgu cam. teenage years are sensitive years, you start thinking maybe you’re not good enough or how you could become better.