VALODIA

Getting tired of everything just to survive this crazy world, at least let me cry for once to let this emotions inside me be free and let me complain in silence. It's not easy to be on top cause everyone is expecting you and they are relying on you.... Just... Let me cry.

I have this creepy experience in my dreams last year way back when I was still in college. I dreamed this guy for straight 3 nights, first night, I was dreaming in a place full of sunflower, everything is yellow except to a one guy who standing there wearing red sweatshirt with chrysanthemum on his one eye he just smiling. I can't see his face clearly. on the second night he was there on our garden at home standing on the spot where my dog buried, he still wear the same thing, third night he is now on my bedroom staring at me while I'm sleeping, I quickly got up and realize it was just a dream and no one is in my room. what more weird is, red is my favorite color and chrysanthemum and sun flower are my favorite flowers, and that guy seems to know it.