You’re so golden

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Show me pt.1    Show me pt.2 

Plus size (Y/N)

Word count: 1,260

Please read part 1 and 2 first! this is the last part I’m doing for this, I had too much fun xD

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Letting me stand on my own, my toes meet the frostiness of the bathroom tile. A shiver runs through me as Cal’s eyes meet my own. He pushes me against the bathroom door a hand cradling the back of my head as we hear the soft click of the bathroom door as it closes. Despite what we just did, I still hold some nerves at the base of my belly as I look up at him.

His hands move through the back of my hair as he goes to cradle both sides of my jaw, “Such a good girl for me, yeah?” He whispers against my lips.

I let out a shuddered breath as his words fall across my lips. His hand leaving my face to trail down my stomach, fingers finding my clit. “Always so, so good for me.”

My hands clutch his forearms as my head hits the door, I moan as I struggle to catch my breath. “As much as I'd like to take you against this door,” He ran his nose over my jaw line as he brought his lips up to my ear. “I have a promise to uphold.” I try to catch my breath as I peer up at him. “Please.”

He trails his hands from my shoulders down to my fingertips, maintaining eye contact. He takes hold of my hands bringing them up to circle his neck. His hands burning a path as he cups to cup the backs of my thighs, hoisting me up around his waist. I run my hands up through his curls as I kiss up his neck to his jaw, enjoying the way he tenses as I run my tongue up the length of his jaw.

He stops in front of the shower glass door and slides it open, other arm under my ass, supporting me. He carefully steps us in, sliding the door shut behind him. He brings one hand up to cup the back of my neck as his mouth meets mine, hot tongue meeting my own. He reaches down to cup under my ass as he pushes us up against the shower wall, the sharp cold of the tile meets my back as I hiss and arch forward. My nipples brushing against the hardness of his chest as the back of my head meets the wall. My nails dig into his shoulders as he drags his tongue on the open column of my throat. “You ok pretty girl?” He whispers against my throat. I breathed out as I nodded.

“I need your mouth on me again, please.” I begged as my forehead met his. “You begging is almost just as pretty as you cumming sweetheart.” he gently lets me to my feet, hands still on my ass. “But I’m afraid I don’t know where you need my mouth. You’re going to have to tell me (Y/N).”

Nerves explode in my belly spreading to my toes as I clench my thighs trying to stop the ached. All of this still so new to me. “My chest. My stomach, thighs. My pussy. Anywhere Cal, just please. Don’t make me beg.” I rake my nails down his chest, enjoying the hiss that comes out of his mouth. “Why not baby? You sound so pretty when you beg.” His hand coming down to cup my bare pussy. “But my girl gets anything she asks for.” His finger circles my entrance before slightly pushing in. I hissed, still sore from the bedroom. He gives me one last kiss to my mouth before he leans down to run his tongue down my chest. He pulls his hand from me and gives me one last look before stepping back and slowly sinking to his knees.

My stomach tightens and my fist clench at my sides. I whimper as I look down to see him on his knees in front of me. He raises an eyebrow as he runs his hands across my thighs, slowly nudging them open. “Is this what you wanted? Me on my knees for you?” He ran his tongue on the inside of my thigh, so close but so far to where I need him. “Me, tasting you on my knees?” His hand came behind me to turn the handle for the shower, cold water shooting out soaking both of us. I gasp as the cool water hits my skin, chilling the fire he set to my nerves. My hands going to grip and pull his hair while he stares up at me, tongue circling my clit as water continues to spray down on both of us.

“Jesus.” I gasp out as his fingers tighten on my hips as he continues to devour me. A  hand shooting out to grab the wall as the other tightens in his hair. His hand leaves my hip and brings a finger to curl into my entrance, tongue still teasing my clit. My toes curl and thighs start to shake as a burn start to blossom in my lower stomach. He pulls his mouth from me but keeps his finger caressing me. “C’mon Cal please.” I whined. I start to push his head towards me, desperate.

My ears ringing as I clench my thighs around his hand, desperate for my release. He pinches my thigh to get his attention. Chest heaving as I try to catch my breath as I look at him. “Can you hand me the Showerhead my love?” Thumb circling my clit as he peers up at me. My whole body is tight as I try to chase me release, so close.

His hand stops completely making me grunt as I gave him a look of annoyance. “I asked you a question (Y/N). Focus sweetheart.”

Keeping my eyes on him I trail my hand blindly up the wall until my fingers meet the cool metal of the shower head. With a shaky hand I curl my fingers around it and take it off the wall, handing it to him. “That’s my good girl.” With a smile and a final kiss to my thigh he turns the shower head onto me. His fingers go back to curling inside me as the water pulses against my clit. I moan loudly as the water hits me, grip tightening on his hair as he looks up at me, a second finger working its way inside of me.

I gasp as I try to find my breath, my legs failing to support me as my orgasm creeps up on me. “You got it baby, come for me pretty girl,” His fingers going faster now. “Come for me while I’m on my knees for you.” My orgasm explodes through every nerve in my body, electricity and fire spreading through every nerve. My ears start to ring as I feel myself become to weak to stand on my own. He drops the showerhead as he rises to his feet, an arm coming around my waist, helping me stand upright. Other hand coming up to to cradle my jaw.

Limbs grew weak as he kissed me, tongue invading my mouth. All I see, hear, feel, taste, is him. And I never want to stop. “You ok baby?” He whispers against my lips. I grin as I look up at him, exhaustion setting over me.

Masterlist

Show Me Pt.1

Plus size/virgin (y/n)

(A/N): I may have gotten a bit carried away but who cares lol. Been having a lot of shit going on, so finally without further ado , here’s part 2. If you guys would like any requests please feel free to inbox me :) Please read part 1 if you haven’t yet already. This continues right where part 1 left off.

Pairing: Reader/Calum Hood

Words: 4,331

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Walking into the bedroom he gently sets me down onto the soft carpet in front of his bed, feeling the carpet run through my toes.

“Now I know you haven't done anything with anybody,” cupping my face, running his thumbs against my lips. “And I can’t wait to be the first one to ever see you come.” he whispered with his nose against mine. One hand staying on your face, the other snaking around to the bottom of your back, pulling you closer. 

In this position you could feel everything. Your breath getting caught in your throat, with your hands balled into fists at your sides.

He snaked his hands down my arms and to my hands and putting them together. “Sweetheart you have to breathe,” bringing my hands to his mouth, gently kissing the knuckles. “It’s just me babe.” Lightly running his thumbs over my hands.

The air grows heavy as I began to feel lightheaded. There's nothing more I wanted in this moment than to make him feel how he’s always made me feel.

“I’m ready, I just need some help from you.” My hands fidgeting out of his hold to lightly run my hands along the bottom of his lower stomach  He smiled at me as he grabbed both of my hands to rest on his shoulders as he pulled me closer.

“Just me baby.” Forehead on mine, hands squeezing my waist. “Just you.” My nails digging into his shoulders. Taking one last deep breath and swallowing my nerves before they come up and get the best of me.

Taking one last look at you he ran his tongue along you bottom lip wanting permission to explore your mouth. You opened your mouth allowing him to explore my mouth further. He pulled you even closer, heat radiating off of each other. His hands leaving your waist to squeeze your ass, underwear bunching at the band.

He softly broke away from your embrace and kept eye contact as he softly pushed your bra straps off of your shoulders. “Fuck.” Struggling to catch your breath. 

“Turn around for me baby.” hands resting at the top of my ass lightly squeezing the area. I slowly shuffle around to face the full body mirror facing the bed. He moved his mouth to my ear, lightly pulling on my earlobe with his teeth before whispering.

“Remember the bathroom?” Running his hands across my neck, lightly squeezing. “I want you to watch me the whole time.” Left hand staying on my neck and his right snaking down my back to undo my bra. “That's all I ask sweetheart.” One quick tug and he slowly pulled away your bra as he remained eye contact. You hear a soft thump as the bar hits the carpeted floor.

You were having an internal battle with yourself, resisting the urge to pull your arms up to your chest. You start to feel your eyes flutter, wanting to break eye contact from embarrassment. He notices this and takes his hand to push up your chin. “Don't be ashamed baby, you're beautiful.” 

“Ok.” you gasped, still breathless.

His hands moving around to pinch one of your already hard nipples causing a moan to tumble from your lips and toss your head back into his shoulder. “God damn,” he muttered while putting his hands on your hips to turn you around. “I can’t wait any longer.” Pulling you closer, your bare chest pressing against his warm body.

“Wait,” Hands going to his hips to push him to it on the edge of the bed. “I wanna make you feel good first.” Getting to my knees in front of him, softly laying my shaking hands on his knees. “Please show me.”

He spreads his knees and leans back on one hand. Gazing down at me lovingly he grabbed my chin with his free hand. “I’m not gonna last long sweetheart.”

“I don’t care.” I whispered. My hands running up his thighs to the waistband of his shorts to pull them down. He lifted his hips off the bed allowing me to pull them down. 

My eyes widened as I looked down, breath caught in my throat. I’m not stupid, I know he’s been with other people before, he’s done things, has experience. Me on the other hand, not so much. I just want to make sure I can make him feel as good as he makes me.

“Let me know if you start to feel uncomfortable ok baby?” He grunted. “God I can’t wait to have your pretty mouth wrapped around me.”

I ran my hands lightly up and down his thighs unsure of my first move, doubting myself. He can sense my nervousness so he lightly grabs my hand and maintains eye contact as he presses a light kiss to the center of my palm.

My head feels lighter and I feel more butterflies in my stomach as I see him lick a bold stripe up my palms to the tip of my fingers. My breath getting caught in my throat as licks in between my fingers and slowly putting them in his mouth. Feeling his warm, wet mouth on me has me squeezing my thighs together to get some relief. And his gaze on me tells me he knows exactly what he’s doing. 

“Gotta get it wet first.” He whispered. “Now just hold me in your hand.” He muttered, now leaning back on both arms looking down at me.

I slowly took him into my hand and watched as he scrunched up his eyes and tilted his head back. “Fuck sweetheart, ok now move your hand up and down for me.” He groaned eyes still closed.

I start to move my wrist back and forth trying to gain a rhythm, looking at his face and focusing on the way his face contorts when I get to the top. “Fuck (y/n), you’re doing so good.” His hips jutting up and stomach clenching. I felt a wave of heat rush up my core as I quietly moaned seeing him like this. “I’m gonna lay back now, ok sweetheart?” Slowly leaning back while maintaining eye contact until his back hits the bed. I slowly start up my pace again, still taking my time, not knowing a hundred percent on what he likes.

“Can you put your mouth on me please pretty girl? I need it.” whispered so low I could barely hear it. I clenched my thighs together as I took in the sight of him. Fully spread out, stomach clenched. His head digging back into the sheets, slight sheen of sweat on his forehead, hair slightly curling. Hands at his sides, gripping the sheets. I paid more attention to the tattoos on his hands. The whiteness of the sheets and the tattoos a great contrast.

I slowly leaned down to gently lick at his tip, his hips bucking up as i did so. He whimpered as his hand went up to clutch at his hair. “Ok baby, now slowly fit what you can in your mouth ok sweetheart?” 

I took a deep breath and slowly pushed my head down on him, stopping about halfway, taking the rest of him with my hand. Slowly trying to gain of what I’m sure is a sloppy rhythm. “Pretty girl, can I please grab your hair?” Thighs clenching, along with his stomach.

Without taking him out of my mouth I took my free hand, snaked it along the bed trying to find his, and slowly curled his fingers into my hair, urging him to pull. “Fuck doll, your mouth feels so fucking good.” His grip tightened on my hair as I felt him start to twitch in my mouth. “I’m g-gonna cum sunshine.”

His thighs started to tremble as his grip readjusted in my hair, airy breaths heard above me as his hips lifted off the bed. My fingers digging into his thighs as he filled my mouth with loud whimpers.

I swallow what I can and relax my jaw with a breath. I run my eyes from his abdomen all the way up to see his head back, jaw clenched. Deep breaths coming out in pants, hand still gripping my head, other gripping the sheet beside him.

His dark eyes slowly met mine, hand moving down my face to grip my jaw pulling me towards him making me crawl up to straddle his hips. My hands landing on the sides of his head. His thumb swiping along my bottom lip, catching what I couldn’t swallow, “My god, the things you do to me.” His thumb pushing past my lips, my eyes meet his as I take it into my mouth, tongue swirling around his thumb.

I release his thumb with a pop smiling. “How was that?” I asked slightly out of breath, a bit nervous about his response.

He kept one hand on my face as he rolled us over, him between my parted thighs, heels digging into his lower back. His hand still cradling my jaw, he leant down to rest his forehead against mine. “I am so lucky every part of you belongs to me.” Dipping his head down to kiss at my jaw. “So,” kiss. “Fucking,” kiss. “Lucky.”

I feel my chest rise and fall with every hot breath he lets out on my neck. “Can I please taste you now pretty girl?” His hand tracing the side of my body with the weight of no more than a feather, careful fingertips tracing the curvature of my breast then slowly circling my nipple before giving it a soft tug. I whimpered and arched up, I felt my chest hit his.

“Yes Cal, please.” I say trying to catch my breath.

“Tell my something sunshine,” Dipping his head down to whisper against my lips. “What do you think about when you touch yourself?”

My breath got caught in my throat, I tried to take in more air but I don’t think I'm physically able to. Afraid I wont be able to get out any actual coherent sounding words, I just look at him with high eyebrows and a quizzed expression. Palm flat between my boobs working its way down my stomach, he looks at me. “Oh (Y/N), I can’t get that pretty little image out of my head.” Right middle finger circling my belly button now.

Hs body angled on the side of mine, finger still tracing my bellybutton. “It was only a few weeks ago, you got off of school early.” His finger stopped tracing my bellybutton and is dangerously close to the top of my underwear. “I said that you could come here early because I wouldn’t be here for a few hours.” He licked up my neck and slightly blew on it. It made me tremble slightly.

Oh god. Of course I remember, I was so desperate. I was paranoid he would walk in on me. He had sent me a mirror picture of him when he was at the gym with his friends. 

I’m not blind, yes Calum is insanely attractive, out of my league even. It’s just seeing him in a white t-shirt drenched in sweat, his tattoos peaking through the fabric. His curls sticking to his forehead, his entire body glistening. It did something to me to the point I could only think of one thing that could fix it.

His hand stopped running along my stomach and went to softly pick up my left hand and gently laid it on my lower stomach. My heart stuck in my throat at this point. “I guess you forgot to shut the bedroom door all the way.” Hand sliding over the top of mine, fingers matching mine. “You were wearing that same shirt of mine you had on earlier.” His hand still on mine, slowly gliding down my stomach. “On your back, knees spread just enough for this hand to be in that pretty little black lace you have.” Both of our fingers running over the top of my underwear. I can’t find the right words to say, all that is coming out of my mouth are loud pants.

“Y-you saw that?” I clench the sheets with my right hand until my knuckles are white.

“Of course I did. Hair splayed across the sheets.” He leaned to kiss down my jaw. “Your head was back and your eyes were closed, face was all pink. Hand between those pretty thigh of yours.” He whispered against my jaw.

“I quietly went to the bathroom down the hall, I couldn’t get that image out of my head. So I jerked off in the bathroom with nothing other than that image in my head.” Both of our fingers now underneath my under wear to where I needed him to be. I moaned, while I closed my eyes and threw, my head back onto the bed. 

“Nuh-uh, eyes sunshine. Remember the bathroom.” I look back up to him with desperate eyes and a shaky breath, needing more than he was giving me. “So (Y/N) tell me, what do you think about when you touch yourself?”

His dark eyes meet mine and the expression on his face was the same one he gave me in the living room not too long ago. “You cal. I-It was you.” His forehead hit mine as his hand slipped out of my panties, leaving mine behind. I suddenly felt cold and exposed. Nervous I started to retreat my hand to my chest. His hand shoots down to my hand to grip my wrist, keeping it in it’s place.

“Cal,” I took in a shaky breath. “I can’t do this with you looking at me, it’s t-too much.”

“Yes you can (Y/N),” The grip he has on my wrist loosens and lightly trails up my arm. “And you will.” 

“Just close your eyes baby,” He moved so he’s now hovering above me, hands on either side of my head, my hand still in my panties. “For me ok?”

I flutter my eyes closed and try to keep my heart from beating out of my chest. I slowly return to making small circles on my clit, I curl my toes and arch up as I feel a fire in my belly. I know that if I open my eyes right now, i’ll be done for. I feel him breathing as he dips his head to lightly kiss at my chest, tongue swirling around my nipple, gently tugging.

I moan and try to close my thighs, pleasure becoming too much. “Open your eyes my love.” I slowly open my eyes to see him now on his knees before me, his warm hands on my knees, keeping them apart. 

My eyes on him the whole time as he moves backwards to lay between my legs, kissing my lower abdomen. “Sunshine, eyes on me ok?” His hand sliding up my thigh to grab my hand out of my panties. My mouth runs dry as he brought my hand up to his lips. His dark gaze locked on mine as he put his fingers in his mouth, tongue swirling around the tips. I moaned and tried to close my thighs, his head preventing me from doing so.

“You taste even sweeter than I imagined.” He moaned around my fingers, tongue continuing to sweep around my wetness coating my fingers.

He lets my hand fall to its side as both hands go to my hips to slide off my underwear. One hand goes to my chin, “It’s just me (Y/N), ok? I love you so much.” Voice caught in my throat, I could only manage a small, “I love you too.” Just loud enough for me and him both to hear.

My hands grip the sheets beside me as his hands go back to my hips to slide off my underwear. “Hips up for me sunshine.” He said in a raspy voice, dark eyes still locked on mine. I dug my heels into the mattress and lifted my hips up so he can slide off the material.

I hissed as I felt a coolness hit my center. He ran his hands along my inner thighs, kissing from my knee to just about where I’m craving him the most. Hands and lips all over me, avoiding where i need him.

“Calum, please,” I whimper. “It hurts.”

“I know baby, I know,” He cooed, His breath hitting my center with every word. “I’ll make it all feel better ok?” His hands going to grip the outside of my thighs. “I promise.” I gasp and arch off the bed as he finally licks from my slit up to my clit.

Nothing but loud pants coming from me make me glad that he lives alone. Frantic hands trying to grab anything to help deal with this fire in my belly. Face still buried between my thighs, humming as a hand searches for mine to glide to his hair. Fingers threading through his head, making a fist around his curls. That same hand snaking under my thigh to ease a finger into my entrance, mouth still lapping at me.

My hips stutter and I mewl as I felt the unfamiliar feeling. My grip on his hair goes tighter as my thighs tighten around his head. “I’m sorry, I didn’t m-mean to,” afraid I was gonna crush his head. “You have nothing to be sorry for baby.” He said directly against my center, the vibrations sending a rush through me, straight to my toes. 

“Cal.” I gasp as the burn in my stomach spreads throughout my entire body. One hand gripping the sheets and the other gripping his head. Hips now moving against his face. I clench around his finger as his tongue continues to lick my clit. “Baby,” I trail off looking down at him, my body becoming restless. “I know pretty girl, It’s ok.” His finger going in and out of me, thumb rubbing that small bundle or nerves. “Let go for me sunshine.” His mouth going back on me, finger working in relation with his mouth.

So I let go. I couldn’t stop myself from closing my thighs around his head this time. I let out a moan so loud it echoes off the walls. My grip tightens around his hair. I can still feel my body trembling as he snakes up my body, still in between my legs. Left hand on the side of my head, the other cradling my jaw. He leaned down to put his mouth on mine. Still gasping for breath, I brought a shaky hand up to his face to push back his hair. 

“You did such a good job baby.” He whispered into my mouth, thumb running over my cheekbones.

“Jesus Calum,” I chuckle as I seemed to finally catch my breath.

“Baby can I please be inside you now?” His forehead against mine, breath fanning across my lips. My heart beating faster as the thought of him being inside me fills my head. “I’m aching sweetheart.” He said breathless.

“Yes please.” I whimper as Cal takes his right hand to trail it down my body, stopping on the outside of my thigh. “Sunshine, I gotta grab a condom ok?” Planting one last kiss to my jaw he slides off of me and walks to the night stand, rummaging through the drawers.

I tilted my head up to the ceiling and steeled my jaw, trying to calm my rapidly beating heart. My breath coming out in pants.

I close my eyes as I feel him kneeling between my legs. “Baby, do you think you could put this on for me?” I opened my eyes to see him holding out a hand to me, condom in hand. I took a shaky breath as I grabbed his hand to sit up, knees still arched, him between my legs.

My eyes follow his abdomen up to his eyes, dark and trained on me. His hand coming up to cradle my jaw, thumb running across my lips, “I can’t wait to have you around me. My thighs clenched as my heart fluttered, heat rushing to my core.

His eyes never leaving mine as I pinched the tip of the condom, shaky hand rolling it all the way on. “Lay back for me (Y/N). My eyes focused on his as I slowly laid back on the pillows. My stomach clenched as I watched him stroke himself a few times before crawling between my legs, hands on either side of my head. Dark eyes focused on mine as his right hand trailed to my thigh, lifting it so it curled around his lower back. Making me do the same with my other leg. 

He trailed his hand down my chest, pinching my right nipple making me arch my chest into him, warmth spreading through my body. “Watch me sunshine.” He raised his eyes to mine and he trailed his had farther down my stomach down to my center. Fingers spreading through my heat, circling my clit. Whimpering as I threw my head back against the bed, hair sprayed around me.“

“Uh uh baby, no eyes no prize (Y/N).” His voice teasing as he peered down at me, fingers still going in circles.

“That’s not fair Cal.” I tried to look at him through hooded eyes. “There’s my beautiful girl.” His breath fanned across my lips as his forehead touched mine. His hand stopping on my heat. He grabbed himself and dragged his head up and down my slit, circling around my clit. 

“It may hurt sunshine, it’ll feel better soon I promise.” I felt him slightly push the tip in as I groaned at the intrusion. His hand curled in my hair, pulling me to his chest. My breath fanning his neck as he rolled all the way into me. My hands going to his back, heels digging into his lower back as I moaned in pain.

Calum’s hips stuttered when he was fully inside me, hot breath spilling across my cheek. “My god sunshine.” His lips capturing my gasps. “You feel better than I imagined.”

My eyes wanton with need as I spoke, “Baby, can you please move. I wanna feel you.” Fingers digging into his shoulders as I felt the burn subside a bit.

“I love you pretty girl,” He laid a kiss to my forehead. “So much.”

His eyes locked on mine as he rolled his hips forward. Hands on either side of my head. Heat stirred in my belly, shooting all the way down to my toes. With every roll of his hips, the tingle throughout my body grew. “You feel so good Calum.” My breath coming out in pants as I lifted my head to his shoulder, gently biting the area. As I did this I noticed his hips snapped against mine.

“Do that again please.” He whimpered against my neck, his hand reaching down between us to rub circles on my clit. I let out a sound that I didn’t even recognize as myself as I let my teeth sink into his shoulder another time.

“J-jesus.” His hand going in faster circles. Every time his hips met mine I was beginning to lose myself even more. My stomach started to tighten, I lifted a hand to his head. Fingers combing through the thick locks. “I’m gonna come Cal, I can’t hold it.” Gently tugging his hair between my fingers, eyes squeezing shut as the pleasure ran through my body, becoming too much to bare.

“Come for me pretty girl,” Fingers going steady on my clit as his breath fanned across my lips, lustful eyes boring into mine. “Let go honey.”

I moaned as I felt the knot in my stomach release, my whole body going numb. My head spinning as I curled my toes, pleasure coursing throughout my entire body. Calum still rocking his hips into me, determination on his face. Sweat making his curls stick to his forehead. My hand guiding up to his cheek, tilting his eyes to mine.

“Come for me Calum,” Lips meeting his, capturing his sounds. “Please.” I whispered.

His lips catching mine, tongue invading my mouth as his hips stilled against mine. Whimpers leaving him as he filled the condom, warmth invading me. We both stayed like this for several minutes. Legs around his back, foreheads touching each other. Lips capturing each others sounds as we try to catch our breath.

I winced and sucked in a breath through my teeth as he slid out of me and laid next to me, grabbing my hand to lay it on his rapidly beating heart. I suddenly felt empty, missing him between my thighs. My eyes were on the ceiling, still trying to calm my beating heart. I turned my head to find him already staring at me.

“What?” I whispered, starting to feel the effects of what we had just done between my legs, the ache spreading through my lower half. 

He sat up, carefully taking me on his lap. Wincing as I wrapped my legs around him. “How was that?” He whispered to me as he tucked hair behind my ear, the rest floating down my shoulders. I felt heat spread across my cheeks despite our previous endeavors. “Really good.” I said quietly as I tilted my head down. I felt my nipples grow hard again as I finally felt my body cool down, not realizing how cool it was in the room.

“C’mon sunshine lets get you cleaned up, carefully taking me off his lap he got off the bed. Sliding his hands underneath my knees and the other supporting my upper back, carrying me to the bathroom. 

To be fucking nice and don't treat others poorly. 

Just smut content for now, will do blurbs and such later on

Ashton Irwin:

Yes Mistress

Luke Hemmings:

Blindfold

Calum Hood:

Show Me Pt.1

Show Me Pt.2

Show Me Pt.3

Michael Clifford:

Masterlist

Plus size/Virgin (y/n)

(A/N): Let me know if y’all would like the part 2 :) , I haven't had much time to edit due to my job, so it was quickly edited 

Pairing: Reader/Calum Hood

Words: 2,890

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I don't really know how it got to this point, but I'm really glad it did.

I met Calum at the end of my junior year of highschool, while he was in his senior year. He was an asshole, a big one at that. But I saw something in him that I never wanted to get rid of. Now a year and a half later here we are in his apartment living room playing Mario kart in our pajamas with empty pizza boxes surrounding us. Something we did when we celebrated our anniversary, today was our one year.

"You've got to be fucking kidding me! Seriously babe? Again?" Calum whined and threw his controller down as I beat him for the fourth time.

"I told you babe some people are just better at some things than others." I smirked while taking a bite of my pizza.

"Well I think you're cheating." He crossed his arms over his chest and glared at me.

"Then you're thinking wrong," I laughed and leaned over to kiss him. I stood up and grabbed the empty pizza boxes to throw them away. "Do you need anything from the kitchen babe?"

I turn to him and his gaze is enough to make me almost drop the pizza boxes. He leaned back on the couch with his arm draped on the back. His shirt ridden up an inch or two from this, his muscles showing from underneath. His eyes growing a shade or two darker focused on me, my thighs in particular.

"B-babe?" I stuttered.

"You look so fucking good in my clothes." He breathed.

I looked down to what I was wearing, his old Nirvana shirt that had little holes scattered on it, length coming up to just above mid thigh. I immediately turned red and looked down.

Sure, Calum reminds me daily about how much he loves me and how I'm beautiful. And I can't express how thankful I am for that. I've always been on the bigger side growing up, and Calum knows I've always had my insecurities. But everyday I'm with him always feels like a blessing to have him.

"Thank you." I gave a shy smile and started to walk to the kitchen.

I threw the pizza boxes in the trash can and I turned on the water faucet to cold. I put some water in my hands and splashed my face, I turned off the water and wiped my face dry with the clean towel next to the sink.

I put my hands on the counter top and leaned against it and took a deep breath.

We haven't gone farther than a few make-out sessions, and trust me I have definitely been thinking about going farther lately, but every time we get close to going farther I make up some excuse. He actually makes me comfortable for who I am, more comfortable than I've ever been. He loves me even when I don't love myself.

I'm ready to have him, all of him.

With this thought I smile, I smile with nervousness, with anticipation with what's about to come, but with love.

I walk back out to the living room to see him on the couch head down playing with something in his hands. He hears me and his head shoots up.

"Hey sunshine. Come sit down." He nervously pats the seat across from him.

"Ok.."

"So babe, I know we agreed on no presents, but I wanted to get you something anyway." He breathed out, he was fumbling to open the box in his hands.

I reach forward and put my hands over his. "Baby," I smiled. "Take a breath ok?"

He looked up and smiled at me as his neck turned red. "Yeah, ok." He held onto my hands for a few more seconds. "So you'll probably think this is corny or cliché, but I don't care," He laughed.

"I was just thinking for a while on what to get you..." He trailed off while opening the box. Inside was a beautiful sun pendant with the words my only sunshine written in cursive. 

"When I met you I was in a dark place, my world was filled with black and grays, and then suddenly I was seeing different shades of yellow, blue, the whole damn rainbow." He smiled lovingly at me. I laughed through the tears.

"Cal.." I whispered, at a loss for words. "Thank you so much Cal, it's beautiful." I leaned forward grabbed his face and kissed him with all I had.

He groaned and grabbed me and put me over his lap so I was straddling him. "C-cal?" I whispered.

"Yes baby?" He whispered into my neck making me shiver. The words were stuck in my throat, I wanted to say them, I needed to say them.

He could sense my hesitation and grabbed my face and traced my bottom lip with his thumb. "Sunshine?" No answer. "(Y/N)? What's wrong?”

"I'm ready." I breathed out.

"Ready for what?" He asked and his hands slid down to my waist.

"I'm yours, you can have me, all of me." I said in a voice so low I could barely hear myself. But I definitely know he heard me by the way his body went rigid and his grip on my waist tightened.

"W-what?" He asked nervously. I've never seen him this nervous.

"I'm ready Cal, I want this." I put my hands on his chest and leaned my forehead against his. "No." He looked up at me.

My body flushed with heat. I was embarrassed, beyond embarrassed. Not even a minute ago I was basically pleading for him, and then he just rejected me.

"O-oh ok, I'm just gonna go t-take a shower." I stumbled off of him and started walking upstairs.

"(Y/N) wait!" I heard Calum stand up from the couch and yell after me.

But I don't listen to him. I just keep rushing up the stairs to the bathroom. I went upstairs to the bathroom and locked the door and put my forehead against it and started to cry. I should have known better, he could do better.

I walked over to the mirror and lifted my shirt up to just under my bra, I sighed and looked at my stomach. I ran my hands over the stretch marks covering the lower half of my stomach. I hated these things, I put my shirt down as there was a knock at the door. "Baby please open the door." I heard Calum plead. "Let me explain."

I wiped the tears away and splashed my face with cold water to make my eyes look less puffy. I unlocked the door and pulled it open to reveal calum. He rushed in and held me in his arms, I tensed up with my hands balled up at my sides.

He backed up and took my face into his hands, "Baby, please let me explain why I said no." He pleaded. "Ok." I sniffled.

He took my hands in his, "The only reason I said no earlier is because I didn't want you to think you had to give me anything in return, I don't want to rush you into

anything you're not ready for." He kissed my knuckles.

I looked at my feet, "Oh..." I breathed out. "I thought you weren't attracted to me anymore." My voice trembled.

“Is that what you really thought?” His worried voice asked me

"Well yeah..." I trailed off not really knowing how to answer that.

When I looked up, he was angry. Matter of fact he looked pissed. "Babe? What's the matter? You're kind of scaring me." I laughed nervously.

He said nothing but he stared pretty intensely at me. "Do you trust me?" He said in a low voice.

I shook my head. "Of course." I answered in a heartbeat.

He grabbed my hand as we walked towards the mirror, my feet trudging along. We stopped in front of the mirror, my feet burying into the soft rug below me.

He stood behind me with his hands on my hips and turned me around to look at myself in the mirror. I immediately look down to the counter so he can't see my tears.

"Baby, please look up." I don't. "(Y/N)." He whispers. He snakes his hand around to my chin and softly tilts it upwards. He sets his chin on my shoulder and whispered, "Tell me what you see."

"I can't." I breathed out.

"Ok, do you want to know what I see?"

I don't respond but he tells me anyway. "I see an amazing girl who doesn't know her own worth." He kissed my neck, I sighed and closed my eyes. "I see someone who has my whole heart." He looked in the mirror as his hands slid down my body to my hips.

"Do you want to know what else I see?" His fingers grazing the hem of his t-shirt. His touch felt like fire across my thighs. I nod with my eyes closed. "Nuh uh, words and eyes baby, I want you to see this."

"Yes please." I open my eyes and whimper.

His fingertips slowly raise the t-shirt up to just above my underwear, his hands holding the t-shirt in place just above my hips. "I see a girl who thinks she should be ashamed of her body. But in reality, her body's a blessing from god himself." He whispered hotly in my ear.

I clutched the countertop until my fingers were almost white, my breaths coming out in pants.

"I see my unbelievably hot girlfriend standing in front of me trembling in my hands, and she still doesn't know what that does to me." He slowly lifts the shirt up higher to my bellybutton. He puts his lips to my ear, "Are you sure about this?" He whispered.

I nod still in a daze.

"C'mon, words baby" He softly demanded.

"Yes Cal, I'm sure, just p-please touch me." I pleaded.

"My pleasure." He smirked, raising the t-shirt up to above my bra. He pushed the shirt higher so it's just resting on top of my bra. His hands kneading at my bra covered chest making me groan and clench my thighs.

"Ok sunshine I want you to look at the mirror, I want you to see what I do to you, can you do that for me sweetheart?" He asked, slipping my shirt over my head.

"Fuck." I said under my breath. "Yes."

"If I make you uncomfortable at any time, or you want to stop, tell me please." His voice softens.

"Y-yes, but Cal can you take your shirt off too please?" I say slightly uncomfortable at the fact that I'm only in a bra and underwear and he is still fully clothed.

He took a hold of my hips and turned me around and lifted me up to set me on the counter. "Can you do it for me baby?" He stood between my legs. I shyly smiled and nodded my head, hands shaking.

"It's ok (Y/N), let me help you." He took hold of my hands and rested them on his shoulders. With his hands over mine he slowly guided my hands down his body, in a pace so slow I can feel every ridge and dip in his muscles.

My breath quickened as my hands topped at the bottom of his shirt. "It's ok baby, you can do it." He softly encouraged as his hands left mine and rested on the counter, leaving only my hands on him.

I started raising his shirt higher and higher up his torso revealing all of the ink carved beautifully into his tan skin. His warm skin a nice contrast to my cold hands.

I pulled it off the rest of the way and threw it somewhere behind him. I started tracing the tattoos on his stomach softly. "God," I breathed out, "I fucking love your tattoos."

He had his eyes closed as I dipped my hands lower, landing on the hem of his grey sweatpants. I went to pull them down, but his hands stopped me. "Not yet baby, this is about you remember?" I looked up at him with a shy smile. "I know, but this is what I want, please show me how to make you feel good, I want you to show me.

I could see his stomach clench at what I said. "As much as I would love to spill all over those pretty little lips of yours," His hand came up to gently cup my chin forcing me to look at him, "Can we please take this to the bedroom?" He put his forehead against mine. I whimpered and clenched my thighs as I felt an unfamiliar wave of heat go straight to my core.

"God, I can't wait to see your face when you cum." He grabbed my face with both hands and roughly kissed me.

His hands went to my thighs to pick me up, my hands quickly going to his chest to stop him.

"Wait." I say slightly out of breath. "Are you ok? We don't have to do this today, it's all about what you want." He took both of my hands in his and kissed my knuckles.

"N-no, it's not that. I really do want to do this with you, it's just that..." I trailed off and looked to the floor not knowing how to continue.

"What baby, you can tell me." His hands went to rub up and down my arms comfortingly.

I felt my neck flush red with embarrassment and my breath got more shaky if that's even possible.

"Umm, I'm too h-heavy to pick up." I mumbled so quietly, I'm not even sure he heard my insecure words.

I heard him sigh deeply above me before I felt both hands cradling my head making me look at him. "Sunshine, why are you crying?" He asked with sadness in his voice as he wiped away my tears with his thumbs. Huh, I didn't even realize I was crying. "I just want this to be perfect for you, I don't want you to be disappointed..." My voice cracking at the end.

"Sweetheart, please listen to me. Nothing you do will never disappoint me. And trust me," His hands slowly started sliding down my neck to my shoulders, fingers sliding underneath my bra straps sliding them off.

 "I've been thinking about these pretty tits of yours baby, which I'm sure are not to disappoint. Can I?" His fingers slid to my back fumbling with the bra clasp.

"Please." I whimpered, practically melting into his hands. I feel him unclasp my bra and pull it away, I instantly clench my eyes shut, hating being almost fully naked in front of me.

"Can you get off the counter for me sunshine?"

Eyes still closed, my hands gripped the counter slowly sliding to the floor standing up straight. "Eyes open (Y/N)." Softly ordered Calum.

"Look at yourself, and watch how good I'm about to make you feel." I looked in the mirror to see his hand sliding down my right arm only to grab my hand and hook it around his neck. I was trembling and it was hard to catch my breath. He bit down on my neck only to suck on it right after, I threw my head back in pleasure and arched my back up.

"Nuh-uh, keep your head and eyes forward, that's all you have to do for me, ok?"

I nodded my head, out of breath. I watched in the mirror as his hand snaked forward, running across my  lower stomach. "Now, I know you hate this part of yourself, but me? I think it only makes you even more beautiful." He trailed his hand up my side until he stopped at my jaw, "Open up baby, can you get these wet for me?" Trailing his index and middle finger across my lips.

His fingers pushed past my lips, my tongue swirling around them. I hummed and closed my eyes at the taste. I felt his other hand tighten its grip on my hip, hot breath fanning across my neck. He took his fingers and went down my chest to tug at my nipples. I groaned and dug my nails into his shoulder.

"That's it baby," He started kneading at my chest. "As much I would love to give you an orgasm right here," He unhooked my arm from around his neck and turned me around. "I don't think you'll be able to take it standing up."

"But you can." I said in a small voice, hands on his lower abdomen.

"Bab-" He seemed hesitant.

"Cal I'm not fragile, I can handle it... I just need help." I whispered. "Please."

"Fuck," He whispered grabbing my face and putting his forehead against mine. "Ok, but we're definitely going to the bedroom, because once you're done I don't think how long I can wait to get you in bed."

"May I?" Gesturing for him to pick me up.

I look at him warily before slightly nodding my head. His right hand going beneath my thighs and his other arm supporting my upper back, bridal style.