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Omg cleaned the kitchen again today down to the baseboards but like. Idk it didn't feel that deep somehow, simultaneously as feeling um, like amphetamined behavior (I feel the need to say: "amphetamined" used hesitatingly, sans personal value judgement but hesitatingly bc of the value judgement complex it would probably induce in others but also needing to get at the meaning of how it felt...), but was also kind of joyous because it was the first co-cleaning with the og housemate. The new aspiring finance bro is away with parents at (now permanently resided in) lake house for the 4th. Ugh but yea (.... Ugh bc I am a bit over stimmed w that yt video on in the background and sweating & needing to 'prepare' myself for French lesson in 14min. but can't shit, which is fine but can wash face in kitchen sink, bc housemate is washing (..bathing*) her dog who has been itching herself raw :( ), it's so good to engage in uh pro-social tasks in this way 😭. So often robbed of this even when the 'work is good' on the surface bc of 'something in the way' stuffs which could definitely be better categorized but I have 13min. now until mon cours .