IG: thakidd_alexis

And when you're ready, you try again.

I’m neither a texting person, nor a calling person, nor even a face-to-face person anymore. I feel like I’ve forgotten how to talk. I don’t respond well to compliments and over time I’ve lost interest in conversations altogether. People often assume I’m just not in the mood to chat but the truth is I’ve lost the desire to communicate at all. I used to prefer texting over calling. Now I write long messages only to delete them and reply with ‘yeah,’ ‘okay,’ or ‘thanks.’ I’ve confined myself to small talk. I struggle to start conversations and to keep them going. I think low self-esteem is what’s making it harder and I’m afraid of losing my voice completely.

Some of you don’t even know how funny I am

POV: You are stuck between “I need to move on” and “If I move on there’ll be no chance for us anymore”