Cecilia

My mom js casually told me she used to starve and be bulimic??!😭😭

Going from your lowest weight to your highest <<<<<

Why the FUCK did two different people feel me up today?!? Like genuinely touched my stomach ‘just to see’?!?!?

I need to lock tf in this shit is not funny anymore😥😥 HONEYMOON FAZE PLEASE COME BACK I BEG OF YOU

Whenever im restricting i realize how depressing my life is without inhaling food every minute of every hour to occupy me

I need to lose at LEAST 20 lbs before june 20th🙏🙏

Im so irritable when i fast after being in a binging spree🥲

Long fasts feel like your coming down from a high

Wdym getting skinny wont fix the fact that im ugly???

felt skinny until i saw a photo someone took of me Lol! Kms!

Whenever i purg3 i feel like im deep-throating my toothbrush

The first 24/48 hours of fasting/restricting are always the hardest😭😭

Im trying a new diet to try and break my binging spree, Im going to be fasting today and then starting omad, minimum 200 calories - max 650, with occasional metabolism days and hopefully i stick to it

PLZPLZPLZPLZPLZPLZ GET ME OUT OF THIS BINGING CYCLE UGHHHH