user#509

Like all of her pictures from 3 years ago! Show her that she is still beautiful!

Like her fb comments on posts so she will see that you care about her! It's not creepy at all!

there is no better feeling in the world than this.

sorry i pretended you dont exist today. i know what i feel, but im not sure about you. or am i? maybe... i mean, maybe... i dont want to accept it, or maybe you re right, maybe i mean something for you.

something i dont want to believe, or something i cant.

maybe i dont want to get my hopes high, because, that would get me hurt... and i assume, like all living creatures, i dont want to get hurt. so what if, its not going to be anything between us? i ll be fine, like i allways am. keeping my hopes low will bring me olny the minimum of sadnees

or

its all a lie, i love the way we ignore eachother, i love the way you make me jealous, i love the way our shoulders touch, and i love how our hands *almoust* touch, and i love how platonic we try to act.

but what i love the most, is the wierd thing you do when you sleep, when you grab my hand and play with my fingers,

and that strage thing you do with your eyerows when you smile,

and your way of bragging about how manny things you ve stolen from shops, or how manny beers you ve drink, or how manny cigs you ve smoked in a day

maybe i dont want to care, maybe i shouldnt care, but i think i do

And it feels nice cuz you were (finally) right but then it hurts cuz it makes you sad

I ve never done this but i feel like i have something to say. Im alone now, so, maybe it will help if im just putting this here. I was never like this, i never thought of suicide no matter how broken i was, how sad i felt, but now i dont even know whats going on.

I fell like everything i do is for nothing, i feel completly alone, i spill my thoughts and im met with a cold reply from you, not even telling me you love me. Im sorry i expected that. Im sorry i expected anything. Im sorry i trusted your words, im sorry i thought something will change.

You know, i give people a lot of chances, i trust people too much. And at this point, i dont even know what I want. Who asked me anyway? It doesnt matter. My feelings? Dont matter. I hear your words, i hear what you have to say, i really do, but once again, you ve proven me wrong. I needed you now, maybe more than ever, and you just left (I know you had to leave but... how you did it broke my heart...) and i needed you oh so many times.

I alone am not a defficult person - everyone is a difficult person. Everyone needs what they ve been promised to. Maybe i was a atupid ass hoe who didnt gave you what you needed, maybe i was a horrible person indeed but then, why didnt you end this? Its no use to say how bad we were. I can only now for certain that i did everything i could, as best as i could. I tried to give absolutly everything and if this is the best i can do, then i completly assume it.

I dont know who i am. I want to know. I want to be as happy as i was. I want to solve things with people i used to talk to. I want to be with my friends, to be with my family, to be with people that used to make me happy. I dont want to explain why, you know it already cuz we've talked about this too many times