reese

I really thought it would be harder to get over you.

ryujin, writing about yeji in her diary: she’s the love of my life. my heart believes so undoubtedly that she is the right person for me, the one. i just love her so much. i have to give her all of my time and effort and do my best to show her just how much i love her so that i don’t waste this opportunity. she is the best thing that ever happened to me <3 *meanwhile* yeji: hey ryujin? ryujin: what the fuck do you want?

This is the purest, most beautiful thing I have ever seen in the entire world. What a wonderful experience wow honestly what a privilege to be graced with this sweet perfect thing at 4:14 in the morning

This is still so beautiful to me…I’m in tears again

Cronch cronch cronch

If we’re dating I will get you sexually frustrated a lot just to amuse myself

Really? Over something this stupid? Yeah. Figures.

I just want you safe and with me.

my soul aches to tell you that i love you, that i miss you. (but i wont succumb, so it’ll keep on aching)

I know you keep reassuring me everything is going to be okay and that you love me, in love with me in fact, and that you won’t leave…. but do you realize how many time I was told that? And how many time my trust was broken and how I was made to look like an abuser and have my words twisted and made me look like a manipulator? How many times I’ve been abandoned? I know you don’t realize cause I haven’t told you. The last person I told ghosted me. And I’m scared I’ll scare you off if I do. And like. Pls don’t leave me. I’m so scared. I can’t take anymore heartbreak. I’m not a bad person. I’m loving and caring. So much so people take advantage of me. Pls understand. Pls….. I promise to take care of your heart and treasure you for as long as I can.

i fall asleep to my wishes of our love and the visions of you filling the empty side of my bed 

I’m accepting that I’m destined to feel lonely and unseen forever. Trying to become comfortable with being alone. My chest hurts everyday from what you did to me and now I can’t trust anybody.

nothing you do is right lately and it’s not your fault.