On Some Great Journey

I haven’t forgotten. I meant to. I tried to stop myself. But I couldn’t. I still want you close. I still want to hold you. I still want to spend time with you. I never wanted it to end like this. But wanting is all it is. In the end, there’s nothing we can do. You’ve seen it yourself, the place we’re in forces us to hurt each other this much. And the ones who bleed are just the two of us. So ending it this way is for the best, Khun Aiwarin.

And so now, I’ve become the person you see, Khun Mae. Always trying to look strong. Even when inside, I’m painfully fragile. But now Khun Ai is here with Khun Mae. Thank you.

Khun Ai, have you ever thought about if one day we weren't rivals at all but just two ordinary women who happened to meet, liked each other and started dating, what that would be like?

And so now, I’ve become the person you see, Khun Mae. Always trying to look strong. Even when inside, I’m painfully fragile. But now Khun Ai is here with Khun Mae. Thank you.

It's called "Beautiful Trap". At first glance it seems sweet, but deep down it's bitter. It's another drink that Khun Ai likes. You like it even though it's bitter?

You always seem to have the upper hand over me, Khun Ai. Not at all. If anything, I'm the one at a disadvantage. Especially after today, you've made me feel even more for you, Mae.

I couldn't stop thinking about you. I couldn't forget you. I couldn't stop loving you! Do you know how happy I was when I finally found you again? Do you know how hard I tried to make you stand beside me again? And in the end, you still don't love me.