°!¡ Rob ¡!°

I legit googled the meaning of this question, i feel so dumb omg.

I genuinely did not expect to see my inbox again after month not opening them. I am much more surprised that people reach out to me here.

i really appreciate people's concern especially the anon's. I'm also glad that people are wanting to help me so much. So i thought I'd give out my conditions and explain my part on how it's somewhat difficult to leave the situation I'm in right now.

Okay, first of all, my problems aren't exactly swift it to the police and let them handled. Or just pay my way out of there. Again, it's all *systematic* my mother has both relatives working as a police officer and her uncle happens to be the biggest lawyer in the province. My dad side has a lot of siblings that is pretty much willing to back him up. As i stated it's all systematic, everyone KNOWS about my living conditions in the daily. My house is pretty much the loudest in the neighborhood but nobody dare to interfere because my parent's siblings are all people with decent connections. Most of my relatives knows the whole thing happening within my own home. They are NOT willing to help simply because it will tarnish the reputation, and my town is a small town, closely to a village so everyone pretty much knows everyone's business.

My relatives goes out their way to hide it as much as they could. They do not care about the children, they cares about how they will be tied to such news in anyway or form.

I tried somewhat to find a way to at least press a restraining order but it's simply a long process and needed solid proof/evidence as well and i have to actually confront my abusers in a way that i just wish i could do this behind their back and vanish.

Trust me, I've been planning to leave quiet a lot of times. Pressing charges and what not. But at the end of the day, it's me against everyone else. even if i get away, i need to win custody over my own little siblings which has its own seperate issues. People kept telling me to leave them behind. But I CAN'T. I raised them both, it's impossible to leave children whom you cradled in your hands at 3 in the morning.

I also have no stable job, i have my own different issues and illness i haven't tend in years now. I'm not ready to live yet since i barely can support myself.

First time lypsinc bruhh bad quality