vent post
Vent/rage post please don’t vent under ‼️my vents I’ll be very sad and angry ‼️
I can’t take it anymore! I wanna get a knife and cut off my skin by how ugly I am, it’s not fair my family is so annoying terrible and mean, every single damn day my dad has a mission on see his darling baby cry, if I cry they yell at me and kill me, ooh cry even more I won’t mind it’s not fair why me why me why me, am not cute am not silly, if my mama was here she would comfort me, it’s my fault my mama died, I hate the fact am half filipino and Indian and people want to see me cry every single time I hate being black skinned, why can’t I be like the other girls who have pretty white skin?!?! Just why I feel like a snake is biting me it hurts it hurts so bad why me ?!?! All my friends are so lucky they have someone to love them in there family I have a stupid bullshit dad and grandpa there SHIT! SHIT I fucking say to you all, I was crying so hard yesterday afternoon and while me and my friend were playing dolly’s factory my dad had to come in and make it worse, I was going to burst into tears, but I didn’t wanna make my friend werided out by me and I remember some tumblr ask saying how stupid yo reveal my age and said Oh It’S liKe tElLiNg YoU wAnNa GeT gRoOmEd This made my stomach and heart drop so badly, and maybe there right I deserve to be groomed I always get yelled at everyday, I get called a shit by my father for making a simple mistake and he thinks it’s the end the world I hate my family I hate it there SHIT SHIT SHITSHIT SHIT SHIT SHITSHIT SHIT SHITSHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT woronowil san and hypmors, I wish you two were so you can sing me a lullaby and hug me while sleeping….
