Unvalidwriter

INTRODUCTION:

Hi! Nice to meet you whoever is reading, I'm not much with using my actual name so you can just call me Dan. I will usually post fanfiction that's Jason centric(obviously as you can see in my profile pic). I will also post opinions and daily life, and rarely I will post a little bit if my art. Before I forget my pronouns are he/him and my sexuality is pansexual, also a trans man. So warm welcomes to my dear followers and people who bump into my work. Know this is a comfort place any bad things will not be tolerated and will be reported.

ABOUT ME:

I come from a Mexican family so be free to talk in Spanish I will understand. I love reading it became a passion in 5th grade. I developed the love of writing too so that's why I'm here as you can see my name is Unvalidwriter. My favorite color blue, any shade of blue in fact it represents me very well. Decided to make my own safe community because I wanted to be surrounded by people that care and I wanted to show that my place is a safe place in where they can share opinions. I love talking so if I respond to a comment of yours know that I might yap a little more than I needed to. Also you will notice that something I put a lot is this smiley face :) and a heart ❤️. That's my signature ending.

RULES TO TAKE IN NOTICE:

You can curse in here but slurs will not be allowed. We are going to be polite and respect everyone in here. We will respect people's opinions and religion we will also respect their gender and sexuality. Hate or untolarated things will get reported. Other than that enjoy reading my fanfiction and daily thoughts.

FANDOMS:

Percy Jackson And The Olympians

Hereos Of Olympus

Iron Lung

Project Hail Mary

Fnaf

The Amazing Digital Circus

FAVORITE CHARACTERS:

Jason Grace (very dear to me, I felt a pull to him since I got to know him right)

Simon(Iron Lung)

Ryland Grace

Jax(TADC)

Percy Jackson

Frank Zhang

Leo Valdez

Nico Di Angelo

FAVORITE SHIPS:

Bloodymary(Simon x Grace)

Valgrace(Leo x Jason)

Jercy(Percy x Jason)

Solangelo(Nico x Will)

FRIENDS:

@glowstickl0ver, you will see me around their content a lot, I consider them as a close friend. Love their content, I suggest to check them out I'm sure you guys will enjoy their content as much as mine.

FIND ME:

AO3: Unvalidwriter(same name)

Pinterest: OdyfromIthaca(don't post much but be free to check out my boards!)

So we made it to the end, I hope to get to know you guys and I hope you guys will be able to know me. It is going to be nice to have you here in a journey with me.

I hope you enjoy my content!

I love the people who tell me that they like my yapping even when I talk about 50 words a second. So shout out to them, I appreciate your patience and attentiveness...

I'm trying to read a fanfiction but I'm having strong secondhand embarrassment and I lowkey don't want to keep reading but I need to power through so wish me luck on this.

It's been week since Leo died, Jason has not left his cabin at all. When he does he is all grumpy and in a bad mood overall. But let's find out what Jason does in his cabin.

There was no body left because well he exploded and Jason needed something to cling on. Something that reminded him of his deceased lover. All Jason really found was a dirty oil rag that smelled like Leo and a few of Leo's clothes like a shirt, a few pants, and hoodies. He also found a picture of Leo kissing his cheek with sparkling, happy, alive

Alive

Alive

alive...

Jason often found himself nuzzling the fabric of Leo's clothes or put the dirty rag close to his nose. His appetite was basically gone he would sometimes eat a few crackers but weighted with guilt kinda made it hard to get out of the bed.

Jason sometimes just lays looking at the ceiling thinking about all the ways he should've saved Leo. But of course his stupid self didn't move to save his boyfriend. Jason had been very much against the idea Leo had made because what if the Physician's Cure didn't work and to Jason that's what exactly happened.

They spend weeks, many weeks trying to find Leo but he was nowhere to be found. The moment Piper gave up, he had gotten angry and said how could she give up on a friend so fastly but Piper's tired gaze shut him up.

So here was he now, wearing Leo's oversized hoodie, crying and making no move on getting up anytime soon. Jason felt guilty because he was doing nothing except snoop for his boyfriend all day everyday. He knew this wasn't what Leo wanted for him but he couldn't help it. It was hard to move on, especially from someone he loved very dearly.

Everyday he was so tired, he felt so sloppy and dirty and just...disgusting but like every other day he still made no move on making the effort to stand up take a shower and eat.

Piper had enough of this, she wasn't just going to let her best friend rot in a cabin that smelled bad. So one day Piper stomped into the cabin her eyes sharp with intent.

"Get up Jason, I know it hurts but it's going to hurt more if you don't do anything." Piper said with a sharp tone.

She watched Jason make no move to stand up the only way she knew he heard was him just humming. Piper decided to take matters into her own hands and went to Jason. She grabbed his shoulder a little too tightly. Suddenly Jason snapped his jaw on Piper's hand. Piper recoiled, holding her hand to her chest. Her eyes filled with fear.

Jason looked at Piper surprised on what he had just done. Shame filled him, Leo wouldn't want him hurting Piper for trying to help.

"I'm sorry Pipes, I-I didn't mean it... I don't know went over me." Jason said a little panicked of rejection of his apology.

Tears were filling his eyes and blurring his eyesight, gods, he was so so stupid. Jason didn't realize he was pulling his hair until he felt a gentle hand pull his hand away from his hair.

"It's okay, Jace, I know it wasn't intentional, you are forgiven my love" Piper reassured him and hugged him.

Piper's hug helped a lot, he laid his head on Piper shoulder and let all his tears fall down. He hugged back, tightly and Piper did the same, mummering reassurance into his hair.

"Thank you, Pipes." Jason thanked her, nuzzling close to her neck.

"You're welcome, superman." Piper said, kissing his forehead.

Jason fell asleep in her arms and for once Jason had sweet dreams no nightmares nor disturbance at all.

"Sweet dreams, Jace." Piper whisperd, pulling Jason closer and she also fell asleep.

THE END :)

Trigger Warning: Mentions of body dysorphia and mention of hate towards scars.

Jason Grace hated his scars and when he said hate he meant it. They were ugly and jagged.

Ugly ugly ugly

Jason didn't get how people told him that his scars are pretty or how they tolerated to be around him with his ugly scars. If you didn't know he had body dysorphia but he didn't count it as that he said it was "a stupid discomfort". Which really was not but Jason had far convinced himself it was stupid.

Jason hated his scars so much he started to hide them. Hide them with with makeup and long sleeves. It was getting bad, really bad, for hours he would stare at his scars and call them ugly in tiny mutters.

Ugly

Ugly

Ugly

Ugly

UGLY!

Sometimes in his room he would sob as he stared at a full body mirror. The mirror displayed the scars on his arms, face, legs and every tiny imperfection. Sometimes he would scratch and rub his scars roughly like that would erase his ugly scars.

...

When he woke up in the bus with this girl holding his hand. He had felt wrong, so wrong, first of all he did not like girls that was the little he remembered. Second, he felt uncomfortable in his own skin. So when he got to Camp Half-Blood and saw himself in a mirror he had recoiled. He was so ugly, his scars were so ugly, and everything he experienced in Camp Jupiter was happening again

He sobbed that night, alone, with the Greek version of his father staring at him. He tried to compose himself but he couldn't, he prayed to his father for mercy, to give a peaceful mind even if it was just for an hour.

But of course

Gods don't listen

That night, he spiraled, he had a panic attack....

Chest tight

Everything to loud

His breath rapid

Tears falling

Gasping

Everything just was too much

After his panic attack passed he tried to sleep but no mercy was brought in that. Instead, he had a nightmare that he couldn't wake up from until the morning.

But no one could know, no one, so everyday he had a smile plastered on his face. Left the panic attacks till the night, left his spiraling for the end of the day.

But gods above

Please

Please

Please

Help him

But you know gods

they never answer

they are always so fucking infuriating

No one would care if he dropped dead

Maybe that's the best idea...

THE END :)

Officialy fell in love with Bloddymary(Simon x Grace), I also fell in love with the fandoms Project Hail Mary and Iron Lung. The fanart has consumed me, it got so bad that I put in hold the book of Project Hail Mary and I'm thinking on watching Iron Lung. So yeah, thanks to fanart I'm in love... this is probably not healthy

So my pick was Norway but England won and That's totally fine with me, not gonna lie I almost cried but there was one thing that made still be happy for England, the friendship between Jude Bellingham and Erling Haaland, their friendship had always made me happy so now I'm rooting for England to win it's semi-finals with however wins the next match, I want them to avange Norway with their win so yeah.... don't question me and my logics okay.

(I also want to see Jude put in a goal to whoever team they are against with...)

Forgot to add too, get the facts straight I'm not happy that England won(like the whole team) I'm happy England won because of Jude nothing else. (And as I explained it's because of the friendship between Jude and Erling)

Another thing I want to say is that, Hey, Haaland, you played well even if you didn't score any goal, you are an amazing person and there is still time to improve and every good player has their downside so don't be disappointed you did well :)

Edit: So I thought about it and I lowkey want England to lose.... this is how fast my opinion changes...

I was in Pinterest for a little bit and I wanted to scroll in Tumblr because I was bored but when I got in the app it said it was down then I tried again but it still was down so refreshed my phone and it work again. Thank god, this what happens when I get to attached to this app😔

Sometimes when I read a fanfiction or a book(mostly fanfiction lol) I get second hand embarrassment from either a moment in the book/fanfic or the character and it's so bad that I need to put it down and think about my life decisions on why I chose to read this but I still come back to it anyway so has anyone done this?

Whenever I read smut, it can be light smut or heavy smut but no matter what kind of smut it is I'm always stoned face but when I read fluff I'm all squealing, smiling, and talking to myself of how cute this is. Please tell I'm not the only one...

A request(not really it was more like a post I saw) I accepted from @glowstickl0ver

Leo could have never expected to have this conversation especially not with his children. But it was doomed to happen at some point.

It was a normal summer afternoon, Leo was preparing lunch with Jason. Leo wasn't much of showing his scars so he kinda always wore long sleeves. Jason had scolded him a lot about it especially since it was hot but Jason was being ridiculous(still love him tho) if he can handle fire he could handle the heat.

Anyway back to the point, Leo forgot to roll down his sleeves so his scars were showing. The kids, his all observant kids obviously noticed the scars they never seen on their father.

Their youngest Evie, pointed it out first "Papa, what are all those white things on your arms?" Evie asked innocently, her eyes wide with curiosity.

Leo slightly panicked, "Nothing, cariño, eat your food please." Leo told her, Evie complied and focused on eating her food.

Leo could feel the gaze of his other children, Ezperanza and Eduardo, on him. Leo tried to focused on his food instead eating slowly." Jason noticed Leo's panicked posture and intertwined their hands as a anchor for Leo.

Leo squeezed Jason's hand hard and Jason squeezed back with the same strength, knowing Leo needed it.

After lunch, Leo made the decision to sit his children down and talk about it. He couldn't hide the scars that were apart of him away forever. Jason sat next to Leo as support(man, Leo loved his brick lover husband).

"So as you guys noticed, I have a bunch of scars scattered on my arms and I want to talk about them." Leo's breath was shallow and heavy, why was he scared? These were his children, of course they wouldn't be disgusted by them.

His children nodded and waited patiently for Leo to talk again. Leo took a deep breath and pulled up his sleeves, there was burns, battle scars, even self inflicted ones.

The one who understood the situation the most was their oldest Eduardo or for short Eddie. He was 14 and well he understood things better more than their 10 year old and 6 year old.

"Pa, if you are comfortable can you explain some?" Eddie asked, looking away neverously.

Leo froze slightly, he wasn't expecting that question, Leo looked at Jason who gave him a reassuring look. Leo sighed and nodded.

"Yeah I can tell you the stories behind them." Leo told Eddie who smiled at him expectantly.

Leo explained the battle scars about the war with Gaea, then he explained the burns which were part of him accidentally burning himself with his own fire and the other burns that came with the war too. But then came the self inflicted scars, the tender topic.

but Leo knew he could trust his children, knew he could trust Jason. Leo's voice trembled as he spoke about them.

"These ones, well...they are self inflicted, it was an old coping mechanism from way back then when my mother died." Leo's voice trembled worse as he spoke each word.

Tears were starting to cloud his eyes, why was this so hard to talk about?

"And...um, I don't do it anymore, I cope better and I found your amazing father to help me." Leo told them his voice trembling further as he let the tears fall.

Leo was sobbing mess by then, Jason had wrapped his arms around Leo and cradled him against his chest. Whispering praises about how brave he was into his ear. Their children stood and also gave their papa a big hug.

"I love you, pa." Eddie, Ezperanza, and Evie said at the same time as the hugged their strong papa.

"I love you, too." Leo responded giving them a tight hug and kisses on the forehead.

Leo looked over at Jason who was giving puppy eyes and a pout. Leo chuckled "You also get a kiss, my big baby." Leo said, kissing him hard on the mouth.

Jason laughed and kissed back with as much fierce love. Leo loved his family a lot, he could never ask for a better one.

Leo knew his mother would be proud of him

That thought made Leo smile big

That day, Jason also shared the stories behind his scars but that's a story for another day.

THE END :)

Jason was taking care of Percy and Annabeth's child, Lily Jackson. They were out for their anniversary and the person they trusted the most was Jason. Lily was taking a nap and he was supposed to wake her up in 30 minutes.

As he waited, he looked through the pantry to see what will be Lily's snack for when she wakes up. He found crackers, peanut butter, and a few apples. Jason knew what he was going to give her. He quickly prepared her plate, 5 crackers, 6 apples slices, and a glow of peanut butter in the middle.

He went to Lily's room, finding the light switch and flicking up. The room bloomed with light, the walls of her room were lilac and it was full of photos and drawings. It was like how a child's room was suppose to look like.

He gently shook Lily up, she woke up with a yawn, her eyes blinking up at him. Her smiled widened as she jolted up.

"Hi, Mr. Grace!" Lily exclaimed, hugging him tightly.

"Hi, little bug." Jason greeted her, returning the hug and a kiss on the forehead.

He took Lily by the hand and took her to the kitchen where her snack sat. Lily got into the chair and started eating. Stuffing crackers and peanut butter dipped apple slices in her mouth. After, she put the plate in the sink and went to sit on the couch.

Jason sat next to her and wipped her mouth with a cloth then he grabbed the remote. They agreed to watch a movie then go to the park. They decided to watch Frozen, Lily sung each song that came up and Jason recorded a few of them and sended them to Percy.

Lily started crying at the part where Ana gets frozen, which hey fair reason to cry for. To be honest it was kinda sad, to see your own sister get turned to ice because of you.

Now that's terrible

Imagine the guilt the other sister must've felt

Jason comforted Lily, which helped her calm down. After the movie finished Jason dressed Lily into this sunflower dress she really wanted to wear. Jason closed the door as they left the house, the nearest park wasn't too far so they walked.

The park was empty except for a few boys about Lily's age which was around 5 and 6 years old. Lilly went off to play and Jason watched her from the bench he was sitting on. Lily made friends with 2 boys there, they ran around and played together, giggled and laughed and be....

Be kids

This reminded him of something....a memory that bittersweet. A memory of where he was with Thalia. It was bittersweet for reasons that lived rent free in his brain.

Things he didn't want to remember

The memory was way back when he was two this is the only really vivid memory he had at that age. This is what he recalled, Thalia one day had took him by the hand and they had went out. Their mother was passed out on the couch from drinking a lot. So Jason guessed that's what gave them the chance to go out without Thalia getting punished.

They had lots fun in the park, they had ran around, they went on the swings and on the slides. Thalia even taught him how to use the monkey bars! But...

But....

He remembered that Thalia had froze next to him at the time he didn't get why but soon he realized why. Their mother was storming straight to them, her face twisted with rage. She grabbed Thalia's arm harshly and Thalia had winced. Their mother picked him up and they had gone back home.

He remembered vividly what his mother had told him...

"Stay here little brat...

I will deal with your sister"

Jason had complied to scared to do anything else. He sat rigidly on the couch like his mother told him. He didn't get what 'deal' meant but soon he only got that it meant pain.

He knew because he had heard muffled sobs from the other side of the wall. The sobs had scared him and Jason had started sobbing quietly too. When Thalia came out she was full of bruises and a black eye.

That's day he figured out that their drunk mother was dangerous.

Since then he didn't dare disobey anyone and that habit still sticks with him.

Jason snapped out from the trance to a little hand shaking his shoulder. He looked at little Lily who had a wide smile on her face. Jason looked at the time and noticed it was time for dinner. He gently took Lily's hand and they left, when they got home Jason prepared dinner.

They are and Jason let Lily play for a little before putting her too bed. As Jason read her a bedtime story he felt her hand grab his. Jason's heart swelled, how could a child be so innocent and nice...?

Jason felt tears prickle at the corner of his eyes, he finished the story and gave her a quick kiss on her forehead before shuffling out. He refused to let her see him crying and being weak.

He quietly sobbed into his arm, he hasn't felt love like that in a while. It hurt, it really did but it felt good at the same time. Gods, he missed Thalia, she was the only one who could make him feel like this. But this little girl he loved made him feel like this too. But still, he wanted Thalia. Suddenly he heard the front door open, Jason jolted up and rubbed his eyes quickly.

Percy and Annabeth entered the house, laughing about something. Percy was the one who had noticed Jason first. Percy also quickly noticed his red rimmed eyes.

"Are you okay?" Percy asked, concern etching his face.

"Oh, y-yeah I'm fine." Jason reassured, waving them off, Percy did not seem convinced and neither did Annabeth.

"Are you sure? Because it really doesn't seem like it." Annabeth pointed out, gods curse Athena children why do they have to know everything?

Percy came up to him looking at him "Jason we are here for you, spill whatever you have in your heart." Percy told him, pushing him towards the couch. Jason sat in the middle, Percy and Annabeth sat at the sides of him.

It was an awkward silence, then suddenly Percy hugged him.

That was the last straw

He started sobbing

Percy held him through his whole sobbing mess, he didn't let go of him. He rubbed circles on Jason's back until he calmed down. After the what felt like hours of sobbing, Jason finally told him his worries and why he was crying.

They were nothing but supportive through his whole rant. After talking, they sat in a tense silence in which Percy broke by talking first.

"Jason, it seems like you want Thalia, don't you? I mean if you do I can always Iris message her, if that's okay?." Pecy explain, looking at him with those beautiful sea green eyes anyone can get lost in.

At the mention of Thalia, Jason perked up, he nodded, it was okay.

More than okay

It was amazing

So that's what Percy did, Thalia appeared, she turned around startled then she grinned when she saw Percy.

"What do you want, kelp head?" Thalia asked grinning, suddenly her grin flatered as she saw Jason's red blotchy face.

"What happened, Jace?" Thalia asked, concern etching her face, she hasn't really seen her brother this messed up.

Percy answered for Jason "You're brother has been crying for a long time saying he wanted to be with you." Percy explained as he gave a soft look at Jason.

So the next day Thalia came and spend time with Jason, what did they do? That will be a story for another day.

But what's for sure is that Jason felt way happier with his sister.

THE END :)