every convention that goes by i just feel shittier and shittier about them
and lately its like the deadlines go by and 'oops sorry you missed your opportunity to be able to come, maybe next time' and the next time its pushed even more down to the wire
like what is even the point
why bother why even try
There’s not even a wire this time lol, I should just accept that I’m not wanted lmfao









