i really don’t have the time to be the way i am

I still think it’s objectively fucked how the world is built for morning people and if you wake up later than everyone else you’re seen as a malicious aberration of some sort. I am that but it’s not because I wake up at 11 fuck yourself

ever since i was a little girl i knew i was doomed to take things too seriously and think about them forever

i am not well understood. which is also my fault

i dont let them research me

“but if i communicate it perfectly then they will understand me” WRONG 10,000 years of suffering

we were never meant to see everyones opinions all the time

no dude it's so cool how attached you are to that character who is singled out and ostracized due to the external monstrousness that clashes with their internal spark of humanity. and i love how drawn you are to themes of horror and love, nature versus nurture, otherness, isolation, and the abject. i bet you have normal feelings about your own personhood