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One minute he made her blush and the next he made her want to commit murder.
[I had a go at voicing a bit of a discord rp with Inej and made myself sad]
[Letās just pretend I havenāt been MIA and hop right back into it, eh?
I donāt think Kaz really wants revenge, not for its own sake. He tries to use revenge to satisfy a couple of his real wants:
As regards the future, a reason heās alive, to appease his survivorās guilt. Blaming Pekka Rollins for directly killing Jordie is a stretch and Kaz knows it. At first it was a survival instinct, just to give him a reason to crawl out of the harbour and keep crawling. Now he understands human nature better, heās aware that heās casting Pekka as his personal pantomime villain to motivate himself, but he keeps doing it because he hasnāt found any better life goals yet. Tbh he does this with a lot of things. He arbitrarily sets himself goals to achieve (see: stealing supposedly unstealable paintings he doesnāt really want), because why else drag your fleshly husk out of bed today amirite lads? How Kazās motivations change could be its own post but the tl;dr would be, heās inspired to have another go at tackling his phobia, this time with a support system so it works better.
As regards the past, a way to make sense of Jordieās death, and to regain control over a situation in which he was powerless. Setting Pekka up as a paper tiger for him to knock down makes him feel like heās doingĀ something for Jordie. And this hangup is more difficult to deal with than #1, because he canāt change the past. He canāt make sense of something that was just senseless. And the weird... fevered... ambiguous mode of Jordieās death prevents Kaz from leaving it behind him and moving forward. He got absolutely no closure at all, to the extent that heās never sure Jordie really died and still half-expects him to show up at any moment. And because he never talks about it, it keeps just not feeling real. ButĀ then he confesses it to Inej. And just saying, conclusively, that his brother died and is dead (implicitly, that thereās nothing he can do about it anymore) is a small step in the right direction.
So yeah, I donāt think Kaz will ever get around to killing Pekka, or even necessarily torment him too much more. The wholesome reason is that he starts finding better reasons to live and ways to cope with his past. The less-wholesome reason is that, as Kaz himself points out, the fear that he might do something is worse than anything he could actually do.]

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KETTERDAM, the CAPITAL of KERCH
[Ladies and gentlemen, that is me. THAT IS ME. ON LEIGHāS INSTA. AAAAHHH
So thereās a story behind this encounterā¦]
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[Eyy I have a cosplay ig now]
[ six of crows ] or aftg ; requested by cari @galathynius ā” happy birthday angel!
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Mam had been complicated, both emotionally and intellectually. She was brilliant but flighty, distracted, impatient. She would begin by teaching Jordie his alphabet and somehow end up feverishly delivering a lecture on economics. Kazās education was a patchwork of books scavenged from neighbours and Mamās secondhand knowledge from Jordieās lips. Through the latter, Kaz could tell she saw the world like he did: a puzzle to be solved, a game to be won. There are people who say that when one door closes, another door opens. And then there are people who see a closed door and pick the damn lock.
By contrast, Da was a simple man. It was hard to tell if he was unintelligent or simply uninterested. He wasnāt particularly warm, but nor was he ever cruel. His usual expression of affection was to muss Kazās hair in passing as if he were a well-behaved dog.
Where Mam had been slight and slender, Da was burly and broad from long days working the fields. But he was far from invulnerable. He was constantly losing bits of himself. By the end of his life, he had seven fingers and eight toes in total. There was a chunk missing from his nose and mottled burnt skin along his left arm. One eye drifted. He moved slowly, carefully, all too aware of whatever curse of clumsiness or wretched luck plagued him. It never helped.
Kaz didnāt see what happened. He stepped out to call Da in for lunch. And instead he spent the afternoon watching the crows feast on his fatherās guts.
Kaz came to hate his father, for the same reasons he resents Jordie: for being fool enough to die senselessly, for failing to protect him. But mostly because hate is safer than love and he canāt afford to have a heart, least of all one with a hole in it where his family used to be.

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vcnsunshineā.
Ahh, there it goes. He was wondering how long it would take him to make a dig at his privileged past. Only about four minutes, as it happens. He refrains from a roll of his eyes or a snapping retort, only because it would invite conflict and frankly, heās not in the mood.Ā
Wylan stands, moving over to said pantry and checking the pathetic contents within. Food hasnāt exactly been their priority. Still, he finds some stale bread and a bag of half eaten chips. He takes both back to where theyād been sitting. Both items are placed in the center of the table, so that if Kaz wants, he can help himself to it. Wylan, for his part, takes some of the bread to eat. Without complaint.Ā
āDo we have another job lined up or are we laying low for a while?āĀ
Kaz runs a hand through his hair and then presses at the cords of his neck, perpetually solid tense.
āAlways another job, Wylan.ā It doesnāt answer the question, but nor does he part with information lightly. āThereās time enough for you to eat and sleep. If nothing else, I need the man handling the explosives to be well-rested and alert.ā
Does he need to sleep as well? Probably. Will he stave off exhaustion with coffee instead? Very likely.
Peeling off a glove, he notes the open bag and opts for bread as well. Epithet notwithstanding, his are far from the dirtiest hands in the Dregs.
āIf you see anyoneā---he nods to the open door---āsend them to the Kooperam. Iād kill for anĀ uitsmijterĀ about now.ā
[Ladies and gentlemen, that is me. THAT IS ME. ON LEIGHāS INSTA. AAAAHHH
So thereās a story behind this encounter...]
[Okay hi Iām still here, Iāve been busy with some things, including:
Iām seeing Leigh Bardugo at a con this weekend and throwing together a Kaz cosplay for it so I will hopefully have some pictures to share next week
I finished the Grisha trilogy and Iām now substantially less excited about the Netflix adaptation bc oh no how will I watch it without putting my fist through Malās face]
Honestly.. Kaz being a street magician for a little while would make so much sense š
[Kaz vc: and for my next trick, I will pull a Shu out of the Ice Court]
@sixofcrowsnet heist: crimes breaking into the ice court
the ice court had been built to withstand an onslaught of armies, assassins, grisha, and spies.Ā when sheād said as much to kaz, heād simply replied,Ā ābut it hasnāt been built to keep us out.ā

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There is nothingĀ š·šš¶ššš¾š»ššĀ about the way Iāve beenĀ b r o k e n
There is no É¢Źį“ɓᓠį“ÉŖį“į“į“Źį“ to be formed from these jagged piecesĀ
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā A part of me wasĀ MURDEREDĀ in that place,Ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā in cold and brutal blood,
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā &&Ā there can be no reviving it, now.
Favorite male characters: Kaz Brekker.
āThere was no part of him that was not broken, that had not healed wrong, and there was no part of him that was not stronger for having been brokenā