(this is probably really long overdue, but oh well.)
hi, my name is [redacted], but i go by Aster/Steris online,(though this may change), for internet safety reasons. i'm bi, transmasc, aroacespec, 16, and i live in the uk, more specifically england. i also have autism, and adhd (both prof. diagnosed), and am working on getting depression and gender dysphoria/GID diagnoses. i'm also relatively new to tumblr, so if i break any unspoken rules or whatever please feel free to let me know.
below's a (non comprehensive) list of some of the stuff that i like (and will update when i deem necessary), my dni, and some other places where you can find me!
video games:
>deltarune
>postal 1, and 2
>spooky's jumpscare mansion (i got my blog's name/url from this, it's really good, and free, you should check it out)
>minecraft, especially beta 1.7.3
cartoons:
>rick and morty
>ouran high school host club
>cells at work & cells at work code black
>delicious in dungeon/dumeshi
>bludgeoning angel dokuro chan
>the disasterous life of saiki k
>watamote
>mirai nikki
live action tv & movies:
>fight club
>criminal minds
>squid game
>renfield
music:
>femtanyl
>mindless self indulgence (especially you'll rebel to anything (the album))
>tyler the creator (mainly the bastard/goblin/wolf trilogy)
>insane clown posse
>4lung
>tally hall
>horrorcore, rap, pop punk, breakcore and other electronic shit in general
miscellaneous:
>homestuck
>rain, fog, hail, and gloomy weather in general.
>linux, crts, emulators, and retro tech in general
>plushies, especially canine or zombie/werewolf plushies
>vampires
>going online and downloading a bunch of stuff, like blinkies from here, or deviantart, or albums from the internet archive, or zines from itch.io
my DNI list
>"pro contact" for (pedo / necro / zoo / biasto)philia.
>zionists
>people who think that liking something (i.e a morally bad character, or problematic trope) means that you condone it in reality, or that liking said trope(s) will slowly brainwash you into thinking it's/they're okay and enacting said trope(s) in real life.
>radqueer / xenosatanist / pro transid (i.e transrace in a non adoptee context)
>"tcc"/ idolise / thirst over literal school shooters
>anti good faith identities, i.e anti bi lesbian/lesboy
>anti therian / otherkin / fictionkin
you can also find me on MAL, discord, and VNDB under the username fukounashonen.
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my dad keeps cooking me breakfasts drenched in fucking oil despite the fact he knows im trying to lose weight and he knows what i eat when i cook for myself, he cant fucking do anything correctly, genuinely what does my mum see in him?
got my blood taken and did my stupid interview for the school i'm going to go to, the week i practically over and im getting drunk and takingn all of my pills and staying up
"gay people are harmed by homophobia in ways straight people aren't"
"ok but how does this account for race" you can be black and gay, or you can be black and not gay, and if you're black and not gay at least you don't have to deal with the homophobia in the way the person who's black and gay does.
is this difficult to follow? is this cutting-edge analysis hard to understand??
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i have a blood test tomorrow and my parents are busy. so i'll just haaave to go all by myself and no one will be accompanying me, and i might even be able to go to the nearby boots with my £20 of pocket money and buy whatever i want without anyone judging me for [redacted] (except maybe the cashier) this is soooo horrible...
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i'm not even chemically dependant on my adhd pills regular use wise, i go months without taking them at all, and the high i get from taking too many sucks (mainly this anxious sinking feeling iin my chest and throat). i'm trully just abusing them for a love of the game (and as a bid for control, and because any level of intoxication feels better than soberness rn, and no one really notices when i take too many unlike when i drink too much, altho that may be because i usually only take too many at night/when im alone and have yet to take enough to get poisoned/sick, unlike alcohol which i've drank enough of to be ill twice, once because i decided to chug vodka to try to get blackout drunk before i knew that i get sick way before that point/cant get blackout drunk. and the other time i mixed wkd and beer/cider. i also have given myself nicotine poisoning before by taking one of my mums nicotine lozenges but that was a one time thing, i don't really like nicotine, i've only smoked like under 10 cigarettes over like 4 years because they stink, give you cancer, taste like shit, and the high sucks. they look cool tho, it can be hot when people i already like find attractive smoke) taking too many of these also makes me ramble a lot more and kinda care less about punctuation, which was kinda better/less annoying/less obtrusive when i mainly used twitter. but, oh well, if you've read to the end of this ig you like me, or really hate me, probably the latter cause i start shit a lot.
taking advantage of this to do my overdue backlog of eschool math homework i feel like im like on wallstreet in the 80s or 90s or 2000s hashtag productivity
i'm not even chemically dependant on my adhd pills regular use wise, i go months without taking them at all, and the high i get from taking too many sucks (mainly this anxious sinking feeling iin my chest and throat). i'm trully just abusing them for a love of the game (and as a bid for control, and because any level of intoxication feels better than soberness rn, and no one really notices when i take too many unlike when i drink too much, altho that may be because i usually only take too many at night/when im alone and have yet to take enough to get poisoned/sick, unlike alcohol which i've drank enough of to be ill twice, once because i decided to chug vodka to try to get blackout drunk before i knew that i get sick way before that point/cant get blackout drunk. and the other time i mixed wkd and beer/cider. i also have given myself nicotine poisoning before by taking one of my mums nicotine lozenges but that was a one time thing, i don't really like nicotine, i've only smoked like under 10 cigarettes over like 4 years because they stink, give you cancer, taste like shit, and the high sucks. they look cool tho, it can be hot when people i already like find attractive smoke) taking too many of these also makes me ramble a lot more and kinda care less about punctuation, which was kinda better/less annoying/less obtrusive when i mainly used twitter. but, oh well, if you've read to the end of this ig you like me, or really hate me, probably the latter cause i start shit a lot.
i spilled my fukcing stupoid baka cider in progeesss kilju yeast sugar water applejuice acetic aacid shit all over the floor fuck my stupid baka life my whoel room smells like fermentation
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