Some good days and some bad
I've been having some few good days lately, trying to cherish them as good as possible. I know there is coming big downfall within days, it's always like that. I'm struggling finding myself after being in a 6 years relationship and becoming a mom of two wild boys (in a relatively young age, at 23 and 26). I was living the housewife ''dream'', having a good job, car, financially stable, cooking and every boring thing that follows with this. Do not get me wrong, I love my kids to death! But it's something about not doing anything for yourself. It was only our kids and my former boyfriend needs before my own.
Deep inside I still feel like the same wild woman I was when I was 18-20 that loved drinking and partying, but now with responsibilities. House mortgage, bills to pay, food to provide on the table and taking care of my kids 50% of the time. It feels great but the same time terrifying that this is my life now?! To poor to travel and have some fun alone.
