"Sometimes holding on hurts more than letting go."

“everyone is mad at me and they just won’t tell me” —> “no one has said anything about being mad at me and i haven’t done anything to warrant being mad at so if someone is silently fuming about me and not saying anything that’s their problem and actually quite weird of them and i can effortlessly move on with my life”

this took SUCH a huge deal of unlearning because, like so many of you, i came out of a home where being quietly in trouble WAS the default state, and i DID grow up not just with the assumption but borderline religious conviction that Everyone Is Mad At Me, I Am Bad, I Must Exist In A Constant State of Attempting to Pacify The Natural Rage I Inspire In Everyone. and no it actually turns out that my family are the freaks . and yours are too

Personally I hate AI because it uses slave labor, is killing the planet and is making people stupid, but that's just me. The soulless art aspect is just one little piece of my grander disdain.

your freak-of-nature boyfriend that we locked up in a high security lab is loose in the fucking facility send help before he kills us all

something I yearn for is the ability to show something I enjoy to someone else and not immediately see all the reasons why they wouldn’t like it or that it’s embarrassing

learn to be cringe and learn to be free

changing my ambitions from being impressive to being stable— I will be boring but I will be free

I love the unhinged chaotic teleportation gf and nonchalant shy telekinesis bf dynamic going on here