Papaya

Some oracle cards and gentle reminder 💜

So ever since 2023 has started I have been destroyed and rebuilt as a person so many times. I met a girl and she was the right person but wrong time for her, my sister left the country for good, my mother has disowned me multiple times, I've started university and I'm trying to grow up. Needless to say despite how eventful its been I am trying to heal as a person. I've lost my faith and I am pretty depressed but I'm giving myself hope. Im so tired of puttijg up this strong front that l've had up for years to show everyone how mature and grown up i am. Screw that and screw any logical reasoning, every time i try to be reasonable the universe managed to throw it all back in my face and im done. Im just going to have fun, do the shit i want, how and whenever i want. Im living life on my own terms because now i finally have nothing to lose.

I’m Kashmiri, recently I met a man who also was Kashmiri. In conversations I must advise talking to any Kashmiri turns into the most depressing conversation ever. I stood chatting with this man who was accompanied by a friend only to find our paths similar, those Kashmiris that leave their land usually don’t really belong anywhere in the world. We all 3 had this in common as we now live in different provinces and none of us had visited due to border issues and restrictions. Kashmiris usually are a nomadic people, my grandfather was born in Srinagar who’s great grandfather travelled there from Uzbekistan who’s grandfather was a Mongol. Now we were spread again lower to other areas but this time not by choice not by any of our choices and I think that’s what separated us from our forefathers ambitions.

But really it’s a super wholesome show about a high school boy living in a apartment building with ghosts and weird humans.