Stay Strong

btw. does anyone want to burst into tears with me

And I still hope that one day I'll get that drunk text from you telling me how much you miss me. Not because I miss you, but because I hope you regret that it ended the way it did.

Mental illness took so much away from me, sometimes I wish it would have taken my life as well

I honestly shoulda just killed myself the day I first thought about it. Would have saved me a lot of trouble and mental breakdowns

are you the ‘once I get people close to me I will do everything to keep them happy and to keep them from abandoning me’ or ‘people are temporary and I’m ready to drop them at the moment’s notice or ready to be dropped because this can’t last’ type of neglected kid

I sometimes feel so lonely and want to hang out with other people. Until I'm with other people and realize how exhausting they are.