UnfinishedMe

i am at the end of my rope with you

i'm running out of patience for people...

Work is ramping up again and with everything opening up, it’s been a breath of fresh air to finally be able to so things. But i’ve been feeling a overwhelmed or anxious lately? Something i can’t quite put my finger on and i don’t know how to fix it. Somehow like my introverted self found a lot of peace during the pandemic and now that things are opening up again and i guess i’m hitting the stressful part of the cycle at work, i feel like i’m losing my footing a little bit. I’m afraid to fall.

I deserve better

I’ve been so happy lately i can’t sleep

Idk if its because i’ve working on myself or because my health is finally cooperating or because of the breakup. I am just so so happy today. I had a ton of fun and i’m not anxious about the fact that maybe it won’t last or worrying about the future. I feel like today i lived just for today and it felt so truly peaceful.

we dated for more than a year. i guess it’s fair that it’ll take more than 2 weeks to get over this. i miss him so much

i'm feeling these desperate feelings of wanting to be with you because i miss you so much. I keep trying to distract myself with other plans but they don't make this feeling go away. But maybe i should recognize the feelings for what they are. An ache of missing you, and just be okay with feeling these feelings without trying to do anything to change them.

I miss him so much and i’ve been getting through this with the support of friends and excessively working out. But i need to find a way to just be comfortable with myself.

I am feeling so much gratitude and happiness in my heart for this life that i have. I have excitement for the future where i think i used to have dread and anxiety. I think the most wholeheartedly selfless thing he has ever done for me was letting me go.

not sure if breakup or vaccine but i am feeling so excited for life

i think i'm now at that point that i know what i need to do. i'm scared but i'm getting closer.