Im Blessed To Say The Old Me Dead And Gone Away

I’m constantly feeling in and out of sorts. Even with my medication and therapy, things aren’t seeming like they’re getting better, but worse. As much as I understand about myself, I haven’t been to do a whole lot about it. I’m close to losing my job, I’m waist-high in medical debt, my family is so dysfunctional, and I can’t escape from any of it, not even for a little. I’m just stuck here. What’s more, much more, is how lonely I get. It’s bad enough having these thoughts and feelings day in and day out, but to not have at least one person I can talk to about it without being judged makes it even harder. So here I am, posting anonymously to try and let it out cause I can’t physically cry atm. I hate it here