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You ever think that maybe you care too much and that's why you over think things. Others may not care much about you like you do them.. be yourself anyways. If they have the time they will

& sometimes to question whether if you're good or not. When all along you were good for yourself and them. You've lived a life full of loss and grief that it leaves you with emptiness and anger. Through it all you grew to keep it voluntarily under control. The signs are in front of you pay close attention to detail.

& if I were to be remember I would wish it were by my heart. That's the only thing that reminds me that I'm still alive. That's the only genuine part of me that's left. I miss the days where I didn't experience this. I just want to feel like myself again. I'm tired of anger and sadness. I want to let go of it but how....

I wish I could be weak sometimes. I wish days would come when this is better and gone forever. The days it's hard to get out of bed are the worst. My body feels heavy, my soul feels heavy... why is everything so draining...

It sucks to have a dark side of yourself you try to fight everyday. Depression sucks

Being sexually frustrated fucking sucks

The hardest part is not truly being able to trust someone 100 percent. No matter what you do. People change, how they feel about you changes. You know it and acknowledge it. What's the point of doing the same old things?

No one talks about what men go through. No matter what you're dealing with inside your head the ultimate sacrifice is always to overcome and carry on No matter what for your family. Someday I don't want to succumb to my own demons but I'm drowning at this point and don't know what to do anymore. A heavy heart and soul. I hate feeling like a burden. I hate the anger and irritatibility I feel. I'm just tired. So tired...

No one talks about what men go through. No matter what you're dealing with inside your head the ultimate sacrifice is always to overcome and carry on No matter what for your family. Someday I don't want to succumb to my own demons but I'm drowning at this point and don't know what to do anymore. A heavy heart and soul. I hate feeling like a burden. I hate the anger and irritatibility I feel. I'm just tired. So tired...

No one talks about what men go through. No matter what you're dealing with inside your head the ultimate sacrifice is always to overcome and carry on No matter what for your family. Someday I don't want to succumb to my own demons but I'm drowning at this point and don't know what to do anymore. A heavy heart and soul. I hate feeling like a burden. I hate the anger and irritatibility I feel. I'm just tired. So tired...

No one talks about what men go through. No matter what you're dealing with inside your head the ultimate sacrifice is always to overcome and carry on No matter what for your family. Someday I don't want to succumb to my own demons but I'm drowning at this point and don't know what to do anymore. A heavy heart and soul. I hate feeling like a burden. I hate the anger and irritatibility I feel. I'm just tired. So tired...

Isn't it funny that those who gossip continuously about others are the most unhappy people with themselves.

On to new beginnings with someone who actually loves me. ❤

Falling behind on things nah. I already caught up and I'm not gonna fumble. Authenticity is never appreciated by those who don't really like you. Don't dim your light for no one. Keep doing you and always do you.

You're right it wouldn't work. You closed off your heart and all I do is ruin your buzz by coming to you. That's all I needed to hear. Time to move on once and for all

The longer I live the more I know who I am becoming. I have to break the habits from unhealthy thinking.