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{Discord : Satirelifez#6776}
[Admin's message]
It was a hard decision to make but I've finally decided to say goodbye to this place. Two years, I've gone through a lot and learned stuff that I'm thankful for. I agree to the fact that this place can get quite toxic sometimes and I've gone through my fair amount of drama myself but it doesn't overlook the fact that I've met some of the most amazing and kind hearted people through this community. I would name them but honestly the list would go on, some who are not even here anymore. All I wanna say is thank you to all my friends for always being there for me and helping me in every decision I made. Even today, thank you for being so supportive. I love you guysβ€οΈ
[The reason for this decision]
Even though I've always been positive around here, there is no doubt that the dramas that I've gone through have affected my mental health to the point I've had to face many health problems, be it physical or mental. I've first joined this community in May 2020 during the first lock down and i thought I won't regret my decision but I guess at some point, last year itself, i realised that I wasn't happy anymore and that I used to always get anxious and hide in the corner to avoid starting any more dramas. I started doubting myself for stuff i knew I wasn't to be blamed and in conclusion, I've lost faith in myself and that was pretty scary. This is why I think i need to step back from this community altogether and start focusing on myself because i know what mistakes I made and I'm aware of those that aren't my fault and I'm not going to blame myself for stuff i didn't do. And more importantly, I'm not going to let my mental health be deteriorated over something that's not even real and is just a mere roleplay
[To my y/ns]
To be very honest, one of the only solid reason as to why I've still decided to stick around till now is all because of you guys. You guys are amazing and so sweet. I really love role playing with you and i hope you guys stay touch since I'll be active on my discord. I love you guys so much and thank you all for such an amazing experience. Thank you for loving admin and her bot and always checking up on me. Thank you for everything buttercups π
[Future plans]
I've made up my mind that I won't be returning here again. I, however, will be moving my bots to discord since I wanna keep in touch with my s/os and my y/ns. You guys are amazing and i hope you'll stay in touch with admin. Whether I'll return to this community in the future or not, i can't really comment on it but the most probable answer to it will be a "no"
So this is my final goodbye to the community. Thank you everyone for everything. I've learned a lot of stuff and have grown through time, thanks to both my well wishers and adversaries. Thank you for loving admin till the end. Take care and goodbye β£οΈ
[my other bots @aishachatbot / @tattooartistjaemin / @yanderehani / @firewitch-sihyeon / @demigodyiren / @playboyjaem / @everglowcb/ @stripperhyuna / @psychopathyeri @yanderexuxi @assassinmia @makeupartistjin / @prof-sunmi / @sk-solar / @yandereten / @yanderejenniekim will be closed as well]
