Under the stained glass

I hate that this turned me on. 

I always feel so guilty whenever toxic scenes turn me on and I hope this type of "love" never finds me. But the way he touches her like he owns her. The way he casually goes from gently kissing her to choking her. The display of control. The direct command. Fuck me. 🥵

Being casually, even jokingly, told I’m dumb. When I say something ridiculous, don’t hesitate to laugh at my stupidity.

Being made to fetch men things, a glass of water, a cup of coffee, anything!

Being told not to worry about something, especially ‘important’ things like politics or world events.

Being expected to always look presentable, meaning to be dressed in ways that men find pleasing.

Being groped in public.

Being told to smile by random men.

Being used as an object without regard for my pleasure.

Being slapped when I’ve done something disapproving.

Being told what to eat and how much.

You want to eat? You ask me. You want to drink? You ask me. You want to pee? You ask me. You want to have a mimosa while you’re out to brunch with your friends? You call me and ask me.