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thats just always what i’ve thought is that if im bad they’re gonna beat me and take my blood. i dont need to explore that i think its self explanatory really

who are they

the ones who beat me and take my blood if im bad. do you ever listen to me

yeah but like. which ones are those

how would i know that? clearly if they had already beaten me and taken my blood i wouldn’t be on tumblr anymore.

you're sorta acting like someone who has been beaten and had her blood taken in the past

typical victim blaming

thats just always what i’ve thought is that if im bad they’re gonna beat me and take my blood. i dont need to explore that i think its self explanatory really

who are they

the ones who beat me and take my blood if im bad. do you ever listen to me

yeah but like. which ones are those

how would i know that? clearly if they had already beaten me and taken my blood i wouldn’t be on tumblr anymore.

thats just always what i’ve thought is that if im bad they’re gonna beat me and take my blood. i dont need to explore that i think its self explanatory really

who are they

the ones who beat me and take my blood if im bad. do you ever listen to me

i cant sleep bc unfortunately i remember everything

Soda is so amazing im sorry. I think it’s easy to demonize it bc it’s so many calories for a liquid item. I understand this sentiment. But it’s good on its own and it’s not like a meal youre getting soda with is one you get everyday? I probably have a soda 3 times a week. Sometimes less sometimes more and I think that’s fine. I just wish it was respected more and not only accepted to be higher brow if it’s healthy. Health soda is great too….but I mean, you can get a cosmic brownie and you can get a fine pastry. You should be able to get a “low brow” soda and a high brow one. Different types of coke don’t count to me.

well ok but i feel like by talking like that you are only helping what you say you hate

i kind of hate those whole “i hate my stupid boyfriend” posts bc like no you dont. if you hated him you would pour boiling water on him while he’s asleep. but you won’t. because you love lying to yourself and others

You cant hate men and engage in het sex bc female role in sex is feminine empathetic and servile due to our biology

do you have anything original or insightful or interesting to say?

I have accurate things to say

i apologize, your blog is actually interesting and informative.

When someone is a deeply detached truly autistic person whose obsession/fixation is the nature of being…this can present itself a way that’s very similar to narcissism or sociopathy and honestly I don’t even know what the lines are. I used to think I was alone in this but this overly systematized line of thinking pertaining to existence and seems to be increasingly prevalent….based on the most popular memes and way in which people will proudly confess they relate to the world. I’ve always been someone who was deeply painfully aware of my obliviousness and overthought social scenarios and practiced them in my head and moved around variables and looked to art, astrology, life stories and perspectives from strangers .longing for the “truest” way to relate to the world around me. This practice was also an insecurity of mine and I always longed for a point in life where it would “just click” and …it comes and goes. I’ve been so many people, it’s actually weirdly helped me with status games. I feel like a witchy “empathic” person in a way that’s like I found a cheap hack in the matrix that has gotten old fast…what ended up happening is that, i lost track of what people valued me for and didn’t believe people when they said they loved me. Because everyone loved me….that sounds really conceited but this particular kind of love I was attracting wasn’t anything you could go anywhere with, with another person. It was a kind of love that meant if you bit your tongue and smiled for long enough you might get thrown a favor here or two. A shallow ultimately meaningless love that makes me feel the ick for not just the party but for myself and anyone who bared witness to it

what i’m doing at 3am with work the next day