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               this chonie here has been very busy with schedules lately, but is desperately hoping to get back t replies soon   !   please be patient with me   &   add me over on aim at choon.kr   !   you wouldn’t be disappointed, our babies ~~~ ❤ ps. it’s really cold lately, so please stay warm and keep hydrated. promise   ?   good   !

               ❛   i know you aren’t being yourself right now, but you need to cut that attitude.   ❜   as the oldest member of their group, he had learned that he had to be the one to stay calm. he barely raised his voice or got mad, but this time it was close. the only thing stopping him was the other members sleeping in the rooms beside their shared one, as well as the ripped photo on the ground. he didn’t want to disrespect anyone, at least not in front of his parents.   ❛   go to sleep, jude. please, we do not need to fight right now. i’ll clean this up on my own.   ❜

              ❛   really   ?   i haven’t noticed this before.   ❜   it was odd to think that he had been best friends with jude ever since their debut, yet still choon hadn’t seen him be like this before. the slightly younger male had slammed doors   &   spoken informally, which was so out of character for him.   ❛   should i be worried about him   ?   do you think he’d be mad if i asked what’s wrong   ?   ❜   of course he worried for his team’s leader. he was a huge part of utopia   &   seeing him be so different all of a sudden was rather alarming.   ❛   ah, he already drinks too much coffee, i don’t think i can give him more.   ❜

              ❛   ah, yes, go ahead.   ❜   choon nodded slowly, looking straight into her sparkling eyes. he was nervous, having no idea what the girl had in mind. she was one of those people who always managed to surprise him   ——   every time they got together, something rather... interesting happened.   ❛   just go easy on me, yeah   ?   ❜

               ❛   if you ask me   ——   which you aren’t, but i think they suit you really well.   ❜   he admitted right away, accompanying his words with a soft nod or two.   ❛   i know it’s sounds a little odd, but some people actually look a little better with braces and it does give you a bit more charm   !   i’m sure your fans also see it as a good thing, because so many people need to get their teeth fixed and might feel insecure about it.   ❜   chonhae wasn’t one to care too much about looks anyway, as lame as it sounds. personality was the key.

               ❛   embarrassing   ——   no, i don’t think it’s embarrassing.   ❜   maybe he wasn’t a hundred percent honest. if someone was to find out about their friendship   &   make it public, it would be an issue. he was an idol after all   &   befriending someone who had made the choice to put herself out there   (   literally   )   wouldn’t be seen in a good light.   ❛   i wouldn’t change our friendship or give it away no matter what the cost. no way.   ❜

               ❛   not really, we’re just practicing for different things. the older members, including me, are trying to learn blackpink’s playing with fire   ——   the dance, that is. we really wanna show that gender shouldn’t be an obstacle when it comes to different choreographies and music in general.   ❜   what a way to start off with an endless list of words just flowing off his tongue. like already noticed ages ago, choon was definitely rambler. he could go on   &   on for ages, even with the most boring person on planet. luckily, that wasn’t her though.   ❛   the food  ?   ❜   he then repeated before nodding, smiling widely at the younger female.   ❛   i did. i ate most of it during our break, but i still have leftovers, wanna have them   ?   ❜   his brown eyes looked over at his small backpack that was laying on the floor, completely open with all of his belongings coming out.   ❛   ah, i’m good though. exhausted, tired... i must stink too, i’m so sorry. how about you, did you really not have anything better to do   ?   ❜

               ❛   i’m so shook right now   ——   thank you for sending this to me, it means a lot   !   ❜   after acting like an idiot for a moment, choon finally allowed for a wide smile to appear on his lips, looking over at her with grateful eyes. it was rare to get such lovely messages from friends   &   label mates these days. fans, on the other hand, were the complete opposite   &   filled him with joy daily. but it was different to hear these things instead of seeing them coming from   ‘   strangers   ’   online. 

               like mentioned before, i’m way more active on aim which means u all should add   &   love choon   /   me over there. it’s easy, just leave ur username down below or add me over at choon.kr   !   i swear i’m nice   &   so is choon he’s a v precious lil baby as u can see from the gif above :~( 

               ❛   is it really that rare, though   ?   ❜   because he wasn’t too sure how to react to her rather unexpected words, he decided to keep the conversation going with a question he usually wouldn’t ask. he wasn’t interested in the subject   ——   at least not enough to go on a full rant about his own opinions, but if cherry wanted to do so, he had nothing against that.   ❛   guess i’m not an icky man, then.   ❜   he added with a cheeky smile, then shrugging his heavy shoulders.   ❛   i don’t know, i guess it’s alright. we aren’t that busy lately as we’re not promoting at the moment and the plans for our next comeback are kinda far away. other than that it’s all good, though   !   ❜