lovely lavender pages

🫖 #lovelylavenderpages #poetry #writerslife #poetrycommunity #angel #physics #quantumphysics #lovequotes #lovers #poetic #teatime #home (at Dauphin County, Pennsylvania) https://www.instagram.com/p/CULjtm2ph8v/?utm_medium=tumblr

6 Years Ago. The inversioned perceptions of multiple realities as the mind expands leaves more and more left behind on understanding. Yes I made that word up to fit the philosophy. #lovelylavenderpages (at Pennsylvania) https://www.instagram.com/p/CSan5ljHG5kpERAZgVspY9R38YgnjbD76dNoaM0/?utm_medium=tumblr

“𝘉𝘦𝘹, 𝘺𝘰𝘶’𝘷𝘦 𝘨𝘰𝘵𝘵𝘢 𝘭𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘯. 𝘏𝘦’𝘴 𝘨𝘰𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘥𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘣𝘦𝘥. 𝘏𝘦’𝘴 𝘴𝘪𝘤𝘬 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘸𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘢𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘵. 𝘠𝘦𝘢𝘩, 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘥 𝘰𝘧 𝘮𝘢𝘯 𝘵𝘢𝘭𝘬𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘴?” - SWiest @uncharted_mind_of_madness • • • #disturbed #sick #twisted #creativity #flow #latenight #artist #writer #writerslife #poet #poetic #makeup #blood #bloody #wreckage #trials #vicarioushearts #poem #poems #blog #instamood #instagram #spooky #spookymakeup #sure #selfie https://www.instagram.com/p/CGmJXCenqLu/?igshid=cjipgl3e5rft

“𝘉𝘦𝘹, 𝘺𝘰𝘶’𝘷𝘦 𝘨𝘰𝘵𝘵𝘢 𝘭𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘯. 𝘏𝘦’𝘴 𝘨𝘰𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘥𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘣𝘦𝘥. 𝘏𝘦’𝘴 𝘴𝘪𝘤𝘬 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘸𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘢𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘵. 𝘠𝘦𝘢𝘩, 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘥 𝘰𝘧 𝘮𝘢𝘯 𝘵𝘢𝘭𝘬𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘴?” - SWiest @uncharted_mind_of_madness • • • #disturbed #sick #twisted #creativity #flow #latenight #artist #writer #writerslife #poet #poetic #makeup #blood #bloody #wreckage #trials #vicarioushearts #poem #poems #blog #instamood #instagram #spooky #spookymakeup #sure #selfie https://www.instagram.com/p/CGmI5e_nqRW/?igshid=1rlt6jrj91tol

💥! #marvel #comics #comicmakeup #dressup #creativity #play #throwthosehighheelson #crybaby #bpdypaint #bodyart #body #art #grayhair #silverfox #somuchfun #makeupjunkie #ilovemakeup #play #cosmetics #hobbies #boobs #💁🏻‍♀️ (at ComicWorld3D) https://www.instagram.com/p/B-OxGPGHJkh/?igshid=1jrt2cyt3zko2

3 years ago, I created a major break and changed everything in my life. I moved, separated from my exhusband, pretty much all of my friends, (his half) of “my” family of 7 years. I got rid of my car even. In this time frame I’ve had 4 different jobs. I’ve met many people, made && broke up with friends, dated a few people, looked deeper into my behavioral patterns of choosing friends and lovers, identified negative patterns to look for.. I’ve experimented artistically, got my name out in many fields around my community, dipped my feet in writing and performing spoken word, writing and acting in a play at the Strand Capitol in York, tried my hand at modeling, painting and crystal wrapping, participated in music videos and local music promotion and got my name pretty well known and made many artistic connections in the York City community. I’ve gotten off of 4 major medications and have undergone heavy medical testing and monitoring. After a 6 year break of my own personal spirituality, I’ve again began practicing and studying reiki, meditation, prayer, essential oils, mindfulness, reflexology, crystals, herbs, oracle readings.. and created a beautiful library on all of that && spiritual teachings as well as attended lectures and conferences on such. I’ve taught myself how to make healthy meals and have been trying and testing meal, snack and drink alternatives and learning how to not only eat, but prepare my own unprocessed foods/diet. This includes home remedies for illness and making my own non toxic body products and home cleaners. I’ve paid attention to myself and learned what I need to stay well (sunshine, dancing, creativity, alone time, my own space, positive self image, family and friend time, laughter, a healthy diet and body and to be learning, flexibility and quality sleep) and learned to prioritize that as my number one priority in life, because if I get too unwell, it could end up with there not really being point to anything else existing if I don’t. Continued in comments. #progressnotperfection #progress #healingisnotlinear #healing #spirituality #spiritual #lifeworthliving #mentalillness #mentalhealth #newblogpost https://www.instagram.com/p/B9qv9KUno0D/?igshid=1actrrphbae0q

ⓈⒸⓇⓄⓁⓁ • I’m busy. • #newblogpost #writingagain #scroll #lovelylavenderpages #blog #writersmind #blog #tumblr #bloggerstyle #flowers #flowersofinstagram #writtenpieces (at Wrightsville, Pennsylvania) https://www.instagram.com/p/B9OawiLHXUS/?igshid=w51krpz5nr4f

Roses 🥀 && how I love them.. like sadness on a summer day. ~SWiest • • • Damage Control 6.28.19 . Your love made it’s way.. . Like an appearance on a stage.. . Not breaking any legs, but breaking the foundation of my entire existence.. . . Everything is Shattered. . “I just want to go home.” • • ~SWiest #lovelylavenderpages (at Broken Hearts) https://www.instagram.com/p/BzTE13JnsQW/?igshid=11pc69xnx7epn

Happy 29th Father’s Day to the best guy I know!! Thank you for all you do for not only Mom && I, but for the people in my life.. everyday. You work so hard && have been a huge inspiration && a great roll model && continue to support me (even in some of my ‘not so smart’ decisions) && encourage me to do my best by not just other people, but for myself now also. You’ve laid an excellent foundation for my life && have shown me not only what it means to have a family but the hard work and what kind of sacrifices you’ve made to keep our family strong. You’ve taught me that it is not as much important as how to, but who you make a family with. At this age I can really see how important a job of being a parent is, && I hope when I become a mother that I’m just as good of a parent as you && Mom have been to me! I love you so much && hope you had a great day with our family!! Love you Dad!! 1. Paddock, Father’s Day 2019 2. Las Vegas Strip 2008 3. Royal Caribbean Cruise Liners 2005 4. Beatle Mania Show in Vegas 2008 5. A party for me 2016 6. Lenard Skynard Box Office 2016 7. Lenard Skynard Box Office 2016 8. Red Rocks @ sundown, Boulder Nevada 2009 9. Johnny Rockets, Royal Caribbean 2006 10. Paddock, Father’s Day Dinner 2019 #fathersday #rolemodel #vegas #lasvegas #beatles #family #horseback #johnnyrockets #concerts #cruise #royalcarribbean #familytime #memories #love https://www.instagram.com/p/ByzKsQSnPuq/?igshid=v3d2qswlp48d

Happy 29th Father’s Day to the best guy I know!! Thank you for all you do for not only Mom && I, but for the people in my life.. everyday. You work so hard && have been a huge inspiration && a great roll model && continue to support me (even in some of my ‘not so smart’ decisions) && encourage me to do my best by not just other people, but for myself now also. You’ve laid an excellent foundation for my life && have shown me not only what it means to have a family but the hard work and what kind of sacrifices you’ve made to keep our family strong. You’ve taught me that it is not as much important as how to, but who you make a family with. At this age I can really see how important a job of being a parent is, && I hope when I become a mother that I’m just as good of a parent as you && Mom have been to me! I love you so much && hope you had a great day with our family!! Love you Dad!! 1. Paddock, Father’s Day 2019 2. Las Vegas Strip 2008 3. Royal Caribbean Cruise Liners 2005 4. Beatle Mania Show in Vegas 2008 5. A party for me 2016 6. Lenard Skynard Box Office 2016 7. Red Rocks @ sundown, Boulder Nevada 2009 8. Johnny Rockets, Royal Caribbean 2006 #fathersday #rolemodel #vegas #lasvegas #beatles #family #horseback #johnnyrockets #concerts #cruise #royalcarribbean #familytime #memories #love (at Paddock on Market - York, PA) https://www.instagram.com/p/ByzJTxYHTse/?igshid=sdy03rh1h6df

🖤 #poetry #poet #art #artist #love https://www.instagram.com/p/Byg3gj7HQ8F/?igshid=18p8y11eoilow