Trust in your heart

"Merry Christmas, Silas! I got you a present!" Sienna handed Silas a present containing a embroidered red scarf with a cursive S at each end.

Silas opened the present, his expression turning into a wide smile at the sight of the scarf. “Wow, Sienna, that’s… I… This must have taken so much to make…” He took the scarf, holding it close to his face. “Thank you…”

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Silas nodded. “They will, Sienna. They’ll come from my heart whenever I feel the want, okay? You won’t need to worry about me holding back, or worrying over your desires. I’ll be your impulsive knight!”

He pulled her closer, poking her nose softly. “That said, Sienna, no more of this ‘Broken friend’ talk, okay? You’re not broken, you just forgot, that’s all! Doesn’t make you any less Sienna than ever.”

He reached up and ruffled her hair. “Well, I’m going to make a wish, too! I’m gonna wish that no matter what happens, you’ll never forget the newer memories we’re making now!”

“O-Okay if you say so. I-I’m sorry I doubted you like I did...I just crave the affection...and not from my older sister...” Sienna buried her nose into his neck, looking guilty for doubting him.

“W-We’re making new memories, yeah.” She smiled weakly after her hair was ruffled as if she was small child. “Our memories are unique and special in their own way...t-that’s all, right?”

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✪ Rubbing their back after a stressful day or disappointment.

Silas sighed softly, cozying up against Sienna as she rubbed his back. “You know I’m going to rub your back just as much when you’re done here, Sienna… you’ve gone through just as much in that last battle, so you’re definitely getting some back-rub action when you’re done.”

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Silas blushed a bit, letting go of her hair and returning his hands to her back. “Ahaha, you really do your best, Sienna! Aside from a few scratches and bruises, you really are a picture of good health!”

After a few more moments of running his hands along her back, he rested his head on her right shoulder, sighing softly. “…even if it wasn’t much, I hope my massage was good, all the way to the end.”

Sienna’s breath hitched when the knight used her shoulder to rest his head on. Her eyes looking around with a small triumphant smile etched on her.

“Of course it was good, it was better than good because you did it for me! Thank you, Silas! I feel relaxed, I promise.” She leaned her head against his own.

“Next time, we should share a bath together and wash each others backs, hehe...” She teased the idea but she was hopeful he’d lean onto the idea too.

“I-I wouldn’t mind, we’d become closer.” Sienna shifted a little bit to lean against Silas a little more.

“What do you say? Please?”

"Merry Christmas, Silas! I got you a present!" Sienna handed Silas a present containing a embroidered red scarf with a cursive S at each end.

Silas opened the present, his expression turning into a wide smile at the sight of the scarf. “Wow, Sienna, that’s… I… This must have taken so much to make…” He took the scarf, holding it close to his face. “Thank you…”

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Silas pulled Sienna away from his shoulder, looking at her closely. After realizing the expression on her face, he pulled her closer, planting a soft kiss on her lips before she could say anything more, letting their kiss last for a few silent seconds.

After parting, he smiled. “…you’re both to me, Sienna. You’re both my friend and my love. I think of you as both, because you are those to me - it’s not mutually exclusive. That said, I’m sorry… I don’t know how affectionate you want me to be… I’m still learning this side of you, you know? You weren’t exactly like this when we were younger…”

The moment then felt nice, a connection that made her heart beat faster. When he parted and smiled, reassuring her what she was telling herself in her mind, she almost felt weirded out that he could read what was on her mind.

“I believe you...I couldn’t remember if I tried. Maybe I should have wished for my my memories with you returned instead...it would make you so much happier than having a broken Sienna friend...” Sienna looked down away and breathed deeply.

“I could say what I’d like of course...I could say how I want to be held intimately, feel wanted when being kissed, how I like to be told that I belong with someone who deeply loves me as much as I love them...but, would those gestures come from what’s inside your heart unprompted?”

"Merry Christmas, Silas! I got you a present!" Sienna handed Silas a present containing a embroidered red scarf with a cursive S at each end.

Silas opened the present, his expression turning into a wide smile at the sight of the scarf. “Wow, Sienna, that’s… I… This must have taken so much to make…” He took the scarf, holding it close to his face. “Thank you…”

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Silas laughed, patting her back with a confident smile. “Of course I do! None of your retainers could ever hope to match me!”

His smile turned softer, and he slowly returned his arm to her waist, relaxing slightly. “…heh… yeah, I know for certain that we’re definitely closer than the others… because I’m your friend and yours beyond that. I never want to see you hurt.”

Sienna sighed against his neck, the cool breath tickling him softly.

“You know...I read in a book that there’s a bright star that shines the brightest on Christmas. People make a wish on it in hopes it comes true on this holiday so...I made a wish myself since I’ve never seen it before until now...” She felt her bottom lip tremble and her breathing shorten.

“I-It involves you...and me...and well...I....I’ve been...” She had been having doubts on what Silas truly felt for her. She wanted to say what was on her mind...she wanted to know if her feelings went past of friendship to him as he so liked to remind her. Did he only see her as his friend and liege? Part of her was glad her face was hidden against his shoulder so he couldn’t notice her eyes spacing out.

“...w-wanting affection.” She finished insecurely.

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✪ Rubbing their back after a stressful day or disappointment.

Silas sighed softly, cozying up against Sienna as she rubbed his back. “You know I’m going to rub your back just as much when you’re done here, Sienna… you’ve gone through just as much in that last battle, so you’re definitely getting some back-rub action when you’re done.”

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Silas laughed softly, continuing his gentle playing with her hair, his attention turned away completely from her back. He smiled softly to her, taking a bit of hair and brushing it against her cheek. “…you take very good care of yourself, Sienna.”

Her amber eyes opened suddenly to the tickling feeling on her cheek, listening to the sound of his soft voice complementing her, making her feel a little self-conscious about herself.

“I-I do, well, I try my best. It’s something I do...I want to always be in good health and look nice to make myself a little happy when I look in the mirror each day.” Sienna glanced at the hand holding her hair as it tickled her nose, making it wrinkle up

“T-Thank you for noticing that, Silas.”