When i say it feels heavy i don't mean it in a literal sense.
It's the feeling when you're losing your grip on a box you need to cary and then need to pause to adjust your hold. It's okay for a while but soon enough it starts slipping again.
It's heavy in the sense that it's often a lot and my grip on things keeps losing until everything seems to much.
It's heavy in the sense that there are pauses where i can adjust and everything is okay for a while.
It's heavy because no matter how much i want to i can't put it down. Things need to move and i can't let go.












