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Dear person reading this,

You deserve a life full of happiness and positivity. So don’t let others get to you and believe in yourself.

I don’t understand why I beat myself up so much. I shouldn’t. I shouldn’t let one negative comment take away from my success.

I’m on my dream team, I got accepted into my college of choice, I’m still paying for my braces by myself, I’m in a healthy relationship, I’m working my ass off to put myself financially back on track, and I deserve to be happy.

No one has the ability to take that away from me. I busted my ass off getting to where I am today. I deserve to be proud of my accomplishments. I deserve to enjoy this moment.

But I still want more for myself. Not that this isn’t enough, it’s nothing like that. I’m more than proud with all of these things, but I want more. I have such high expectations for myself that this isn’t enough.

Now that I’m on my dream team, I’m gonna work to become a core member.

Now that I’m at my college of choice, I’m gonna work to be the best student I could ever be.

Now that I’m paying for my braces by myself, I’m gonna work to start saving up for a new car.

Now that I’m in a healthy relationship, I’m gonna work to make her the happiest woman in the world.

Now that I’m trying to get financially back on track, I’m gonna work so I can provide for both myself and my girlfriend.

So I shouldn’t be frustrated at myself. This is just the first step to bigger and better things. I need to stop beating myself up. There is a difference between frustration and motivation, I just need to draw the line.

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It’s been almost two years since the last time I posted anything, but every time I look back at this page I remember just how miserable I was. I remember the tears, the sleepless nights, the frustration, everything. I’m so happy to say that I don’t feel anything like that anymore. I love myself. It took me a long time to say that, but I love myself. I know my worth. I know just what I deserve. I know my mistakes don’t define who I am. I can finally say that I love myself. I’m beyond blessed for all the things I have in my life. I have a beautiful family, amazing friends, dance, school, work, a roof over my head, clothes on my back, and much more. I’m the luckiest man in the world. I love myself. I love myself. And I love her as well. She is all I ever wanted and all I ever need in my soulmate. Someone that can be just as dorky as I am. Someone that will make me laugh to cheer me up. Someone that will hold me when I’m frustrated. Someone to just be there for me as we experience life together. I found the one. I found my soulmate. I love her.

I guess I just wanted to post again for my own sake. Every time I visited my page, I immediately get reminded of all the lonely nights. So this is to show that life isn’t always bad. Everything works out. It always does. I love my life.

I guess I'm just done with everything.

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And now it's officially over. Thank you for the memories. Time to move on

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And like the sea, I’m constantly changing from calm to hell.

Dallas Green (via imuahawaii)

No matter how much fun I have during the day, I always just end up miserable and unable to sleep at 3 in the morning I feel so gross and repulsive. I feel like I actually lost all the progress I made in loving myself. I'm starting to hate myself again and I can't help it. This is driving me crazy.

I’ve been holding this in for so long and it’s killing me…

Why the fuck are we seeing each other if you just treat me like this? We haven’t talked in almost a week and you didn’t even say hi to me at practice. Are you too scared to talk to me now? If you wanna stop “us” then just fuckin tell me. I don’t want to be waiting for you to come back. Tell me what to expect. I’ve done this for so many people before and the worst part is that I never get closure. I always start asking myself “what happened” or “what did I do wrong?” You told me not to quit on you because you won’t quit on me. What happened to that? I can’t help but feel unwanted. If you were willing to drop me so fast then how shitty of a person can I really be? I don’t know who you’re texting now but he must be better because you just keep ignoring my texts. I guess everyone else is more worth your time anyways. I’m trying to get over you. Hopefully I’ll wake up not feeling this way.

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I can't stand how shitty I am at dancing and directing. I need to get better. I feel so helpless. I feel like no matter how hard I try I stay at the same level.

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