pearl

kind of sometimes really in love with my co worker and sometimes i really hate her

just finished the diary of a teenage girl (2015). thinking about my own experience and how it wasn’t really that bad, it just had intense lasting effects for some reason.

i’m at a point in my life where i know i am very unappealing to all kinds of people, yet i still believe i am better than almost everyone i see in my daily life. i don’t exactly know where that comes from. i am a bad person but at the very least i am aware.

the starling girl (2023) was so good it made me make this blog

i know that i will always love harder than anyone else. i just don’t know how to stop myself from letting it get so intense.