Ugh...

it's not everyday, bro

I can't seem to type out a good post. There are so many things I want to say though. Do I not have the words to post about my feelings. I do but I can't be honest. I can't say what I feel because I'm ashamed. I might not even post this.

Another sleepless night. I'm so desecrating this temple I call a body.

Why do I eat pasta like there's no tomorrow.

i had a thought. a bad thought. thought that could end all thoughts, all my thoughts. i think i should stop thinking those thoughts cuz as i said they might just end all my thoughts, i think. if i pursued the thought. all these thoughts make me want to end them though. i think too much. i think too little of myself. i think... i know..

why can’t i stand watching someone on the show i’m watching embarrass themselves? i can’t i just can’t. i got to pause the video every time they say something stupid and say “nooo” to the screen like they can hear me.

there was a mistake. that wasn’t me. i don’t think they know what they’re doing at all. this misunderstanding is gonna be blown out of proportion. welp. i guess the next few days are gonna be something at least. ha. i really didn’t expect it to get this huge. aaaaahhhh.

when you’re internet connection just disappears for a couple of days. sigh. should i schedule these haha

the main character of king’s avatar is too overpowered. still on ep. 7