Not me being heartbroken again 5 years later 😭 At least I’m not going to crash out like I did last time. This still sucks though. I hate the grieving process.

GOD I can’t believe after 4 years it still has this effect on me. You were my first love, my first boyfriend and you WRECKED me. You betrayed me in the worst way. And now you get to live your happily ever after and buy a house with her. It should have been me. But it won’t ever be me. That kills me. I love you. I wish it could have been different.

I’m scared to move on but I know it’s what’s best for me. I wish it could be different but after 11 years I guess I just have to accept that it is what it is. I will find what’s meant for me. I love you and will always miss you.

Just another day of wishing I had new friends. I hate the ones I have 🫠

Holy fucking shit. I just want the pain to end. I love you. Please love me back. Please