i wont worry about it i say to myself with the always worried disorder

am i even mentally ill or am i just living in some kind of infinite torture chamber that would make anyone like this

we can’t talk here contact me in my dream tonight

i think avoiding everything is going to save me for real this time

this too shall pass but the fuck was that for

sometimes i have a dream that reveals such a humiliating desire i have that i genuinely lose a bit of respect for myself

Maybe if I just work harder, this empty cup will pour again

Maybe the cup needs a bit of time to rest and refill?

Maybe the cup needs to lock the fuck in???

“nobody wants to work anymore” yeah because everyone wants to kill themselves

god's weakest soldier is scrolling tumblr instead of being productive or participating in any of their hobbies

you may ask yourself, what? and you may ask yourself, huh?????

Lowkey in a prison of my own making but it’s whatever

actually im doing really well except for the fact that everything makes me sad and the things that dont make me sad make me angry. but other than that im fine