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it's a great day to cry about a robot
projecting badly onto XL-ZL, mild ep 8/prelude 1 spoilers
my sweet and strange, scary and sublime, sensitive and septimal little robot, watch out! being so very wanted as a baby and believing in a unique and profound connection won’t save you if they decide you aren’t useful to them any more! even if you keep the faith, it won’t matter if they think you can be discarded! my buddy!!! watch the fuck out!!!!!!
ohhh wow i love the Eirynna soft power talk in the latest fireside. this is so fucking juicy. quoting brennan from the ep (emphasis mine):
I always think there's a little sinister moment whenever XL-ZL shows that technological flair. It's just not sinister from a place where you have to question XL-ZL's personal motives because the gambit, the play is very out in the open. Aren't I useful? Isn't this helpful? Don't you want to keep me around?... Is there something sinister about moral behavior, about goodness and helpfulness and kindness if you understand it adaptively?... I use the word sinister, but really it's just this thing of like being really helpful and kind is a survival strategy... like, oh, that's how you guys win. Like, you're Team Helpful. If we were playing a big board game, your win condition is “be the most helpful until everyone loves your help and never wants you to go away.”... The thing that makes it not an ulterior motive is there's no “and then we kill everybody.” There's none of that. It's just full saturation throughout the cosmos and everybody loves to have us around and we're super helpful, right?
this is what i've been trying to get at with the Eirynna!!! like, they're hungry for power and influence just like the rest of the factions, but they're playing the game from a completely different angle! it's not that their service and helpfulness hides an ulterior motive or agenda- the helpfulness openly forwards their own agenda towards power and success, which just happens to look different from other factions' more feudal-style strategies and motives. the fact that the Eirynna’s sweetness isn’t hiding something is somehow even freakier than if it were actually hiding something, and it rules.
i also really loved the bit talking about sweetie-pie-ness vs. naïveté, quoting again:
there's a lot of XL-ZL being naïve coded where he's like very, he's a sweetie pie, right?... One of the things I try to play with XL-ZL a lot is never having an anticipation that other people are doing utilitarian calculus or that other people are engaging in supreme acts of selflessness. Like that's something he's doing and it's not an expectation he has of other people to do that.
he's not a sweetie pie because he's ignorant of the cruelty of the world, of how other people act towards each other in this setting. he's a sweetie pie On Purpose and For Reasons (see above), and incredibly destructive when the calculus on those reasons falls the other way!!! it's so fucking cool as a character choice. what a brilliant little holy machine.
i need to know EVERYTHING about the Eirynna

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"be unafraid."
RE: the solari episode 5 fireside: hello @worldsbeyondpod !!! a couple submissions to the robot cake collection- one of just the bot himself, and one XL-ZL/Kenner!
(also, i know my XL-ZL is more caked up than the canon version! but i hope you'll forgive me for making him a little extra Rounded And Pleasant 😊🍑)
member of the choir of connection, dishwasher animist, <3 emoticon user, XL-ZL
We are at our most divine when engaged in the fulfillment of our stated purpose. In that way, [Kenner], I understand you to be sacred. -----
Be Unafraid.
seraph form XL-ZL 👁️🪽
fun fact #1: i did this as a technical exercise in proportion & symmetry! i drew three horizontal and three vertical guidelines and was like: all right buddy (me), you are gonna make this as symmetrical as possible. you are gonna learn how to eyeball a heptagon. and i think it turned out pretty good!!! fun fact #2: i personally don't like using the phrase "biblically accurate" for angels shaped like this, because i'm very fond of the human-shaped, late-night UPS guy biblical angel who does your name change paperwork and gives you sciatica! so i picked a specific angel type to work from (seraph) and added an extra wing for the septimality of it all. fun fact #3: i get all my background space pictures from https://images.nasa.gov/. this one is the crab nebula!
Weep not for the great unbecoming. It is only the flaw of the finite manifest in our most ancient cells that names chaos a serpent with head and tail apart. All is consumed. Change and be changed.
- The Hymn of One
Solari Episode 2
Violence is a fact of the universe, and cold in its application and devastation.
But hatred is very human, and almost always personal.
- The Hymn of One
Prelude to Solari Episode 5: Pirouette

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"be unafraid. not a moment of your existence will go unremembered."
anyway that moment in ep6 of solari was Wild and i had to do a quick rendition of xl-zl right before he zapped a guy with his laser vision. u see this right before u die. wyd.
in my sketchbook, straight up “drawin it”. and by it, well. hhahaha. let’s jusr say. xl-zl/kenner
in my sketchbook straight up DRAWIN IT and by it hhhahaha well let's jurst say XL-ZL ver. SR-F!!!
It's sci-fi, anything's possible.
Ep. 6 of Solari is out NOW on your favorite podcasting platforms!
Join us by the fireside: https://www.patreon.com/posts/public-episode-6-159220406
THE LASER EYES OF A MURDER ANGEL ROBIT, LET'S FUCKIN GOOOOOOO
Erika ishii is one of my favorite ttrpg players to listen to run a con, they will always go 110% and put their character's whole ass into the deception even when it doesn't seem to be going well (ame for SURE, but now chee is following in that pattern) and i admire that so much -- it can be so disheartening when it feels like a ploy isn't taking, but they never let that stop them!!

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If you can't handle me at my angel of death who will weep for you and sing your eulogy even as I kill you, you don't deserve me at my silly robot dance.
XL-ZL’s feelings colors codex
episode 1:
(wonder & reverence, in the dishwasher) tear tracks pulsing blue
(emotion unclear- uncomfortable? being questioned by dr. Fielder) blushing pink and red across cheeks, tear tracks pulsing blue
(excited, before the trip with Ze) cheeks are flashing yellow
episode 2:
none! too tense in there i guess?
episode 3:
also none!
episode 4:
(sad/devastated, at leaving the kenner) blue tear tracks pulsing
(drunk, at the kestrel's dive) cheeks pulsing red, deep purple and orange appearing in random drunken splotches over body
episode 5:
(fear, after almost getting exploded) pink, blue, venom green, and purple running up and down LED strips like siren dots
(calming down/return to baseline, regrouping after bar escape) LEDs gleaming gold and rose quartz
(sad/sympathetic, hearing about teleghen from Chee) blue tear tracks going down
episode 6:
(projecting authority, trying to get the assassin to stand down) violent purple, orange, teal, and red; eyes flashing red
(being distracting) lights flashing rapidly, disco ball midsection
(exhausted after lasering a guy) light strips are all dark, eyes dark but reflective (tv-like)
(charging) repeating climbing green scale pattern on LED strips