Quasi-Conscious

getting back on here to say I still overthink everything, my broken ankle is healed, and my online class ends tonight. lifes good.

requested the morning off to go to physical therapy and then they cancelled therapy lol. weeeee.

But actually its harder for me to make friends. I always struggled with understanding just what exactly I want in a friend. My friendships default to whomever is forced to be around me for a pronlonged period of time. the last time I made a new friend was the first time I made a new friend lmao. shoutout to the dabadnewz.

i recently downloaded bumble to make friends in Denver. I've received several responses but the ppl Im most interested in talking to aren't really replying with as much effort. why does this feel so familiar lol

update: my sprained ankle is actually broken, surgery is on Friday, my mom wants to fly in for a week.

or maybe thats just as unhealthy. life is about balance, fluidity, duality. there is no secret to erasing bad choices or thoughts. embrace being fluid. you own nothing. you control nothing.

maybe the key to stop comparing your life to the imagined life of others boils down to rerouting that brain energy towards self reflection only

Officially can't focus at work for the rest of the week now that my highest priority stuff is done lol. Just here to answer ppls questions until I clock out Friday. Then its vacation time!