i have to focus. everything’s different now. the goal for this month isn’t to have a smooth transition. no, it’s to find another job. find another job. i can’t be away from my baby for one week every month. this job is worse than piss and shit and i want to kill myself again. it erases every good feeling and experience. it washes out the good. 3 days in and the misery has rubbed off on me. fuck i can’t believe it. imma vomit i’m so anxious. plus i need to contact the lawyer. hey you need to focus. contact the lawyer and send cvs.
everything is ok

















