don't tell me you love me

“Of course you do I mean look at me.”

Ladybug? A ladybug. God. Just a ladybug. Bekket sighed deeply, his entire body slumping with relief. 

 “Good. I need the luck. It’s finals.” He sighed, his body untensing as he got over the unnecessary panic from earlier. “Fuck. I thought it was a bee or something. Thanks, man.”

“Don’t we all?” Tanner said with a chuckle as a shoulder shrug as to say ‘no problem’. Only then he realized he probably couldn’t see that shrug. “Hey it’s no problem, though I will admit if it was a bee you probably would have heard a lot more cursing and probably a few screams as I got it off of you. I don’t do bees...or spiders.”

rolling her eyes, “if you have more material covering you, therefore you’d be warmer.” defending her argument as she shuffled closer to fit under the blanket, balling her bare legs up onto the couch as she got comfortable. “mmm you’re telling me. makes me think she got too drunk also.”

“so do you,” he said pointing to her clothes before she joined him, pleased that she listened to him. tanner scooted closer not to make a move simply to let his body heat help warm her up so she’d stop complaining on how cold she was. “most people at our parties walk away drunk to the point they cant remember.” he was one of them. “you think you had a good time at least?”

lifting her head back up, trying to stop the world from spinning. her eyes glancing beside her at tanner, blinking a few times to let them adjust to the light, “you’re wearing pants share the blanket.” the blonde was in a slight mood as he head felt like an elephant had sat on it. “ah charlie, but i don’t know where she went… she said she was gonna look after me.”

“that doesn’t mean i’m not cold,” he muttered to himself before scooting over on the couch so there was room for her. “you could always join me...” as he spoke tanner lifted the end of the blanket up inviting her to come closer. “charlie...well guess she didn’t do a good job at that. let me help now.”

shrugging her shoulders slightly, “i don’t remember it…” mumbling as she tried to recall even an ounce of memory from last night, pouting slightly when she didn’t. “is this still the party house?” lottie had her eyes closed as she held her head, not wanting to move to find answers just yet.

“this is the chi house,” tanner said before flopping on the couch, grabbing the nearest blanket and pulling it over behind his shoulders as he got comfortable. “so yeah it’s the party house.” a yawn escaped him as he covered his mouth with the back of his hand. “you remember who you arrived here with?” 

slowly lifting her head to look in the direction of the voice, furrowing her brows as the brightness hurt her head, “ ah loretta actually…” gradually she sat herself up on the couch, ignoring how her dress was completly wrong right now. resting her elbows on her knees and her head in her hands, “wow why do people drink if this is the result…”

“loretta,” he said letting his dry tongue remember the name as he said it. it was hoe he remembered things, saying them out loud and since he managed to forget the girl’s name before he didn’t want to forget. again. “to forget whatever they are trying to forget...rough night i take it?”

alessandra: yes for once! bc no matter how many times i try to avoid your pretty face youre always fucking there!

alessandra: and then the in my kitchen in just your boxers moment!

alessandra: like youre always there and you dont even know it .

alessandra: i have a lot to be mad about tan, for once in the past couple months it isn't because of you

tanner: for once? what the fuck did i do!?

alessandra: mhmmm... because one of my best friends and ex joking around about hooking up is nothing to be angry at... youre so right

alessandra: no my code for me being mad at you will literally be me saying im mad at you ..

alessandra: its not like i dont have anything to mad about.

alessandra: i mean i'm not mad at /you/ but yeah no probs.....

alessandra: hey...

alessandra: so like idk if you saw twitter a couple days ago

alessandra: but seriously wasn't mad at yours and olives interaction just to let you know

alessandra: like i shouldn't explain myself to you but yeah ..

alessandra: but just wanted to let you know...